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First and foremost:

I am the owned property of Master Brian (Ownerofbitches)



I am a slave in the truest and simplest form of the word, meaning that I derive an immense pleasure from pleasing someone else. Just anyone? Certainly not. As a matter of fact, most of the people I have come in contact with (and probably most of those I will come in contact with) I could never submit to on the level a slave should (and needs to) submit on, and here's why: I am intelligent. I am perceptive. Intuitive. Generally speaking, I know a lie is coming before it even gets told. I have always enjoyed studying human motivation and emotion, and I am usually very good at picking apart information, analyzing it, and then using it either to manipulate or otherwise influence (not necessarily negatively) those I am close to. If I feel I am capable of manipulating you, chances are, you don't have what it takes to break me down. Actually, I KNOW you don't have what it takes. Not meant to be insulting, but that's the rule, and there is exactly one exception...I'm going to tell you all about Him, but if you are curious, see the underlined text above.

I would hope that the first sentence of my profile makes my status pretty clear, but just in case, here we go again: I am the fully, completely, happily owned property of Master Brian. To elaborate, and hopefully to nullify any lingering confusion, here's what that means to me: I belong to Him, completely and without question. I do not say that because I was told to, I say that because quite honestly, I have been spending a lot of time questioning a great many things during the roller coaster ride of the last few months; most specifically and most importantly, the level to which I've escalated in terms of my need for His guidance, support and approval. I'll also admit I've wasted a lot of energy trying to fight those emotions and impulses, and while I know and deeply regret how inconvenient for Him that process was, I cannot be sorry for the surety it has provided me now. This has been a chess game...and now I know I've been mated. He is always a step ahead of me. He understands my motivations, my weaknesses, my strengths...and He can play on all of them like a fiddle. When He chooses, He can manipulate and influence me in ways I could never see coming and that is why I am His. Because He owns all of me. My emotions, my strengths, my weaknesses, my body, my heart. It's all His. It always was.

Be aware that my only reason for having a profile at this point is to--with His approval and guidance, obviously--converse with like minds and utilize the resources I have available here. I am constantly striving to please Him, to be seen as worthy in His eyes. I am constantly striving to be a perfect slave for Him, though I know that's a goal I can never fully achieve. To cut to the chase, if your intentions are to help me with that endeavor in some way, I welcome your input, but be aware that He does monitor my account periodically.

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mistressrachael0
 
 Age: 30
 Madrid, Spain