Its not been easy, not for me and not for Sodomy My now and forever Master.
My Master has been going through a lot of things that has kept him at a distance
and not himself which resulted in me getting very upset, sad, mad and totally confused
about Us/us and the way things should be and also "what I should and should not do"
this is the second time I erased all my Journals and profile out of sadness and being
totally upset also not knowing what direction I should take.
We/we still aren't 100%, this is true yes Master? I did try and understand, but I
failed in many ways, and I am sorry. I can not bring back Our/our Journals. pet knows
the punishments that can come for all she has done, but I will not think of this now.
I am Owned and Loved and My Master/Lord/Sir and Daddy is Loved...
We/we will soon be together when all is squared and things come together, which Master
you are now working on, and me being the brat I am, isn't helping the situation.
I will not lie and say that Master you didn't confuse me or hurt me, because you did.
the word slut cut pet deep, it wasn't use in a sexual term but a term to hurt and you
succeeded, so pet just started deleting and erasing our world!! but if only I would have
just walked away for a couple days and not touch anything, but I didn't and for that I
am wrong, I should have protected it all and I didn't.
you know I am no slut, Slut or slattern is a term applied to an individual who is considered to have loose sexual morals
or who is sexually promiscuous
. The term is generally pejorative
and most often applied to women as an insult
or offensive term of disparagement, meaning "dirty or slovenly."[2]
However some women have demonstrated saying they're proud of being "sluts", and have given it a positive connotation.
but Master I am your Slut! and want to be your Slut!
I will be your Anal Slut, your table to place your drink on, your foot warmer and your pain slut...
Suffering, or pain in a broad sense, too suffer unpleasantness that you will put upon me
in your time of need, when you are sad or mad... your pet understands. Master I will be you outlet, as of now I am not showing you that I can handle all of this huh? but I am and will. My need for you is to great to lose... I am dying without you! a dried out cookie that if you step on it, I will crumble into a million pieces....
Please take me back/love me/beat me/yell at me/punish me.... please forgive me once again... your pet forever... <3
