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	Hey there... my name is christina. i'm 18 and live near sharpsville pa. i was a switch but can't pass off the thoughts going through my head of being tied helpless having someone standing over me tightening the clamps... You know what I mean. TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO DO TO ME!!! how will you hurt me??? So anyway... i'm here to see if anyone wants the outfit i'm wearing in my pix. i bought it for an ex bf who wanted me to Domme him. i have no use for it anymore and could use the cash to help me with school... i can put it on ebay and agree to only sell it to you so you know it's true and pay pal can insure you. that way no one gets screwed over. i'll also hook it up with a thong (that i've worn) if you really want one that bad... i just figured that someone here could use the outfit better than someone on ebay could... i paid $400.00 for it but i just need books. unless you know someone who went to Duquseny University in PA and might have the books i need... obediantly yours... christina

9/1/2008 12:18:11 AM

So... I had my laptop sitting on my lap... I moved my leg and pulled out the power cord on accident. I put it back in and tried to turn it on... All it did, was the three little lights for the caps lock and stuff blink and it beeps at me... I'm at a friends house using her computer at the moment... Sorry... I will get back online at my house A.S.A.P!

8/18/2008 1:09:52 PM

hi... So i finally got a new laptop and got back online. Some of you might have seen another profile, same as this one but with a one after it... Yeah, that was me. I couldn't rember my password and closed the email account that it would have gotten sent to if i had it sent to me. i finally rembered the password to this origonal page and so i closed the other account. Just to let you guys know, if you send me an email and i've only been on for two minutes, it will probably be a minute before i get back to you. i check all of my emails from the oldest to the newest.

P.S. - i am having problems downloading yahoo messenger onto this laptop but i will try and have it up and running asap :)

1/10/2008 11:51:38 PM

i live in a small town called Sharpsville, PA. It's not actually near Akron. i just want people to read past the pictures...

~christina

1/10/2008 11:45:30 PM

i was introduced to the lifestyle when i was 16 by my (at the time) 17yr. old boy friend. he was almost 18 when we met. We went out for 6 1/2 months. he was my first though i didn't plan it that way. he asked me to spend the weekend over at his house because his parents went on vacation to his uncles in NewYork. i thought it was awesome that he had the place to himself for the weekend.He took me to a small guest house in the back of his parents house. He had spent a lot of time fixing it up. i guess it was like he and his friends club or something dumb. we started drinking and i was feeling tipsy. (i get drunk easily) he started making out with me which was cool but he had always talked about tieing me up. He basically stripped me and told me that i was going to be his little slave. i was a little scared but he knew that i wasn't with anyone before that. i didn't think what happend would. He rooled me onto my stomach on the floor and tied my hands behind my back. i wasn't in the mood to complain so i didn't really put up a fight. he startted to tickle me and i was laughung so hard i thought i was going to piss my self. he told me to shut up and stuffed my thong into my mouth. i went off on him! i was strugling and spit out the thong. he grabbed my hair, shoved it back in and taped it in there with the tape he was using on those big pieces of wall that you put up. he grabbed more rope and tied my ankles together then to my wrists. He had asked me before if i knew what nipple clamps were but i didn't know. He pulled out a pair from his pocket. i still didn't know what they were at the time but found out real quick. He put them on my nipples but they had that third clamp, he heald me down and put it onto my clit. i was screaming and crying but he just laughed at me and called me a slut. he told me that he would be back and ran out the door. my nilppes and clit hurt so bad, they felt like they were being ripped off. i heard him get on his quad and take off. He showed up what seemed like an hour later with his friend John. i thought they were going to kill me or something when i saw the two of them walk in. they moved me to the bed and pinned me down as they tied me spread eagle on my stomach. my boy friend Carl ripped the tape off and pulled out the thong. before i could scream he put a ring gag in my mouth. He and John raped me that weekend... i was stripped of my virginity in every way.

i became Domme after that. me and Carl were no more. That sick fuck is lucky i was too scared to go to the cops. i fealt i would have let down my parents if i was to weak. i tried to take my frustration out on a few guys, nothing helped. Then I met Michael (TheTiKiGod) is his screen name. He showed me the beauty of my submission... Now, i am a sub, but need to be used as a slave in bed. Michael told me to be open about what happened to me. That way there would be no miss understanding beteween me and my future Sir. To let them no so they could know what was wrong if i broke down durring a scene. i need someone to care for me...

i don't mean to bring this all down on you at once but Michael told me that the right DOM would understand. He also told me to put all of this in my journal. Michael is a lover, but still knows how to love in a way that made me feel warm. He is my protector. He is my guidance. i'm no real Domme and can't keep trying to be. i need someone who can accept me for who i am.

~christina