TAL & Greetings to you from AP59-earlier profile.
Dynamic, Passionate, Sensitive , Cultured, Tough, Disciplined, Taurean Human Male Dom .
A psychologist . Lived & worked across the world.
Divorced.
Speaks French & Swahili besides Indian languages including Hindi.
Have come back here to CM as i had to step out for some work & would not be available for sometime to reply.
your slave
submission is from the
strength you have in
consciously choosing
to be a slave.
your submissive mentality salivates enslavement.
you as a slave, know it is not only about sadism and masochism.
For you it is about dominance and submission and not all pain.
Its about giving up all control, rights , choices you have of & for your life forever into the hands of one who you trust will always do good for you as much as possible
you know as you accept, pain is pleasure and in pleasure there is pain.
Yes! of course, you will receive & accept spanking or some form of erotic stimulation that might hurt a bit, but not a whip always cracking over your nape.
you dirty bitch, what would you ever do without those spankings?
There is no question that you will find there may be a latent sadist in your being with me but you will also find that limits move as you grow and you will grow into accepting and even liking pain play. Just know that you will still find what you are searching for.
your Pleasure is in seeing your Master Owner Satisfied and Pleased.
you
are
desperate
to
offer
all
that you
are, your
very
essence
.
To
offer
all
that
, you
will
come
to
be
, inspired
by
my
wisdom
, unending
guidance
..
For you
as
my
slave
, TPE, constitutes
submitting yourself
totally
and
completely
with
dedication
, surrendering
all
decision
making
to
me
.
you
shall
accept
my
decisions
as yours
, implement
without
even
a whimper
, so
no
dreams
of
even
questioning
. your whimpers will only attract more
administration from me
you
will and
shall
forget your
ability to
question
me and
shall
only
do as ordained.
Any lapses accidental or otherwise shall incur retribution where the type , degree of retribution is mine to decide and yours to smilingly accept with grace to me.
slave you repeatedly & regularly need more than just being treated and shown what you are, where your place is, lest you forget and cross the line.
slave you would know with just a glance or more, the type of intervention needed from
me to address you and the situation.
you
will and shall be administered well.
you may be
cherished & will be
cared for.
you want a
Dominant /
Master who will mould you into what I want, not who or what you are now, but what you can give, while in training,and you would have learned a lot.
your Life
goal is not just to be the best slave, than you are now and if this can help in the process,
great!
Yes! all this is with a smile from the depth of your being.
Am
out of children , male submissives , male slaves, bleeding, drug usage acts.
Am willing to draw , lead you into bondage , blindfolds.
Total
Surrender submission as a slave is what you want to give to
Me, your
Master, who can make you
strong through your submission and committed in your choosing to be
MY slave.
Confidentiality and Integrity along with Safety and Security is an All Time High with me.
What is important for me in a
Master/ slave relationship -
1) Trust, 2) Safety, 3) Honesty, 4) Integrity, 5) Balance.
Discipline means to teach, not to punish violently.
My Ideal girl
:
you are a
Straight biological
female slave.
you Need to Be Taken by the Hand in your vanilla life.
you
shall also be
Taken
Over the
Knee.
you seek & like your being administered; Corner Time, Cane, Belt, Chastity.
you will Do all Household Chores:-
you will be; the cook,the french maid, the housekeeper, the washerwoman, the servant to clean the house & office,the car washer,the office girl,the nurse.
you will also assist me in my work as & when needed.
slave, if you have pleased me well, you will be called upon to pleasure me with the skills of your horizontal & verticals lips & the usage of all your orifices, for then you will get relief, feel satisfied & content in being of some usage to Me your Master
girl;
you
Know you will love being
petted when you
kneel
without
being
told.
you are a slave female who wants to quench the Thirst for being a Good slave .
you Want and Need as in Must be Told what to do.
you Crave to be Controlled.
you want to be in Servitude as a slave
your need to offer reverence to your master is when you kneel at your master's feet and kiss his feet as your simple first offering of your lowly slave self.
you
are Desperate for Me to Decide , as you
Find Decision making painful and choking & confusing to the extent you
are in shambles & tears, for you
are filthily rotten.
you seek in Me an Exclusive Master, as you are an Exclusive slave.
your cry is Your Thirst for being my slave bitch who will eventually don My Collar & accept being Owned.
