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I am temporarily in Northeast Wisconsin, near Green Bay for winter break. Feel free to say hi if you're in the area :)
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Hello, and thank you for reading my profile.
I have been on this site before (some of you may recognize me), but I was not really ready for this. I was confused as to what I was or what I wanted. I have since discovered what I really am and what I desire. This time I am here with a clean, open mind, willing to experience everything.
I am submissive. In my everyday (vanilla) life I am very assertive and even aggressive at times, a leader. But in my personal life, I am very submissive, giving in to my partner's desires and letting her take control, make many of the decision and drive the relationship. This is something I have always been pretty aware of, but not until recently did I connect this with my interest in bondage.
I have always been fascinated by bondage, S&M etc. This is what turns me on more than anything else. Ropes, whips, control, helplessness, all of that stuff (please forgive me if I sound naive or uneducated, as I really am new to this). I would like to try and experience all of it.
Even from a very young age, I have been intrigued by the idea of being tied up/restrained. I can remember playing make believe as a child. It was the usual fantasies, fighting the bad guys, saving the world, but I would sometimes get captured by the bad guys and they would tie me up. I had plastic handcuffs and plastic links that I used to use to cuff/tie myself to chairs or my bed. I've always desired to be tied up, forced to give up control. I am extremely excited by the thought of being tied, chained or otherwise restrained.
I have always had a pretty high pain tolerance, and recently I discovered that I am a least a little bit masochistic. Pain, depending how it is administered, by whom and under what circumstances can be very arousing for me.
I am here now because I am tired of suppressing these urges, desires and feelings. I want to embrace them and explore them.
I am seeking a dominant female or a couple who is willing to help me in my exploration. Teach me, guide me and help me embrace all of this. I'm also open to meeting a switch, or just getting to know other subs.
I am not looking for anything permanent nor a live in situation just yet. I want to try this out and see what happens.
I am looking for either a partner/playmate (I know that can't be the proper term, but you get my meaning, yea?) to scene with/explore with and learn from through regular or not-so-regular meetings.
Or, I am open to forming a more serious/long term relationship. Vanilla in public, but sub/dom in private.
I am also very interested in talking to anyone online. I would love to learn more about this, and I'll talk about anything really. It doesn't even have to be relevant.
I've been here before, but this time I'm serious about trying this. My mind is open and I am ready and willing to try whatever might come my way.
Thanks for reading!
Feel free to ask me anything you want to know.
I tend to be a little shy, so if I view your profile and don't message you, please don't be offended. I just don't know what to say usually. Feel free to initiate contact if you're interested.
Send me a message :)
P.S. I have blurred my face out of privacy concerns, as I do have a life with responsibilities and obligations. If you would like to see a face pic, just ask and I'd be happy to send you one :)
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| Age: 23 |
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