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I have been a member of the community both active and inactive for many years. Most of my work, when not pursuing spiritual interests has been in and out of the Adult Industry as well as music (One needs to balance the worldly with the Spiritual), and my ex wife was a Pro Domme in Toronto. The people that know me, know me well as I am a very warm and sincere person who opens up easily.
My specialty is Promotions and I have also helped quite a few people build on images they wish to portray to the public eye for the purpose of expanding themselves and their horizons, professionally as well as personally. I find that true success however is something that most people are truly afraid of on the inside and am never surprised when just on the brink of success, they fall apart and all efforts end up being invested in vain LoL. Se la vie :) I love making new friends and DEFINITELY would love to get out to some events again after a long stint in the closet. I make a great Designated Driver as I don't drink and have been told I am really fun to party with. As a sub, I am dedicated, albeit slow to come around 100% in the beginning due to past bad experiences with emotional security constantly being stolen away from me. We all learn and grow, and I take more and more time now, as relationships of any kind need water and sunshine to grow and blossom. Once I have dedicated myself fully, I am 300% the most dedicated, responsive, sensitive slave that anyone could hope for. I think that is a lot for some people and they don't expect, are not ready for commitment of THAT magnitude. I take my time now, due to a desire to protect my own heart. Commitment as a slave to me symbolizes love for my owner and love is something that should not be played with lightly. I enjoy a Domme who can be sensual, firm and structured. One who knows how to cradle my desire and use it to mold me, and also a Domme who does NOT... repeated... NOT use attention and recognition/love as a weapon. I can not and will not tolerate and allow myself to be subject to mental/emotional torture this way anymore as, knowing how it feels, I do not think anyone deserves it if they are truly trying there best to sacrifice their lives and choices to submit to their owners superior will. I see it as senselessly mean and abusive in an unhealthy way as I know how it can effect the self esteem. I love a Domme who is not afraid to experiment and grow. One who knows how to use her beauty to enslave a man's will and knows how to use the power exchange that takes place to help BOTH parties grow so that we can be proud of EACH OTHER. I enjoy the physical aspects of domination, however my trust can disappear quickly if I feel it has been violated. Once my trust has been violated I tend to deteriorate quite quickly. I also love a social Domme who will not make me feel kept in the closet. As a Dom myself, I am firm, VERY nurturing and thorough. I prefer the submissive role, but for the right person who is capable of switching, I take care of my submissives (In my opinion) like no other. I realize the importance of mental, emotional AND spiritual needs beyond the physical all too well, and focus heavily on the invisible bonds that take place through surrender, tears, and pride for well carried out service and sacrifice. There are people out there who just want to be used, but I believe that they do not come from a healthy place on the inside and I will not nurture that while you drive yourself into ruin. No one should have to give to PROVE they are worth loving, it is an inbred human right to be loved and accepted, and is a healthy part of ANY relationship, even friends. The person I have dedicated myself to, or accepted dedication from will hear the words 'I love you' quite often from me. As a sub, in recognition of the total lack of abandon I am prepared to go through to support, defend and live for my owner. As a Domme, as a symbol of how proud I am that you are working so hard to make a difference in my world, and how selfless you are by allowing me to mold you beyond where you are right now on all levels, which I happen to be very good at. I would especially love to meet and talk with other subs, Dommes and switches who have experience and background in the music industry, modeling and film. If you are looking to meet a really cool, down to earth guy who is looking for nothing more and nothing less than the same in other people, hit me up! We may even have some mutual friends :) No bullshit, as life is too short, this is my New years resolution to me LoL... Thank you for taking the time to read this, and oh yeah... Can you tell I am a communicator? lmao :p
12/28/2009 1:43:09 PM
A fantasy: My Goddess is sitting in front of me with her legs crossed, slowly swaying her bare foot back and forth in front of me. Every so often she brushes my lips, teasing them slowly with her toes, I am not allowed to kiss or do anything to her feet without a command or permission and she knows this. She is taking full advantage of my weakness watching me fall deeper and deeper under her spell as she looks at me with knowing eyes, as if trying to decide my fate for the days events. "Sniff it" She commands me as she pressed her toes up and into my nostrils. I am filled immediately with her scent and it is driving me wild. I would not dare to open my mouth while sniffing her Goddess scent for fear of consequences. She has he whip and her cattle prod well within reach. Still staring at me silently like a cat watching its prey, she squeezes my nose shut with her toes. I can't breath! I dare not open my mouth without permission. Just as I get to where I feel I cant take it any more, she gives me a breath. As fast as I take it, her toes clamp shut again and this time I am weaker. She is toying with me, and her sadistic but playful grin tells me all I need to know that I am pleasing her with my suffering. "My feet are in charge and they will be QUITE demanding, I will be in control of you at all times. My feet rule you" she tells me as I nod my head in pure awe and worship of her dominance and form. "You have been begging me to be my foot slave for quite some time now" she muses "Today is your chance to prove it. You will do things to entertain me and this will be your one chance." she informs me as the devilish gleam in her eye captures my heart. You are not allowed to touch me unless I say; you got that foot pervert?" She asks... Once again I nod my head. I know that today my destiny will reveal itself and if I please her, I will have total acceptance and will have attained the title of foot slave. The first of many titles that Goddess plans on training me for if I am to be her true slave. One must always start at the bottom. She places a foot against my mouth. I begin kissing. She takes her foot away and kicks my stomach after a few kisses. "Did I tell you to kiss?" she asks with a sly grin... (she knew I