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I have always felt like a little girl at heart. I guess you could say I am the girl version of Peter Pan. I never want to grow up, think or deal with adult issues, loving to watch cartoons, etc. My side flows through every fiber of my being. It is not "age play" to me, it is who I am. It's just me.
A few things you should know about me:
- I have a disability called cerebral palsy. I can walk for short distances with crutches but for long distance I use a wheelchair. I have a few mental issues as well, but I am not "crazy"... or maybe I am. I guess it depends on your definition of the word. But I like to think that "normal" is just a cycle on a washing machine. *giggles*
- I'm a very very devoted, submissive babygirl. It may take a while, but once I let into my world and heart, there's no going back. I will either love and trust you completely or not at all. Deep down in my core being I'm a Little Girl. It should go without saying however that that doesn't however make me your Little Girl. Please respect that and refrain from calling me "babygirl." It is very dear to me and my Daddy and Mommy are the only ones I will allow to use the term. And just because I am submissive, does not mean I am Yours right from the start. I am not a pushover and will not just give the Gift of my submission to anyone. Those of you who want to try and Dom me from day one, kindly fuck off!
- I live my life as a Little as close to 24/7 as possible. This means I need lots of attention so that I know I am important to you. I try to keep my baby speak/type to minimum cuz I know some people find it hard to read and/or annoying, but sometimes it just comes out. I can't really help it. Sorry in advance. Sometimes I'm not real good at pretending to be a big. So I guess it's a good thing I live alone, away from my family who HIGHLY disapprove of my Littleness and BDSM in general, I guess it's also a blessing in disguise that I don't have a job. My Little would hate it.
- I have spent years healing from trauma and this is reflected in the way I regress. Being a survivor is a definition of who I am. I use being little as a way to heal some of the loss I had.
- I can be shy at first, but once I get to know you, I will annoy with how much I want your attention. (see above)
- I have bipolar so my moods can shift on a dime. Sometimes it can get really annoying cuz I can "snap" and come across as rude when I don't mean to. I'm sorry in advance. I try to stop and think before I speak so I can control my "rudeness" for the most part.
- I am a self-diagnosed addict. I'm addicted chocolate, cuddles, fairies, Pickles (like seriously, I could probably eat a jar a day! But they have to be Dill, Bread-n-Butter pickles are just NASTY!), texting, and everything and anything to do with
ME IN A NUTSHELL: angel . attention whore . Babygirl . beloved possession . big-hearted . bottle-fed baby . bratty Middle . caring . cuddle slut . damaged goods . empathic . fragile . hopeless romantic . introvert . pagan . passionate lover . powerful submissive . vulnerable girl . tiny LittleWinnie the Pooh!
saw on some other profiles that people had shared their wishlists so I figured I might as well do the same. I'm not getting my hopes up that people will buy me stuff, but I guess I never know! love getting surprises in the mail! Here is my list: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1B58G6U9…
You can find me on the website that they say we can't mention here.
I am under the screen name DaddyJohnsBaby there, and I also have a Tumbler, I am PamperButtBaby on there :)
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Why is it so hard to find a Mommy? I'm starting to think I never will :( |
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Check out my new Tumblr @ http://pamperbuttbaby.tumblr.com/ |
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I want a Mommy to give me rules, structure and routine to my otherwise chaotic yet boring and dull life, behavior modification maybe, play with me, read me stories, change my diapers, feed me, give me baths, brush my hair, give me cuddles when I'm sad or sick, check under my bed for monsters, read me bedtime stories, make me feel loved and important, and help me see that I am perfect just the way I am....even with all my quirks. I just wanna be loved. Thats not too much to ask, sighs is it? Mommy are you out there? I know most of the stuff I want would kinda require a local Mommy, but if you're good at what you do (being a Mommy) I'm sure you could figure out ways to do stuff and spend time with me and make seem just as real online... I hope. |
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I need a Mommy because, well a Little Girl needs a Mommy. Plain and simple.
I need a Mommy to teach me things about life and put rules in place for my well-being and give me structure. Otherwise my days can easily spin out of control because I such a short attention span and get bored easy if I have to decide what to do by myself. But if Mommy tells I to do A, B, and C... in that order it will really help. Yes, if Mommy tells me to clean my room I might whine and complain, but I am a Little, we don't like to clean... we like to make messes!!! giggles I need a Mommy who will let me be Little and make messes (sometimes) and play pretend with me. I need a Mommy that I can count on to be there for me whenever I need her. Even if it's 3am and I have a nightmare and I just need to call and hear Mommy's voice reassuring me that it was just a dream and then talk to or maybe even sing to me until I fall back asleep. I need a Mommy can deal with the fact that I have low self esteem and it will take a lot of hard work to rebuild, a Mommy that be patient with me, and will show me that I am special and unique and teach me how to love and accept myself as I am. I need a Mommy who will nurture me as a baby and realize that due to my past, being babied is very comforting and healing for me , but I also want a Mommy who if I need to, I can talk to as an adult (or a Middle) and vent about my strained relationship with my biological mom. I want a Mommy who will put me first and make it a priority to talk to me and spend as much quality time with me as she can, in whenever form that may be such as texts, calls, Skype, occasional visits if we are long distance... you get the idea! I want a Mommy who is willing to give the kind of love that my biological mom didn't or was unable to give me. |
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