"She stands unrecognized by them and unconscious herself of her fantastic power"
That is the description of a nymphet, as descriped by Vladmir Nabakov in his novel, Lolita. That was also me as a child. It is my theory that some young girls exude a sort of sexual perfume. It is this form of intoxication that I blame the abuse I encountered throughout my childhood. I tell you this, because honesty is crucial to me, and I believe that it is only fair that I should come with a warning label. By contacting me, by accepting interest, you have been warned that I am a full time project. I come incomplete. A box of puzzle pieces still trying to be put together.
I just recently moved to Arizona to live with my sister and her husband. I have a job at a used bookstore that I absolutely adore. I took a major pay cut in order to be happy in my chosen occupation for the time. And that right there, tells you a great deal about me.
I am a very dualed nature person. I can be a very sophisticated and intelligent women who wants nothing more than a glass of wine over dinner or an evening out to a blues or jazz lounge.
However, there is another side of me that never grew up. I can be very childlike. I will pull over my car to run through random sprinklers. I love going to the playground at 3am to go on the swings. I love movies, especially horror. I adore reading, cooking, traveling etc etc etc...
Now onto what you really came here for. I consider myself a submissive, not a slave. So if that is what you are looking for, I am sorry to dissapoint you. I consider myself an equal to my partner and only submit out of respect and a desire to do so. I want a teacher, a partner, and a lover. Have you seen the movie Secretary? Lets just say that Lee (the staring female character) and I are very similar mentally and emotionally. I want to develop a relationship based on mutual trust, honesty and respect before it is based on sex. Please also know that once I have chosen to submit to someone, I am unwavering loyal and devoted. I would expect the same in return. I want someone to play with. I want someone to explore with.
I won't lie, I am a lot to handle. But if you think you can hold on, I promise I give back three fold.
