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i am a submissive who is very new to the lifestyle. i am hoping to meet someone with whom i can explore and learn more than i have so far. i am interested in black males. YES thats my peference.
5/25/2010 1:40:05 AM

i can still feel the presence of his hand on my face where he slapped me, the pressure as he squeezed the chain which he put around my neck, the anticipation as i waited, ass in the air for him to punish me for playing with myself without permission, knowing i did it, wanting to be punished........the way i felt when i thought he was going to really fuck me in the ass, knowing it would hurt feeling a slight amount of pain at one point and realising that even though i could have moved i didnt, the way my body shivered when he said he liked my tears, ........as i write these lines i can feel my breathing get heavier, my panties are wet and all i want is more...................

5/23/2010 12:21:04 AM

i was getting impatient.........i hate waiting......and its cold....how long did he really expect me to stand here.....why should i stand in the cold waiting for him......these questions roamed around my mind but here i was still, 20mins later standing in the cold waiting. as i kissed my teeth and start to walk away he steps infront of me. "and where are you going?" . "where i should have gone half an hour ago. home." i say, he laughs taking my hand as he walks leading me he says" it was only 20mins"

i am wondering what he's talking about when he starts to describe all the things i did while i stood waiting for him............a little in shock i think, i listened and walked until he said ," We are here now." here...........here where? my mind was racing as the lights went out and i tried to process what i had seen but i couldnt .........i had no idea where i was ........i kept a grip of his hand asking where we were and why there was no light why were we there..........and all he would say was "its time" .

time? time for what? i was getting annoyed by now "ok look i have had enough of this what the hell is going on?" as i go to say something else he kisses me hard brusing my lips which angers me but the movement of his tongue coaxes me to calm i relax a little, i feel his hands on my sholders down my arms to my wrist and then with no warning my arms were behind my back i start to struggle as he clips some sort of cuffs on, i dont understand.................he said tonight would be special, he said the first time we made love would be a beautiful thing.............tonight does not feel beautiful. as he removes his lips from mine i attempt to scream and he laughs as he shoves this thing in my mouth ......and fastens it behind my head......my heart is beating so fast i think i will pass out.........the light comes on. but im too scared to open my eyes.......then i feel him kiss my neck i relax a little and his hand come around and squeeze my breast saying, "just relax baby, thats it, just relax". as his fingers find there way between my legs. at this point i wish i had not worn the mini skirt and boots he suggested, or the flimsy top that he now rips from my body so easily before i know it the skirt is off and there i stand naked except for the piece of string he had bought me saying it was a thong. he steps back and watches me as i survey for the first time my situation. my hands were cuffed behind my back and attached to a chain near a bed in the middle of the room........ gagged, bound and not sure what the hell my new boyfriend was into............i had been with markus for 3months now, we had never had sex as thats the way he wanted it.......he said when we did, it would be special. now i wondered what the hell i had gotten myself into..........what the hell is that noise? then he is behind me again shoving my legs apart with his feet he introduces a vibrator to my clit it does not take long for me to be weak and very wet..........and before long i am on my knees, nearing my second orgasm and totally out of control. like putty in his hands now he places me on the bed and without removing the vibrator he somehow manage to secure my arms and legs to the bed and even though i can see what he is doing i have no desire at this point to stop him..............he tells me to enjoy the orgasms now. as later i will need to draw from them............i have no clue what he's on about i just know that if he does'nt move the vibrator i might die and just at that point he puts his tongue in my ass and oh god ........ i am going to cum again..........he does not stop he moves from my ass with his exquisite tongue to my clit and before long im cumming but im not ready for the invasion i feel in my ass as i orgasm all over his tongue..........a mixture of pain then pleasure i wanna scream as he moves this thing in and out if my ass before finally leaving it in my ass. still comming down off the biggest orgasm i have ever had i am begining to get an idea of what he has in mind or so i think............ i feel him leave me but too spent to move i just lay there ...i felt him remove the gag and move me around the bed i was vaguely aware of noises and movement and even the pillows but somehow i didn't seem to care...........he said something, i know he did but i didnt hear it. and if its important he will say it again, i think sighing .........and then i felt it, a stinging across my back and before i could even comprehend what was happening i felt it again this time on my ass and i screamed...this time when he spoke i heard him.....and quickly raised myself onto my knees head down and ass in the air as he had told me to.........tears streaming down my face i ask him why he was doing this. i could hear the smile in his voice as he told me that i would know by the end of the night...........i didn't have time to voice my anger before another lash attacked my body and muted my angery words. i heard him as he walked around the bed positioning himself just infront my face. even with my head down i knew, i raised my head slowly.... too slowly because he grabbed my hair and as i opened my mouth to scream he forced his cock down my throat........i couldn't breathe.... he released me and i fell on to the bed in a heap but it was not long before the stinging spread across my ass again causing me to cry out, and another .......i scrambled to get on all fours once again and thankfully the the lashes stopped. again there i was all exposed and waiting........waiting for what? this is crazy? why am i letting this happen? why am i so turned on by this? i felt him approach and i felt warm drops drip on to my ass and run down the crack and then i felt his hands, rubbing, caressing, slapping. he slowly removed the plug replacing it with his finger i didnt want it to, but it felt good. and even better as he slipped 2 fingers into my pussy and then up on to my clit..........mmmmmmmmm ohhhhh.............my hips were moving as he slipped another finger into my ass..........moving away he left me cold and empty and craving more. "don't stop" i say , i hear him laugh and my next words stick in my throat as he places once again the gag in my mouth and as he began to tighten the ties on the bed drawing my hands out away from my body i realised i would be completely helpless.........and a strange feeling washed over me........a mixture of fear and excitement all in one........i felt more oil drip onto my ass and as he massaged it closer to my ass i pushed back to meet his touch. again the vibrator came on and found my clit.....and his cock found my ass...........i felt him push in and the pain hit but the pressure and pleasure from the vibrator was also there i felt him enter pushing all the way in an there was nothing i could do but take it............he went slowly at first but soon he was fucking my ass. really fucking it ......then he just stopped.....i heard him walk away and for what seemed like a long time i waited for him to come back.........i thought about what had happened and about what i was really feeling............i didnt want to admit it but i had never been as turnrd on as i had been tonight............how did he know ..........these were my thoughts as i drifted off to sleep.

opening my eyes sometime later i slowly take in the scene around me, at some point the cuffs had been remomved and a collar had been put on my neck with a chain attached to the bed. the room is dark except for candles burning as i slowly sit up and turn my head i see whips and cuffs and chains and ropes on the wall and in the corner is a table i cant see everything on it but i see butt plugs and vibrators and what look like clamps .......my breathing starts to get quicker i turn to see whats on the other side and there he is. sitting in a chair just watching me..........i become very self concious.........i want to say something, should say something but i cant seem to find the words.......

 

to be cont...

jacqueachiaa
 
 Age: 24
 Bev. H., California