Appreciation and Gratification of and for what you Do, or have Done Correctly is what Gives you a High in as much as being Always Dominated Justly , Fairly , Severally, Soundly.
Sometimes Gratification or Retribution could be Delayed and Excessive.
you are the canvas for me to paint on.
you are willing to Trust and be the Cooperative slave .
you know,as the slave, you are a Gift to your Male Dom Partner whom you choose to accept Consciously.
When you come and kneel before Me, whispering, you need Me , I will know you have crossed all boundaries within you as you then love Me beyond distraction for the Master that I am unto you.
In the relationship, you are and shall be content to always be first My servile slave.
There will be and shall be no discussion or questions on this aspect whatsoever at any time or stage.
you
love to be the slave and this is your
dream to be
lived out
you
live for me.
you are
Confident of your
Orientation.
you are Loyal, Confidential.
your
Dream Dom / Master ;
Has above average or average EQ and IQ, and understands that bdsm - although an essential part of one's way of relating - is not just the goal of the relationship, but a means to grow closer to one another.
Not just satisfying one another's needs; that just comes down to mutual mental or sexual masturbation sessions that get boring after a few months or years.
The goal is to build a future in which bdsm gets a place and both can grow, but each gets enough space to be the best.
you shameless creature, you need discipline to realign you mentally, which only a self disciplined strict, tough master can favour you with.
girl, in your vanilla life you may portray you have a strong character, are responsible , have individual interests that you are open to mentoring, a very rational mind at times and some defense mechanisms built in.
At the same time, you could be humoristic, yet very sensitive, empathic and passionate.
you are looking for a Master who is able to introspect and communicate on deeper levels, be a guide on your own introspective path.
you seek desperately a Master who can take control of your disgusting self & life.
slave, you know you are a bitch and it’s your cherished prize, for you have it in you to be discriminately discreet yet discerning, in that you chose to choose me.
girl, you know you are dirty more so mentally & emotionally than physically, yet you want to be and love being dirty for being dirty ensures more commitment & bonding to Me as My slave.
It all just comes down to real leadership. A real leader is first of all able to be the leader of his own life. Just having a dominant way of thinking does not mean being a leader. Self-development as a human being[slave
] is very important to you
, and the ideal Master is your
guide in the process.
slave, at the same time, you have a need to please,
you want to lose yourself in pleasing me,your Master.
Submitting to the right Master brings out the woman in you.
Yes, this means you are not the most refined feminine woman in daily life.
you may prefer casual or smart casual, practical and comfortable clothes though they may be seductive clothes to go to work or see friends.
So even if it means changing your dressing style , you shall obey, and wear what you are told to whenever, wherever.[could also mean no inner wear]
you realize this might break the spell for many Master but you need to be honest so you have a realistic idea.
girl,when you visualize yourself sitting at your masters feet, ordering you to give your orgasm to Him, it takes less than a minute. When you do not imagine that, if it takes a lot longer or never happens at all, you cringe & wail only to be pushed by your Master the way he decides best .
The M/s will always be there under the surface, but the bdsm part may not be the epic center,though it is a means for you to pleasure Me.
All this from the fact; that you have the power of choice in choosing to be first a submissive slave and then by preferred choice My submissive slave bitch, which you have now chosen to be & are.
I know; My slave responds to me out of wishing to please Me.
Compliance comes from wanting to please, not just the fear of punishment.
bitch, at all times you will mind your language when you communicate with Me. Expletives and their usage are not for you. Privilege of usage of Four letter words at any time are solely Mine.
you know that in your accepting to be my slave , you are pleasing me which in turn is satisfying, rewarding & gives you immense pleasure .
being my slave is an attitude only you will have pride in wearing only for me.
