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So, I haven't written in a while... Some shit happened.
I found a new boyfriend. Totally random, but he enjoys spanking me so I think I'll see how far he'll push it :) He's fucking amazing. Never had a such a big cock in my life! Intelligent, gun savvy, smart alec, cute as fuck, goofy as hell... AWESOME in bed. My family even likes him lol. I like where it's going.
Starting cosmetology school in June. Super excited.
Fixing up my brother's car so I can drive it.
My birthday was amazing. Getting matching tattoos with my best friend soon. Going shopping and getting pretty much a whole new wardrobe.
I couldn't be a happier camper :-D
Submissively Yours,
Cassandra Lee
PS- Newest picture, #11 |
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So, I indulged in another tattoo and two more piercings. Guess I can't help myself :-P
I can't help but feel like something's missing. I hate being lonely, but even when I find the right guy, the circumstances never fall in my favor. He's everything I could ever want and yet, I could never be with him. It's always the tiniest details thing send you to your knees. Oh well, time to move on. I'll chalk it up to a loss and hope to find his clone somewhere in the Saint Louis area :-P Maybe that's it though; Maybe I need to get away from this place. I'm excited to be going to Seattle to visit my friend for my birthday in April, but after the week is over, I'll be back here. Sitting on this computer, telling you all how sad and lonely I am again. If I didn't have such a void in me, would I even being on this damn machine? Doubt it.
Can't wait for the next tattoo. I'm going for the knuckles. Bring on the pain, baby :-)
All yours,
Cassandra Lee |
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It's Christmas Eve... Hope you have a nice little slave girl under your tree when you wake up tomorrow morning :) Can't wait for my Christmas spankings!
Be safe and with the ones you love.
Happy Holidays,
Cassandra Lee |
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Got a new tattoo today :-D
Should I post a picture? |
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I love piggy tails! Can't you tell :) Missed my long hair without all the dreadedness! I forgot how many cool things it can do when it's not in knots! |
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Pic of my new doggie tag is up, hell yeah :) |
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But I would lose a hundred fights just to know that you were on my side... :) |
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I need a cuddle buddy bad :(
Here's some more pictures though :) |
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Recent Pics - Photos 11 & 9
I gots blue hair! Please, no Smurk jokes :) |
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Went to my second KUFF last weekend. I got cold branded (a cute little snowflake on my inner thigh) and then I got set on fire again. I got fire flogged! It was pretty sweet. Looking forward to playing with the couple that cooked me :)
PS- Waking up to a nice protein shot down my throat in the morning is always going to put a smile on my face :D |
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Yep... I miss being a girlfriend.... :( |
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Going to my first K.U.F.F. event tomorrow night (Kinky Under Forty Fetishists) and I'm super nervous and excited! |
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And then I set fire to your bed :) |
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Gah! How the eff did I get sick?? With that said, I can't wait for my new ink or for Halloween. What should I dress as?? I'm thinking Hot Nurse this year :) |
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I absolutely LOVE the Dresden Dolls.
"Delilah"
there's no end to the love you can give
when you change your point of view to underfoot
very good
you may be flat but you're breathing
and there's no doubt he's at home in his room
probably watching porn of you from the fall
it's last call
and you're the last one leaving
and you thought you could change the world
by opening your legs
well it isn't very hard
try kicking them instead
and you thought you could change his mind
by changing your perfume to the kind his mother wore
o god delilah why?
i never met a more impossible girl....
in this same bar where you slammed down your hand
and said “Amanda, i'm in love”
no you're not
you're just a sucker for the ones who use you
and it doesn't matter what i say or do
the stupid bastard's gonna have his way with you...
you're an unrescuable schizo
or else you're on the rag
if you take him back
i'm gonna lose my nerve
i never met a more impossible girl....
i never met a more impossible girl....
at four o'clock he got off
and you called up
“i'm down at denny's on route one
and you won't guess what he's done”
is that a fact delilah?
larry tap let you in through the back
and use his calling card again
for a quick hand of gin
you are impossible, delilah: the princess of denial
and after 7 years in advertising you are none the wiser
you're an unrescuable schizo
or else you're on the rag
cause if you take him back
i'm gonna lose my nerve
he's gonna beat you like a pillow
you schizos never learn
and if you take him home
you'll get what you deserve
so don't cry delilah
you're still alive delilah
you need a ride delilah?
let's see how fast this thing can go.....
