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 Right now, I am discovering a whole new world that is out there welcoming me with wide open arms.
I want to learn everything I can, including what my needs and my limits are.
My husband is supportive of my need and desire to explore this new world. I appreciate his wonderful and selfless gift.
Since I am so new to this, I really appreciate any input or advice you care to share with me.
**I am not looking for a Dom or for any online/phone play. My hubby is supportive of my search for a Mistress, NOT a Master. I respect his wishes and hope you will too**
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Last night I met my Top. It was everything I expected and more. Hubby went with, we met at a local restaurant and spent a couple of hours there talking.
Later...
When we were all alone together, my Top told me to dance for my hubby and undress. After, I was inspected by my Top's skilled hands.
I was trembling, feeling very awkward. Very unsure.
I loved that my Top was patient yet strict.
Yikes! Nipple Clamps!! I kept hoping the paing would ease up, or I would get used to it, or numb even. No such luck. Have orders to toughen up the nipples. Lol, Top asked how I could have my belly button pierced and a tattoo, and not be able to handle nipple clamps.
The night was very emotional for me, many highs and lows. There were a couple of very short periods of time that I think I went to my own little safe spot in my head.
I was competely exhausted at the end of our time together.
I am please with how things went and with submitting myself to my Top.
The best part was at the end when She commanded me to crawl over to her and put my head in her lap. She rubbed my head and my hair and soothed me...helped me 'come down' from wherever I was. I was shaking so much from the intensity of all of it.
As per my Top's request I wore a very short skirt, black top and black stockings and platform patent leather maryjanes, which though very much outside of my comfort zone, made me feel extremely sexy. This was reinforced by hubby's reaction to it. He did however narc me out and stated to
Her that he normally sees me in jeans, sweatpants or pj's.
(I made dinner for hubby tonight nude, to show my appreciation for him.)
My Top told me that I did well, especially for my first time. I was so relieved to hear that.
I've had constant reminders of last night all day long today. My butt hurts every time I sit down, or something rubs against it. (I think the crop hurts a little worse than the whip does...though they BOTH brought tears to my eyes)
*Oh and, reminder to self....take pepcid or tums first next time.*
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I am meeting my potential Domme tomorrow night. I am so excited about that, and so nervous too! I am not sure what to expect, but I feel good about the meeting itself.
I had a nice, candid conversation with my Potential today which put things a little more in perspective for me. I really feel trust building and I'm inclined to believe that this is a great match.  |
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| Age: 21 |
| Lapeer,
Michigan |
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