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When I'm good I'm very good... When I'm bad I'm even better My BDSM test results are in the pictures, they are picture number 7 I believe. DISCLAIMER: It is rather sad I have to add this into here, but here it goes.. I am a submissive little yes, but what I wear or what I don't wear is irregardless as to me as a submissive. Yes I know how to dress decently, yes I am able to not be in jeans and a tee shirt all the time, however tube tops or anything of the sort that is any form of going to show off how fat I am, is not my thing, plus I work with horses so we need to be pretty practical on how this farm girl works. Secondly do NOT come at me and demand that I call you Sir or Daddy... especially when that is the SECOND message out of your mouth to me. HAHA sorry you have not earned that, you do not deserve that, I am not going to just my submission to any Tom, Dick or Harry that walks along. My submissiveness is a gift and while I may be a natural submissive, I know my value and my worth. at least most of the time I do.  Also I did take time to fill out this profile, please do not message me and ask me what my kinks are when they are defined within the boundaries of this profile.    Now then about me shall we..   I'm Panda, or Princess, or whatever it is normal non lifestyle people call me.. But I prefer Princess or Baby Girl over anything. I am not your cookie cutter example on anything that I am into, and I get that a lot from people because I'm into so many different things. Let me start off by continuing this and saying that I am NOT looking for anything POLY.. I am not openly Bi, I will never be openly Bi. If i find someone who i trust enough to allow that side of me to come out then we can discuss this, but it is not what I am looking for right now.   I am a Submissive in the true form of the word, I was not beaten into my submission, I was not trained into my submission and I did not become a submissive to please someone else. I found my submissive side when i was 17, and it has been who I have been every since.   I am a Little, in the sense that yes I do have little tendencies, yes I do have a little side to me, and yes I do need this part of me to be a complete me, I am not able to just give this side of me up, or ignore that she is there.    I am a brat, because well if I wasn't a brat I wouldn't have the ability to push buttons as well as I do.. However with that being said I am not the typical brat that won't do as they have been told, I will still do exactly what you ask of me, however I will push buttons while doing so in hopes of getting not only what I want, but what I also desparetly need.   If you ever get the pleasure of me being with another girl I am NOT submissive to another girl, I am the queen bitch.    And lastly if you have made it this far into my profile, I am a 1950s housewife little betty crocker who can cook and bake her ass off. I am a hopeless romantic who believes that true love still exist and that love can conqure anything that it needs to as long as 2 people are willing to put in the work, and are willing to give it all that they have. I am not ever saying that anything will be perfect or easy, but this lifestyle is all about give and take because a Daddy Dom should do anything in his power to better himself to be the man that his submissive deserves, and a submissive should do anything in her power to be the submissive that her Daddy needs.   What am I looking for? I am looking for the Daddy Dom who isn't afraid of trying new things, who isn't afraid of being who I need, and who isn't afraid of loving me for all of my flaws included with me. I want to find someone who is willing to try new things, who is willing to explore both my fatsies along with their own and who is willing to give me the love and attention that I need and deserve.   If you think that this is you please feel free to message me and we can discuss things further. Also if you would like to see some of the things that peak my interest you can find me on tumblr at daddyslilpandabear.tumblr.com   xoxoxo, Princess

10/14/2017 5:55:24 AM Good morning to the wonderful world of Collarspace, I hope that you have enjoyed my profile and have actually taken time to understand me. It seemed like a good idea to sit and actually make use out of this whole entire ability to journal. So with that being said, I mentioned in a couple of my other journals that there is someone who I am in fact speaking to and that's actually why this one even comes up. Yesterday was one of those days where I did exactly as I was told and put on a very cute thong, and seeing as all of my underwear except for maybe 2 pairs have came from Victoria Secrets well they are rather cute. So I took several pictures of myself in them and sent them because well what girl isnt going to tease him while he is at work? I mean after all isn't that Daddy issue #101?? Sending daddy pictures while he is at work just to tease him?  Well lets just say yesterday went a lot better than this morning did and I have absolutely NO idea what happened, Yesterday in that cute black pair I felt like I was sexy, amazing, beautiful, and that i could rule the world if i so damn well pleased to... As long as i had someone holding my hand that is. And I was very happy to send those pictures to him because I didnt feel fat at all. Well today I decided to wear another pair that honestly I may have worn once since i bought them back in MARCH... So I put them on and they are red, white & blue and were suppose to make me feel the same way as yesterdays did.. Yeah no thank you the pictures today make me feel fat, bloated, ugly, and like I shouldn't ever wear them again. Regardless on how those pictures made me feel, I still sent the pictures like a good girl to a. surprise the man im talking to b. hopefully turn him on while hes at work and c. because for some reason I was hoping that it would make him happy. Do I like the idea of sending these pictures from today, eh not really but I would do whatever it was within reason to keep him happy because he is the one that I crave so badly to be his. however I know how hard it is for a girl to keep their self esteem up when they are their own worst critic. Doing what a Dominant wants you to isnt for just their enjoyment, im pretty sure that there is some deeper meaning in the idea of having these pictures, and for me its finding out how to be ok with the fact that I have pretty eyes & thick thighs.. which is all fun and games until your favorite jeans start to rip.. which ironically enough im wearing those jeans today. Keep your chin up everyone your beautiful in your own way.  And if the man who im talking about happens to read this, well just know that while I think im fat and horrible in some of the pictures you recieve of me I would never tell you no to a picture of me no matter how much I may hate the picture, I know that if I dont keep doing the things to see the change in my body that I will never see what you or my best friend do. However Im sure that you still see more than he does but i still dont see where he says im losing weight.

10/13/2017 5:54:29 AM So the search for a Daddy continues, the one I'm searching for isn't that hard, perhaps the one I so desperately want to be his will eventually call me his? And maybe just maybe I'll finally be happy and I'll be someone's princess, maybe one day I'll be proudly wear someone's collar and not feel so lost or alone. And maybe one day I'll find the man who needs my submission to complete themselves as much as I need to give them my submission to feel whole again. When you want to be with someone age, distance, height, and weight are nothing but a number and I would move in a heartbeat to be with you.

10/10/2017 11:02:41 AM Well today is the day that i'm going to sit down and write this out. I am a submissive female who is looking for a Daddy Dom, and while looking for that in the large world of Collarspace I have been bombarded with messages from males who think that they can fit that build of what I am looking for. 90% of them aren't worth the time of day to even respond to the messages. however 50% of those are one line messages such as "would love to fuck you" or "hey daddys here" or anything of the such. Men don't get the hundreds of messages that we do, if you honestly don't believe this create a female account for 48 hours and see what happens.. Now then what really irks me is your saying you are looking for something serious and true, but you dont take 5 minutes to read my profile, and only about 5% of those who do message me, actually read it! so for those of you who take those few minutes to read everything i have put into this profile THANK YOU!!!

10/8/2017 4:34:02 PM SOOOOO.... I finally decided to log into the chat rooms last night and I began talking Beer & Whiskeys with a pretty amazing guy who took my attention from the chat room and made me smile more than I have in a while. Yes I know people have met in more random ways, however this was one of those that caught me off guard and that was an amazing experience. We sexted for a while and let me tell you that when they say the right man will make your panties wet and not your eyes, well ladies they were talking about him!!! I have NEVER had a guy get me off just by his words, and honestly that experience is something that I want to keep having over and over again..