Ooooops, how can I forget to let you know that you will have your moments of love, cuddling & petting; especially when you seated at my feet lean against my legs and rest your chin on my knee, only to find that your lower chin is being softly stroked and you purr like a cat, who just loves to be stroked and knowingly feel that you have merited my love,OR, My girl when you have been good, cuddling you is your high reward.
you would love it when your hairy head is ruffled enough to cause your eyes to look up so as to say; it feels nice and is beautiful, thank you.
ESSENTIAL TO KNOW:-
This is explicitly demanded of you in your mail to me when firmed up.
you will provide assent for all said herein as in conscious, willing , voluntary acceptance of everything your Master chooses to give henceforth.
As a slave you know you are shamelessly pathetic,
you undertake to maintain yourself as a clean, hygienic, physically, mentally & emotionally healthy creature always.
your existence is a woe unto yourself,
your identity as of now is insignificant,
you will forego & forsake your identity,
your new identity will be as ordained by your Master.
Terms & Conditions demanded of My girl to comply:-
you will & shall be given a new identity
your screen name here will be what I choose to give,
you will cease to exist as you believe you exist in the present here & now.
you will proclaim your new identity online vide a signage hanging around your neck.
you will accept a suitable new name after discussing with you, though your views don’t count,
you will be branded & marked as my slave.
any communication you make with anyone other than me will be only through me & if permitted.
you are familiar with slave etiquette when with the Master & with guests, both in public & private .
in case you are unfamiliar and have to be trained you are demanded to clearly say so in your first mail,
you will announce on line that you’re under observation & training for 6 months .
you agree as in consent to do what is asked of you, regardless of your feelings,
your feelings & emotions are for me,
your Terms of Endearment [TOE]mean nothing to the world, as they are meant only for me.
slave, your administration could range from; as in; corner time, curfew time, being grounded, total speech restrictions, shut in the washroom with or without clothes; abused verbally, insulted, shamed even publicly if your conduct or bearing demands; hair pulling , caged or kenneled, chained as my bitch, leashed onto a lead; pain inflicting as with:- clothes pegs on you, stinging smacks across your bottom cheeks by a bare palm or coat brush, or even the cane , flogged with a broom or broom’s handle and more that you would experience in times to come. This could help drive home the point or instructions or tasks you missed or just remained from completing.
girl, sometimes it just could be a part of the every Friday night post or presupper administration or just an act of eroticism, or just to make & see you wet, and horny knowing you want to be ravishingly ravaged , or, just to watch as your, knees and legs cross one another tightly or uncomfortably squirm as you are doing now and being denied to cum.
girl when you beg to free your sexual urge as in wanting need, your whimpers, are like your breath short & soft yet deep and in quick succession.
slave in case you are ailing except during your monthly menses period, you will and shall bring your ailment to my notice immediately. your failure in doing so will earn you retribution once you’re well or even during your ailment,
All this & more for you :) simply because;
you are under my protection and you look upon me as your Master to protect you, take care of your needs -emotional , physical & mental & some material needs.
you my slave bitch wants and has a desperate need to please me.
you are at present;
a worthless pathetic eye sore as a creature whose present will be flushed down the toilet.
at best you are; a creature unfit to walk on two legs , but crawl around & about.
at worst you could be used as my footstool or side table, the bedmat beneath my bed.
girl, by now you have probably grown tired of reading and rereading my profile again and again, and masturbating your miserable self enough, so just push the envelope and write in ....; or else, slave just be your disgustingly deplorable wretched wench that you are till now and be done away with.
I am waiting to hear from you now, that one line mail where you petition Me seeking to be My slave. This could then set the ball rolling.
Prefer exchange of couple of mails initially then meet up and then take it from there.
* If you are chronologically younger,with zero emotional baggage & no ties, serious & can commit, you are demanded to write in reflecting the same.
** If a bi & are stirred by now, you are demanded to write in, knowing that your choice of your partners will be subject to my explicit consent. you will still be administered more out & for, eroticism & my pleasure.
This is basis a Safe , Sane & Consensual mutual acceptance & appreciation.
People seeking to indulge in gossip and time pass please remain from writing in.
Hangers on, money spongers please excuse yourselves.
I will just delete one liners, offers to chat, Male Slaves / Male Submissives, Advertisers , Anyone who is just after sex.
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Best,
PA59.