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Well hello :) After reading The Sleeping Beauty Trilogy by Anne Rice, I found myself wanting to experience first hand the abuse and trials that the main character experienced. In my most recent relationship, I tried to incorporate some play and it obviously wasn't something that they were into. Needless to say, I put my inquires and cravings on the back burner of my brain and moved on with life. Let us fast forward to now; I'm brand new to the lifestyle and wanting to explore many different aspects of play. I originally came in with the thought that I'd want to be a submissive for someone and after a few times of play with that, I realized I enjoyed the punishments more than I enjoyed the mindset of serving someone. That's not to say that I won't ever meet someone and want to completely devote my mind, body and soul to them, but for the time being I'm more focused on exploring my boundaries with pain, and pushing myself to my limits. I do have a dark, sadistic side that doesn't usually come out to play very often. I do enjoy being dominant with women, who are the majority that have seen me in that light. You'll be one of few if ever you find yourself under my control. With that being said, I'm looking for people in the area that I can befriend. I like to attend whatever events I can, and I regularly enjoy being tied up and hit with miscellaneous objects. Outside of the lifestyle I am a very busy lady. I have a big heart and I will do almost anything for someone I care about. I am a very happy person and I don't tolerate negativity in my life. I just simply do not have time. If you see me around don't be afraid to say hello :) I'm very friendly and enjoy meeting new people.
amanda1
 
 Age: 53
 South shore, New York