copyright 2005 amanda palmer |
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My shoulder and neck hurt so bad! Someone come rub it for me, please? |
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I got a lot tanner than I did last summer and it's awesome. My legs look kickass :) |
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Got my slave ink touched up. It actually looks like it was supposed to look in the first place now! Yay! And it was free and I was naked while I got tattooed! :D |
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Why is it so hard to find the one that's looking for you?? |
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So, I have a lot of people ask me about my Christina piercing. If you want, you can visit anatometal online and click on the L-Bar section. That's what kind of jewelry is used for this specific piercing. It's basically a hybrid piercing [half surface, half regular piercing] that goes vertically through the place at the pubic mound where the outer labia meet. It take about 4 - 6 months or more to heal. It was one of my most painful piercings and felt like a bunch of pubes getting yanked out. But trust me, it was totally worth it. I love my Christina and I can embellish it with any kind of gem or colored metal I could think of. I was actually thinking of getting a slave ball [a threaded ball for barbells that has dimples for a captive bead, google it!] for the bottom ball. I believed my hoohah deserved something pretty after so many years of good service :) |
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When you step outside your comfort zone, you might just have some fun. Well I need someone to lead me outside my comfort zone, because what I'm doing now is too safe, is too inside the box. When I give the choice to someone else, my options open up and I experience things I never knew existed. It's a rush not knowing where my next step will take me. It's giving me goosebumps as I type this. How far can I get outside my skin? |
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PS- Not really up for just play. I'm service-oriented, not just a fuck toy... though it is in my job description :P |
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Just thinking about being a total slave makes me nervous and oh so excited. I wonder how far I can be pushed. Will I be as obedient as I wish I could be? Will I please my Master and make him happy and be all smiles? Can I conquer myself to become what I think I want to be? Would I get bratty and deviant if I get pushed too hard? Will I bite back? Will I be honest and open? Will I know how to communicate correctly? I don't want to live in fear of being abandoned if I open my mouth. I want to be an open book and I don't want to be punished for it. So many questions, so little time... |
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Shower Time... All by myself :( |
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So, I'm slow :P I got my hoohah pierced like a month ago and I never showed your guys! In my pictures soon. Please, enjoy :) |
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A friend tried out her rope bonding skills on me; last picture :) |
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So, I dread locked my hair; second picture :) |
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I just made a profile on f/e/t/ l/i/f/e [CassandraLee]. Why didn't anyone tell me about this site??? |
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Well, Hello. Collarme's been pretty boring for me lately. Does no one want to be my friend? I'm still a newb and I have plenty left to learn. Don't bne scared to message me and have a plain ol' conversation.
Love & Rockets,
Cassandra |
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Rewrote the profile, same kinda style, but different. Hope you like. |
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Why do people insist on messaging me to tell me that I'm displeasing to them? Could you waste my time with anything more unnecessary?? FUCK OFF. Do not message me unless it's worth my time AND your time. Unless, of course, it's a compliment... I love those :) |
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I think I might be a mild sex addict. Watched a show about hypersexuality... kinda nailed me to the board in terms of symptoms.
Scary. |
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So I had a sub message me that my Master was just a little boy that knew nothing but "nilla abuse." She continued to belittle us, saying that if Master didn't have a big house, lots of cars and trucks and 200 grand in the bank, then he was not a man. She said he probably lived in his mom's basement and smoked dope all day... Super frustrating.
I assured her that he was a man. And that his possessions couldn't teach me that the things he's taught me, his cars could never take me to the places he's taken me. I went on a huge rant. Who has the right to tell me that my Master is not a man, just a boy who doesn't know a thing about this lifestyle, that all he knows is to abuse me? I blocked her after my last message, as I was sure that nothing I would say would open her eyes and the arguement would only go on and on and on. That type of person really saddens and frustrates me. Why can't we all be open to advice and whatnots? It'd make everything so much easier. I'm tired of people on this site thinking that they are better than everyone else. What a bitch in my side. |
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Most recent picture is my second photo. Changed up the hair and whatnots. Hope you like :) |
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Sexual Frustration Sucks.
Master hasn't been fucking me quite as much lately. I'm crawling in my skin. I think I might burst with sexual frustration. I feel bad when I touch myself. I have to go into the other room away from him; it's just too shameful lol. I'm just so goddamn horny =/ I'm gonna go fucking ape shit on that cock next time I get the chance. Why does he torture me so??
Love & Rockets,
Cassandra |
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I want a slavegirl god damnit! Why am I playing with myself when I could have someone else do it and have Master watch?! WTF?! I'm horny!!!!!! |
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I might add this fact to my profile later, seeing as it's one of my favorite things about myself.
Maybe you'll enjoy it too: I've never been able to cum if I leave it up to someone else; not from penetration or getting my clit licked. Although I've had quite amazing results if while being penetrated [mouth, ass, and twat all at the same time, though I enjoy a real cock in my mouth if I have a choice], I have control over my clit with a vibrator.
Now why would this be something I pride over? I feel that a woman should do all she can for her Master, especially if it means she only derives the pleasure of serving and not some oohs & ahhs along the way. I am a tool. Of course, the sex feels great, but you'll be assured that I'm not here to have the orgasm, you are. I'm only here to make sure you get to where you need to be. It's the satisfaction of being under your authority for life. But I'm not saying I'm not going to enjoy the smile on your face after I wrap my lips around your cock :] |
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Why I am I always so damn horny on my period? Fuckin' lame! Master's at work and I'm craving cock right now. I feel like my head's gonna explode thinking about his head exploding... all over my face. Watching porn. Guess I'll have to tell him how incredibly unsatisfying it is to touch myself without him when he gets home. Fucking myself without him is just a fix to get me by, it won't get me to where I want to be. Fuckin' cock tits! Grrr! |
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Mmmm... Cock.
