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Note I have cats and Im not afraid to get more...
Ive been here before. A week ago, a year ago, and when it was still Collarme. this isnt my first time at the rodeo, and after a lot of soul-searching I need to redo my profile. Please note, I am not for everyone. That being said, I do hope you read this profile and its entirety and please remember, I am not looking for anything random or fuck boys. Im not judging you- its just not for me. Actually, if you are a fuck boy, I will judge you.
Through my experiences here, Im going to try to answer as many questions as I can, so that if you choose to message me, I can save you the trouble of finding out ination I already discussed. Also it becomes quite frustrating have to reanswer the same questions over and over again. I think this would save everyone a lot of trouble.
I dont like these. Why cant you just know what Im about already? It would just make things a lot easier. First and foremost, Im a submissive and introvert with a lot to say. Great. I get to rehash all my greatest and worst experiences. Everything that has made me laugh and cry and even worse, had me contemplate life itself.
But first, a story...
Once upon a time, there lived this girl. She was young and with a lot of promise. A lot of ups and downs happened. Doms and friends came and
went, and she moved her life to every which place. (Sorry, sometimes looking back, I start to cry. I know, lame right?) Forever was just a word whatever happened between hello and always, and the hours in between brought a level of closeness and despair. Maybe, he knew me? Oh my god how I crave to love and serve him. Somewhere between sex, bondage, and the urge to serve, Him wanting sex meant he wanted me. But it seemed both fantastic and ridiculous. Like a school girl or a dreamy whore.
Fin.
Forgive the ramblings. Im just writing. Maybe Im telling you who I am without having to explain myself all over again.
Music. I love music. This morning was a Nina Simone sort of day. I havent been sleeping well lately. I went to Amoeba Records on Sunday and it was love-true love. Music is my distraction, my muse. It provides an outlet and listens to me to me. I dont have to tell it how I feel, it just knows. It understands me and lets me be but at the same time, makes me feel safe. I wish my coworker would shut the fuck up. I really just want to focus on vomiting my life story on to you here. Dont ask me what kinds of music I like, I like everything. I appreciate it. Yes, there are genres and artists I would never buy anything from because the majority of whats out there now is shit. Currently, I have these in my car
1) Nina Simone-I Put A Spell On You
2) The Pixies-Bossanova
3) Beastie Boys-Pauls Boutique
4)Beck-Odelay
5) Pulp Fiction Soundtrack
I play the piano and violin. Im submissive but am a vicious cunt when it comes to the ill mannered and unnecessarily vulgar. Granted, I use bad language and have a tendency to be a loose cannon when Im on my own. But, I still use please and thank you. I say Yes instead of Yea. Just because Im submissive doesnt mean I was automatically respect you or call you MasterSir. You should command respect-not demand it. Its okay to be new at this-we werent born knowing everything there is to know about all things. But please, dont be an idiot. I go for the jugular.
Over the years, I have grown bitter. I may come off as abrupt and am very suspicious of people. Perhaps its for place and how it seems to burden and age you. Maybe its just me putting up a wall so you wont see me and that way, Ill be safe.
I see a lot of complaints here about fake profiles and the way women disappear. I have to say, its not just women, its about 90 of the Doms I find here. They do it differently though. I find that to avoid confrontation or just becoming frustrated over not receiving the 10,000th selfie youve taken for them today, instead of saying theyre not interested anymore, they bolt. Disappear. Without explanation. I asked this question to a Dominant friend of mine and he explained it like this, which made a lot of sense. Its easier for men, or guys rather, to know that you hate them. Its easy and saves them the trouble of confrontation. So before you go complaining about how awful the women are on here. Look in the mirror. Im certain youre not angel either.
What I am not into. These are non negotiable. Please dont ask or fish.
-Married Anyone
-Kids or Minors IN ANY WAY
-Animals
-Vomit
-Scat
-Mutilation
-Prostitution
-Drugs
-Excessive Alcohol Use
-Illegal Anything
What I am into (These are just basics)
-Collars and Leashes
-Body Worship
-hyxiation
-Corseting
-Speech Restrictions (I have a bad habit of interrupting)
-50s Lifestyle. I even have the wardrobe to match!
-Puppy play!
-Daddy Doms and calling you Daddy
What Im curious about
-Rubber dolls
-Latex
-Poly (will get into this in a bit)
-Anal Training
Poly has always been hard for me. My feeling is, if Im doing all I can and abiding by the house you built, why do you need another? I would feel like I wasnt good enough and feel betrayed. Who knows? Change my mind, I just see the negative.
Slavery has always been the goal. The more into serving and being with a Dom that is strong and understands me, the more I dive deeper.
How Ive waited for this moment, to be by your side. Im looking for long term. I really dont want to waste anymore time here. If youve gotten this far then maybe, this wasnt all in vain.
Life is a rodeo. It has its ups and downs, distractions and glory. If you choose to reply, please put the word rodeo in your message. Thank you. Enjoy this non nude, regular, unfiltered photo of me.
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