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| NOTE: This profile is being monitored by my Princess
I was once looking for a female Domme and i have found her... Although it might be on a temporary base she now ones me and has turned me... Yes turned me bi-sexual and possibly gay...
My Princess has made an agreement with an other Male Dom with who I have been in training with for the last few months (2017, Feb) He is preparing me to become the sissy i desire to be...
If you are interested (males only) please leave a message here and my mistress will contact you to discuss terms...
More to follow in my journals...
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my life is being turned upside down...
i'm now living together with my boyfriend...
because i screwed up with my Mistress my boyfriend had to punish me...
what he did was that he made me dress slutty after that he blindfolded me and guided me to the car and we took a ride, i don't know to where, but when we were there i got tied to (what i learned afterwards) trees... once i was tied the blindfold was taken off and my boyfriend told me i had to be punished and he was going to abandon me...
i got quite scared after he started to walk away...
after a while some men showed up and they started using me (and my holes of course), so i figured he left me in some gay park/forest or something...
for the next couple of hours (or at least so it seemed) there were men coming and going and i got raped pretty bad...
i even cried for a while... i thought i would be left there forever...
i don't know how long i have been there, but at some point my boyfriend reappeared and blindfolded me again before untieing me and taking me back home...
i was really glad to see him again, i thought he really left me there for anybody to take...
i learned a lesson and i hope i never get abandoned again!
also, i met an awesome new friend (yes, she's a real woman) that works in the red light district in Amsterdam... we meet regularly and she's been a great friend, i can talk to her about really anything, no secrets, that feels so comfortable!
she's also helping me with make up and dressing advice since i still got to learn quite a bit :) |
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i haven't updated my journal for a while, so here's a little update...
as ordered by my Mistress the man i was dating has become my boyfriend and i'm his girlfriend now...
we have been seeing each other every weekend since...
he's been really nice to me, he bought me a big wardrobe of feminine clothes at his place, i got more women clothes at his place than i have male clothes myself at home...
he's been making me practice giving blowjobs a lot...
of course everything happens because my Mistress wants it... basically she's telling him what to do/how to train me...
saturday he left me at a video booth in a sexshop in amsterdam with gloryholes and i had to blow 25 men/different cocks...
he says i need to practice a lot, after all practice makes perfect is what he says...
since our first date i have been in chastity almost non stop... the chastity is only allowed to be taken off when i'm being fucked in my ass... to some this may sound weird, but i'm actually often looking forward to being fucked, so the chastity will be taken off...
i never expected this, but i'm feeling more and more feminine for real... ::blushes:: |
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ohhh, i forgot to tell you!
what i really do like is that the dominant male owns a tattoo and piercing shop...
i have always wanted a tattoo, but never knew what to get, so i never got one as of yet!
we have been looking through some examples and such though and he would keep it in mind and try to think of something that suits me as well, so that's rather cool!!!
who knows, maybe soon my first tattoo as well :) |
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i told my Princess i would rather date a woman next time instead, but i believe she wanted the dominant male to keep the keys of my chastity intentionally, because she would like me to visit him more often...
and so those the male dominant... he would like me to spend every weekend with him from now on...
i'm quite scared, humiliated and nervous about all this, but do i have a choice?!?!? |
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the dominant male likes me to become his girlfriend for real...
he even offered me a job to work for him (he has his own shop) and to move in with him...
this is all going rather fast! |
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i was his girlfriend the whole weekend, i had high heels (lockable), a bodystocking, thongs/panties, stockings and a dress...
he also bought me a whole lot of stuff on saturday, roughly 20 stockings and a skirt and blouse as well...
so my first time being with a man i had to act girly and be his submissive girlfriend...
like everybody would be i was scared and nervous about all this...
i already met the man before though, but that was just to check out his ID and health certificate, nothing happened back than...
though i already knew he was a pretty decent and nice man from that...
however it was quite humiliating to be taken and fucked by a man...
giving blowjobs wasn't that bad...
kissing was also kinda the same as with a woman, except this time it was with a man, though the idea of kissing is still the same and to be honest he wasn't a bad kisser either... |
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last weekend my Princess sent me to meet a dominant male...
i had to bring all my feminine stuff and i had to buy/bring a chastity...
the dominant male locked me in the chastity with him having the only keys...
i served him all weekend, it was my first time with another male... i never even kissed another man before... now i had to spend and service another man for a whole weekend...
he taught me a lot about blowjobs and also took the virginity of my ass away...
now i'm back home, but i'm still locked in the chastity of which the dominant male holds the only keys, apparently that was my Princess's wish...
i'm not sure where this is going to, but as of right now i'm still locked up in the chastity...
my Princess is considering what she wants with me, i don't know yet either... |
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