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Newly collared, virgin slave, seeking submissives /slaves for chat and education. I want to please my MASTER, thus learning all I can. Also as a side note, need chats with females that have been with other females as I think this is something my MASTER wants me to explore, and I must admit i am becoming quite curious about this too. So if you can help knock down barriers and open me up, lets chat.
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3/15/2008, Great day today, did some gardening , new soil, fresh fertilizer, dead head old winter flowers to start fresh. The SUN was warm today got a bit of sunburn, but thats fair skin for you. My mind wandered back to Hawaii just 10 months ago. I love Hawaii, the ocean, the constant breeze, the warm SUN, all the beautiful people. The scent in the air, and of course what every girl wants the shopping. Oh the fun I had. I miss it terribly. Master is on my mind all the time, in everything I do. I go about my day with a smile all the time, warm thoughts. With that still chatting with women. I met LVLESDOM today on collarme there is something about her that is so hot. Although I am a slave to a man, she mentioned if she chose me there would be no men. I had to reclarify my position, but still could not resist sending her a picture. She emits an air inhibition a true free spirit one that is in control. With what Master has said about exploring these thoughts give way to more, the thought of a first experience with a woman, one like her. But I am devoted to my Master so the torture continues, the confusion, I am here to please and am glad for it. But with each seed that is planted and begins to sprout, my thoughts wander to what I will grow into. Being new to this sucks. I want to thrive, to live, to grow, to feel, to submit and feel the benefits of submitting and letting go. |
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At Masters request still exploring the possibility of meeting a female for friendship and more. Today this has been on my mind alot. I have met one female on line that is not too far from home. Thinking of a meeting. She says all woman are bi-curious. Maybe my proper upbringing has supressed these feelings. But as she describes soft kisses and touching, whispered encouragement, I find this at the forefront of my mind today. What would it hurt to explore a little. live a little, I know alot of people are into this so why not allow myself to let go and have an experience. Why? Maybe I would really like it. Maybe it would send me into a talespin of emotions, causing confusion and lack of control of my own self. I would like to think that in meeting someone of the own sex and allowing my self to open up, that it could be what I really need right now, someone to tell my darkest thoughts. my ambitions for change, my desires to work my body hard to look great after marriage, and kids. There was a time when I was so proud of who I was. That person became lost in a life of husband and kids, put on the back burner to not even simmer under the surface anymore for that too there was not time, as everyone else takes presedence (spelling) over me. Have to look that word up hate mis-spelling things. I know women understand women, more then men understand women, are brains are wired different. To allow myself to have a female friend of like mind is something I will continue to contemplate. I was never encouraged during my years married to my husband (still am) to have friends, was always made to put myself last, with no time for myself. 3/14/08 |
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| Age: 23 |
| Livingston,
United Kingdom |
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