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| Hi Everyone!
I am beginning to think that I am a pony more than any other animal. I really am beginning to want hooves, a tail, a long snout... and live in a real stable. along with real horses. Am I crazy?? I have thought and thought about this, but the more I think about it, the more I want it. I seriously think I want to have actual hooves. Is it possible to have surgery to have my toes removed and have a horse shoe surgically shaped and hammered onto my feet? Is there surgery to have my face elongated, so I look like a beautiful half horse, half human freak? I really want a permanent, moveable tail too. Sadly, I am not sure if any of this is possible, given current medical technology levels, and online searches haven't brought me any luck either. :(
I do think that psychological indoctrination is absolutely possible though. Complete and utter permanent dehumanization, a psychological transformation from human to horse, one that is irreversible and permanent. A transformation so complete that I literally cannot speak anymore... I can only neigh. A complete loss of memory of ever being human. The complete and utter belief that I was born of a mare, not a woman. Has anyone ever done this to a consenting adult? I dream of living far away in the country, on a completely isolated ranch where there are only animals. Not a human in sight, except for the owner who has turned this human into a tailed, hooved, face elongated neighing horse. I really hope that such a ranch exists! A ranch where I, a horse, will spend summer days in the fields, and can only ever eat from an attached feedbag. I live in the stables when it is cold, am bridled when my Master sees fit and I can never use my hands for anything (unless they are, in a wonderful medical miracle I can only dream of, also turned into hooves).
Realistically, I know most of this is probably just the realm of fantasy, but one can still hope and dream! It would be awesome to talk to someone really nice though. Someone who respects the fact that this is the first time I have written all this down and because of my current situation, can't show a real photo of me at this time and need to be anonymous (I also respect the fact that the people I talk to also may not be in a position to show a photo either, since on sites like this people often reveal their most intimate secrets and desires which would stigmatize them if made public).
My fantasies and desires of being a horse are not sexual... they are a desire to be changed, owned, transformed and kept as a real animal, living in real animal conditions till the day I die.
P.S. I love this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y-x5Narm7mw
P.P.S I have found a potential owner and thus am not currently looking anymore. :)
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