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Quick and to the point: I'm not looking for a Dom/Master/whatever. I do not want you to train me. I am happily with the man that will be my Dom for the rest of my life. He is my dream, my fantasy and my reality. I could never ask for a better Dom or husband.
That being said, I am looking for interesting friends and possible play partners. Possible being the key word there. The kink I am into usually requires trust that has to be built. We have been dabbling in the swinging world and would love to keep exploring if we meet the right people.
I'm a coy but flirty, respectful woman. Many people would be surprised to find I am a sub (seems like a lot of people say this) knowing me in the rest of my life. I value intelligence and wit in the people I have around me.
I want friends who can be vanilla friends as well as kinky friends. I am a very dynamic person and my life does not revolve around BDSM, so I would like friendships that do not revolve around it either. I am into a lot and am always looking to meet new people.
I'd love to meet some people who are fun to be around, no matter the situation. We love wine trailing, going upstate, going out for a night in the city (yes, I'm a native New Yorker and tend to call Manhattan "the city"), I love museums, music, movies and everything in between. I do not just want to talk about kink.
Just so you know, my Dom and I have a what people would call a "24/7" relationship where I am always his submissive and he is always my Dom, but it is probably not noticeable. We are 24/7 but the kink stays in the bedroom (or in the occasional club!) where I enjoy bondage, sensory deprivation, floggings, spankings, clamps, orders, orgasm control, stockings, corsets, canings and so much more!
Hopefully there are some other dynamic people out there interested in the same things as me. Message away :)
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When I'm not with you, I want to be
In your arms,
Kissing your cheeks,
Inhaling your skin like it was the last ounce of oxygen left to me.
Moments should slip away
But instead they eat up lifetimes
Where ticking and tocking
Stop
And I miss you.
I miss you
And I dream about what will come,
When we will be whole again
When we can continue to learn the mysteries of each other.
You are the greatest mystery and
Greatest prize I could have gotten in life.
I am counting the hours, minutes, seconds, breaths
Until I can be with you again,
Until I can kiss your eyelids again
And feel your heart beating under my ear.
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So I am back in New York city, working like crazy on a show. It is good to be back in the theater where I can enjoy the people I love through the program I'm working with and just in general do what I know I am good at.
Today my Dom arrives home to me in New York. He is staying for a few days and I plan to enjoy it so much. I cannot wait to be with him and be petted by him and have him to hold my hand. He has helped me so much emotionally, mentally and in every way he possibly can. I wonder sometimes if I will ever be able to pay him back for everything he has done for me. So I just love him with all of me, and for now know that is enough (as he always reassures me). One day I will be strong enough to be there for him in every way possible, but for now, he has me, and you wouldn't believe how happy it makes me to know that he is happy with just that.
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I am blissfully happy in Iceland and am here for a few weeks more. I have not been happier in a long while. Getting to be with my Love is so important to me and I have never felt more loved. I am so relaxed and happily bruised in all of the right places :)
I am the luckiest Kitten in the world and am so happy. To think that in a few months this will be my future and I can live like this for the rest of my life.
The future looks good :)
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I never realized that I don't really use this journal thing, and maybe I should...
Right now my world is kind of upside down. I graduate with a BA in a few weeks, and am off to Iceland, where my world will be right again! I am going home to my Dom, going into a bubble of love. A place of absolute bliss awaits me.
I always wear my collar to sleep every night, but it was last night that it kind of hit me (again) that I am collared. I have gotten something I never dreamed of having. If you had told me a year ago that I would have done everything I did in this past year, I would have called you a liar. If you would have told me I would be collared and absolutely in love and happy in my BDSM relationship I would have also called you a liar. Before my love came into my life, all of my BDSM experiences were horrible. I had to deal with the uber-dom who tried to talk me into trying to be with him to be his doormat. Then the guy who did it just so I would be happy and be with him, not because he liked it, so needless to say I was fairly miserable.
Now, I am with my Dom. My love, my fiance. And I will be with him for the rest of my life. And Suddenly, I am looking forward to what my life has in store for me. I have a family of my own, I have someone who loves me as much as I love them.
I am the luckiest girl in the world.
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