couldn't resist from the start) Now I am going to have to punish you... "How old are you?" she asks... "43 Goddess" I tell her. "Ok foot boy, get on the floor, lay on your back and stick out your tongue. You are going to give my foot 45 licks from heel to little toe, drag it back down to the heel, and then back up to the next toe. You will NOT retract your tongue back into your mouth for any reason whatsoever." When I finish, she looks down at me and says "Is your tongue dry little pervert?" I reply "Yes Goddess" she then says "Good, now do my other foot little toe jockey" She was mean and my tongue was so dry. By the time I finished, my tongue felt lick a dry rock. She got up and bought back a bowl of water into which she spit quite a few times. "here, lap up some water little puppy" was all she said. I did it on my hands and knees which was quite embarrassing. She was giggling at my discomfort. "That's what you get for kissing my foot without being told" she says as she takes the back of her foot and pushes my head down into the water. I know better than to struggle. She sits back down, and lifts her bare foot and sticks all her toes in my mouth. "I will have complete control of you now Do you understand me?" I reply "Yes Goddess" with her toes still crammed far in my mouth as if she is trying to make me swallow her foot. "Since you are 43, I want you to entertain me by counting to 43 with my foot shoved in your mouth" she says. She is pointing a recording device at me, I am aware that this session will be one of many in the blackmail files to use for more extreme persuasion down the road when we do other forms of training. "Make it as CLEAR as possible or ELSE!" she says and I can see her fingering her cattle prod. She is mocking me and telling me how silly I look as I am counting. When I reach 45 she says "Now count backwards foot slave" When I finished, she takes her foot out and presses her toes to my mouth. She KNOWS I am dying to worship it like there is no tomorrow. "Good slave, you didn't do anything that I didn't tell you to do." Then she asks me "Do you want to kiss my young, beautiful feet foot pervert?" I reply "Yes Goddess" with her toes still pressed against my lips which probably sounds very funny to her. I am feeling humiliated and she is loving her power over me. She brings her other foot up to me and shoves all her toes in my mouth. "Ok, but first, for this foot I want you to say the alphabet, then you may worship my bare feet." When I finish, she lays back on the couch, places the ball of her foot on my testicles and and then lifts her other bare foot to my face and says "Ok puppy dog, start kissing my foot like the good little slave that you are." After a few moments and before it looks like I am enjoying it too much, she says "Ok, breaks over, now get down on the ground on your belly where a good foot slave must always be" As I lay down in front of her beautiful toes, she says "Ok my little foot freak, I want you to kiss my bare foot for 43 minutes and DO NOT stop or slow down until 43 minutes is over. I will tell you when." The first 10 minutes were heaven, it was then that I wondered if I could stand the whole 43 minutes. I didn't have a watch and the time seemed to be suspended. Instinctively she seemed to know this and would mover her leg higher or change its position on occasion so that I would have to adjust to it. "Are you getting tired of worshipping my young, soft girl feet mr. pervert?" "Yes Goddess" I reply "Too bad foot boy you still have 30 minutes to go" When I was finished I was exhausted. She commands me to roll over on my back. She straddles my chest and pulls out a bottle of dish soap. "you mouth must be very dirty after all that foot cleaning and worship" she says coyly... "Open your mouth!" she commands as she pins my arms under her knees and proceeds to pour a healthy mouthful of the dish soap into my waiting slave mouth. I tastes awful but I know better than to spit it out. "Blow bubbles for me bitch boy" is what she commands. She begins to laugh at me hysterically as I attempt to humor her and entertain for her amusement. She is playfully slapping my face as I try harder and she laughs even more. Suddenly, her hand clamps over my mouth and her other hand clamps my nose shut. "Swallow it or suffocate" she tells me. It takes me a few moments and one or two tries as the soap burns down my slave throat. I manage to do it before I pass out however and Goddess is pleased. Slowly rubbing my nipples while still straddling me, she says "What is it that you REALLY want slave boy?" "To cum with your beautiful feet Goddess" I reply feverishly. She gets up and sits comfortably, eyeing me knowingly. "Rub your own nipples foot freak and don't you dare cum unless I tell you too!" she instructs. As she is playing with her slave penis, slowly rolling it back and forth to get it heated up, she pours a bit of lube to make it slippery and she knows I am totally under her spell. She begins telling me how all I get from now on is occasionally her feet and occasionally her ass. If I am lucky enough, she talks about how I may get to worship select friends feet and asses, but not without a price of course. I am free to talk now and all the fetish talk is sending me over the top. She tells me how I better enjoy cumming as it will not be very often that I am allowed once we are ready for full time chastity training. I tell her I am about to cum and suddenly she stops! "Lick my feet clean first pervert" she says as she extends her foot toward my lips. I scramble to lick the lube and precum off of her feet. "Now lay back down sissy" she says and starts all over again. Once some more talk has got me worked into a fever Goddess looks at me and says "Are you ready to cum now my pet?" I answer "Oh yes Goddess" "Beg me!" she commands as I come closer to the boiling point. "Please oh Goddess Please!!!" "Cum them little pig slut!" is all she says as I explode all over her feet. As I lay there spent she extends her feet to me and says "Now it is clean up time my pet" I work and clean hard with my tongue, knowing that if I fail this final test that all will be lost. When I am finished she instructs me to lay back down. "How was that?" she says as she covers my mouth with one hand so that I cant scream and squeezes my testicles hard until she is sure I am about to pass out. I nod my head in pain and worship as she slowly releases her grip. She looks at me and says "Good, you are now my foot bitch. Keep your mouth open" she says. She spits in my mouth and the session is complete. We sit and talk and she strokes my hair in the glow of after-care as she tells me how proud she is at my obedience. I feel so owned and honored to be my Goddesses slave. She knows that her feet command my loyalty. I love my Goddess.
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5/22/2009 7:14:46 AM
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trinangel
 
 Age: 27
  Indiana