This is the girl I am looking for...
i'm tired of pretending. Pretending to be interested in school, pretending to be a good student, pretending to be a "good" girl. i've hidden what i really want and need for years and now i need to stop hiding and start living. i need to be used, trained, and made into an obedient toy or plaything for someone, to have only their happiness and desires completely filling my mind and pushing out any hint of my own wishes except how they can serve whatever my owner wants. |