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I am seeking someone in my area or close to only. I enjoy playing in person and in public, with mild internet exchange. Nothing is quite the same as actually kneeling at someone's feet. I love to serve and am only interested in someone who desires to play as much as I do. I will take my lead from you and perform accordingly if not beyond the expected measure. Occasionally I like to push my limits to be put back in my place. I enjoy both a firm and loving hand. I will devote my energy to make you happy and proud to have me serving you. I will do my best to fulfill your desires and will learn your habits and tastes quickly.
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I believe I must clarify as certain aspects of my journal seem to have been misunderstood. I have never been collared and have never had a master. I have had a trainer who expected a high level of performance. At the initiation of my experience in the life I was content to serve under him as the entire senario was new and fascinating. It lit a fire in me that I didnt know existed. During the second round of polish training, I dicovered that because I was familiar with the scene, I desired a more intimate relationship that I had seen demonstrated previously at parties and gatherings. That was just not plausible in my situation. I found that the spark and desire I first burned with ached to be directed to someone who would in turn fan my flame.
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Training is over and has left me with a bitter taste in my mouth. I love the life, I really do...but it seems that I can only "get in the headspace" if I am serving a person who is willing or able to put in effort as well. I am not attending parties or actively participating until I find that mood and passion I previously had enjoyed.
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I play secondlife quite a bit and have now decided to try my hand at escorting there. It is quite fun and stimulating and is an approved activity allowed by my trainer. How fun!
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Training is going as smoothly as expected considering that there hasn't been any interaction on that level. He just doesn't have the time to play Master to me. *sigh* I look foward to the day when someone has time to BE my Master...until then, the weight if the training chain is enough to at least remind me of what I am.
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On my way to work but wanted to acknowledge the status change in my service. As of yesterday, I have reentered training with Master DJM and have begun my exploration of a 24/7 relationship. I am grateful to have the opportunity to explore this avenue with someone I trust. I began my service by cleaning the living room and kitchen under his direction. How thrilling to wear my maid attire again. It is a part of me that I did realize I missed so much. My additional training term will be over May 6, 2008. I am still free to seek a Master but now have the joy that comes with servitude until the above date instead of being idle, which is a torment. A true subserviant nature withers without someone to serve no matter how menial.
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I haven't had much time to work on my profile so I wanted to state that I am sorry for that.
A little tidbit I do have time for:
I love the subtle beauty of service performed with grace and accuracy. One of my favorite things is the short leash. Nothing fills me with more pride that responding to the subtle wrist movements of a master correctly with quickness and grace.
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An ad I posted on cl. Interesting responses.....LOL
I live an alternative lifestyle and have reservations about dating
men who are vanilla because it could cause problems later in the
relationship. I wish that more people would be open minded but that,
unfortunately, is not the case. I am looking for someone to make me
feel special and give me the attention that is lacking in my life. Safe
and Sane. I am not opposed to a vanilla guy but would love one that
would be willing to at least try the lifestyle. I even have difficulty
finding someone in the lifestyle that comes close to my level of
protocol training. I do have a trainer on hand if someone desires to
give it a try or would like to get a feel for my particular tastes. In
all actuality I am looking for a relationship- diverse and spicy. You
must be open-minded. I am artistic, sweet, love to serve but have a
mind of my own. On a personal level, I am divorced with one child who
lives with his father. Other than that I am baggage, drama free and
crazy in all the right ways. LOL! Are you right for me? Willing to give
it a shot? Your picture gets mine.
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