I am violently horny ^.^ |
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My admirers are becoming quite a group. Ya'll make me feel special ^.^ You guys are awesome. |
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I got my birthday piercings! It's the last picture on my profile. Check it out and let me know what you think! *Constructive Critism Only!* Thanks! |
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*Update!*
The third photo on my profile is the most recent. I couldn't part with my default picture [it's too darn cute!] As you can see from the recent photo, I got my bridge pierced! It was an awesome experience. I'm getting teardrop piercings for my birthday on the 25th [that's two days from now!] and I'm uber excited. I'll be sure to post pictures! Feel free to ask me about my tats/piercings or let me know what you think! Thanks guys :] |
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New picture of my new shiny nipples [after three months of having them!] 4th photo. Lemme know what you guys think! I made sure my slave tattoo was in the picture =] |
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The boyfriend and I are having troubles, so I changed the profile up. I just want... I don't know what I want. |
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Haven't been online in a whiles. Sorry to anyone who's listening. The search has been put off. We're not giving up, just postponing. Finding a girlfriend proves harder for a couple than a single girl lol. Nothing has really changed. Got some holes put in my lips and my bangs cut. It helps with the Asian look =] Hope you guys like the lip thingies as much as I do. By the time I feel complete, I'm gonna have about 10 more piercings and more tattoos than most people are comfortable with lol.
PS- Master likes the way my lip piercings feel on his cock when I suck it and that makes me happy =D |
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Haven't been online in almost a month and what a month it's been! I've gotten two tattoos and.... I GOT MY NIPPLES PIERCED! I'll make sure to get some pictures up cuz i know you guys are gonna want to see my shiny new boobies =] Just to let you know, they look awesome! This was my first piercing and man was it amazing. Didn't even hurt, but was the most incredible thing my nipples have ever been through. If you're thinking about getting it done, do it! |
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I wanna try gun play again. There's nothing like getting the cold barrel of a loaded gun with the safety off and a VERY CAREFUL finger on the trigger thrusted into your twat. What a thrill! Especially with a hot girl whispering sweet nothings into your ear as you tremble in fear and cum everywhere!
I should tell Him about that. He would probably be down to do all that... I should get a gun lol! |
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He woke up today and gave me a spanking just cuz he felt like it. And then he gave me good fucking :) It's been a while since he's done that. I would forego hours and hours of pain from that man to get a reward like that. I love it when he makes me cry. That loving hand can be so rough and cruel. It's so delicious. He fucked me so hard, he made me start my period again. I had a whole day of no period, and then he fucked it back. God, I fucking love him. |
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Master's birthday today =) Cooked him breakfast, took a nice hot shower. He's watching a movie now. Wonder what he's got in store for today... |
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His cock is the best thing to ever happen to me. I miss him so much when he isn't here. I just want him all over me. I don't know what to do with myself when he's gone. I can't wait til he's here and I can touch him and play with his cock. I'm gonna give him head as soon as he's home. I know how much he loves it when I do. What would I do without that man? |
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I could never be vanilla...
NEVER. |
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Somebody pinch my nipples, I must be dreaming... Master and I both forgot our one year anniversery last month. I can't believe it's been over a year already. It feels like just the other day we were getting my tags and I was asking for a spanking. Master is my perfect fit. I couldn't imagine anyone else holding me every night as we fall asleep. He makes me wanna burst outta my skin! I wish I got monthly evaluation so I could see if I was making him happy in all the right places...
Submissively His,
Oz |
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Went shopping and got five new bras w00t! and I got a pair of knee high rainbow zebra print socks. I'm going to bed with them on tonight. Hope you're in the mood that I'm in! |
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I'm not looking for a Mistress!!! |
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Why are people so rude when they don't get what they want from you? I'm sorry I'm not interested but you don't have to threaten me with petty bullshit. Dude, I'm 18 yrs old, ask my parents. I don't know who's saying I'm 16 but it's not cool, not even for a second. |
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I want. A vagina. In. My. Face. Now.
If You are Not a tease, hit me up.
I want a girlfriend. He's happy that I want a girlfriend. But for some reason, it's so hard for a girl to have sex with a couple. OhMyGod, Why?? I keep getting "freaks" who always talk about sex, but when it comes down to it, they're just a fucking tease. Nothing irks me more than a fucking tease. Build me up, lead me on, and leave me high and dry [or wet lol]. That kinda shit makes me not want to talk to you anymore. Sex is not a joke to me. Sex is very serious and I don't appreciate you snatching the rug from under me!
Again. If you're Not a tease, hit me up! |
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dont call me a liar just because i don't feel comfortable going on webcam... especially since i dont even have a webcam! I don't like strangers expecting things of me. Dude, listen; I'm never going to meet you anyways. This won't go beyond your computer screen. You have my pictures. I'm a vain person, i wouldnt put up picture of someone else!!! And I'm not a dude, guy! So Fuck you, asshole!
There, I'm done. |
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