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Nothing like starting your day at 4:30am because you passed out early from not sleeping well over the past week. A/C that I bought yesterday really helped with the heat in my place and, I believe it had to do with my rather irregular passing out early. Whatever the case; I have been cleaning and getting things done. I suspect I got more done in 4 hours than most people do in a whole day. I guess my OCD when it comes to being clean really kicked in and, I even dissasembled and, cleaned my swords. I haven't been to sword class in about a week and, I sense that because I am head of class; sensi will hand me my ass with a bambo training sword come Tuesday. Not in the corporal way of course; I will get a chance to defend myself rather; protect myself from some very pretty bruises. It has happened less and less over the years being that when I first began; I didn't go a week without looking like someone beat the crap out of me. Really pretty image for a Dom if you ask me. Maybe it's my high tolerance for pain but sometimes, a full on swing that connects can feel like it will crack a bone in two;won't even make me bat an eye anymore. It's funny how the human body works. The more you expose it to pain; the less it feels. I've been on both sides of the fence when it comes to the lifestyle but, my will is too strong. Giving up control to another is something so far gone from my psyche that I don't think I would have it in me to "jump the fence" and enjoy being a submissive much less a slave to a Mistress again. Well, these are my thoughts...what say you? |
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Nothing like ending your night with a fine dark beer and, an expensive but, very smooth cigar. Seems that it has been a while since I've posted here so; I'm gonna waste 5 minutes and do so... Work today was boring; training for a new computer system incorporated into the new jail I will be working in was needlessly repetitive because once I understand something; I only have to do it once before it's set in stone as to how to accomplish it. I was training other co-workers out of sheer boredom while the instructors sat back and, watched me take control of their class. Funny when you really think about it. I am usually one to take the lead in most cases anyway. Little do my co-workers know about the life I lead outside of the walls of the jail. I smile on the inside when my bosses tell me that I really should work towards taking the test to get promoted. Hell, when the new jail opens up; they are going to need people in administration anyway. Whatever the case...my beer and, cigar are calling my name and, it would be a sin in my book to ignore them. Goodnight collarme and, all of those looking for that special person.
M.N. |
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I'm back here giving this another go round. |
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I guess a photo can really make a difference. Seems the messages I have received lately have slowed to a crawl due in part to my main photo's removal. Maybe I should get in the business of pimping pathetic males to my good friend. I could use the money lol |
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Well, my primary photo is gone and changed. Some people are just too thick headed here. I would have kept it up but, I had too many people looking to get their tic tac's played with by someone that wanted nothing to do with them. |
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Considering I am getting an influx of mail from idiots that do not get the point that the girl in my photo is not interested in anyone and, she never will be. The photo I have posted will be coming down once I get home from work. I have not nor, will I ever be a messenger to your pathetic attempts to get to her through me. Period! End of subject! |
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Do yourself a favor: ask questions before jumping to conclusions. Some people are flexible on certain things; others not so much. If I like you: I am willing to bend on something trivial. It's a little something called being REAL about circumstances or situations. Not everyone will be a perfect example of what one is looking for but, if you come pretty close: I am ok with that. Nowhere in my profile dose it say everything is concrete. Does it? |
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Is it just me or are most Dom/Dommes so insecure that they NEED a sub to write to them explaining why they were looking at their profile? Give me a break! If a sub or slave is going to look at my profile; I'm not going to flip my lid just because they did not say anything to me. It's a little something called screening. If they are INTERESTED they WILL write. Pathetic insecure people playing the part I guess. All high and mighty on their stump but, when the curtain is pulled back; nothing more than a mere child pulling the cords and pushing the buttons. If you want to be a Dom/Domme START ACTING LIKE ONE and, not some little child that has not got their way! No wonder most here cry a river every day wondering why your are not getting the results you desire. Maybe it's high time some of you took a look at yourselves. Point taken? |
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I've had a few ask what it is that I am looking for long term in a slave. So I have done some thinking and, this is what I have come up with:
She has waist length hair or will be willing to grow it that long. She is loyal to me and, me only. She is attractive to me in all respects. She can cook and or bake. She is thin and, athletic. She loves pleasing me and, keeping me happy. She loves animals. She has a healthy attitude about men. She is constantly horny. She loves bondage and, being tied up. She loves receiving anal sex. She smells nice. She has a clean pussy. She shaves her pussy bald and keeps it that way. She keeps herself healthy. She loves me for me. She loves me for just being there. She loves my friends and, family. She is fun to be around. She is intelligent and, can carry a conversation. She will approach me. |
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Why submissives are wondering about the girl that is in my main picture is beyond me. NO, you can't have her and, NO she is not available. She has no use for your pathetic attempts at going through me to get to her. Yes she is a Domme and NO she is not looking. If I get another email asking about her: I will see to it that you regret emailing me in the first place. |
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May all of you have a safe and happy Thanksgiving.
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I'm just going to say this. If you view my profile and, do not message me. I will ASSUME you are not interested and, not bother messenging you. Understood? |
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Let's see...I am here less than 3 days and yet, I have been messaged by 16 third world country people or webcam whores looking to dip into my wallet. The real people I have been messaged by seem to be worth my time although, time does tell everything. I'd like to keep a positive frame of mind about all of this and, see where this all takes me. |
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I've spent about 15 minutes here just browsing through random profiles out of curiosity. Needless to say, I have come across quite a few men and women who THINK they know what the lifestyle is; only to come across as fools with their hormones/dick/pussy in hand. If you think this lifestyle is just telling someone what to do and tying them up to beat them into submission...you have seriously got another thing coming. Do yourself a favor: Search the boards...ask around, look up and join a group. Learn what it is to be a Dom or Domme before your ignorance hurts someone. Your making those of us who have been involved in this for many YEARS look bad. Bad enough, most of the inexperienced here have been burned by the likes of you people only to find it hard to trust someone again. I'm disgusted already by the ignorance that seems to run rampant here ALREADY! |
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Dead giveaway that you are not real: In your pic you look like you couldn't go a day without eating yourself a table sized portion of fat and, your profile says that you are only 43 pounds! Give me a break...really? |
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Woke up to 3 messages in my inbox this morning. One lead to a advertisement for a webcam service. The other two proclaimed that I must be fake because I, have but one photo posted. First of all, I started this profile late last night. Secondly, I do have a life outside of collar me that requires more of my attention than just a profile on a website. Yes, I will post more pictures when I feel it's appropriate and, on my own time. If you feel it is so necessary to have more of my pics just ASK! I will consider the chances of you being a picture hoarder and, if I feel comfortable sending more photos; I will. I didn't know subs or slaves could be or were allowed to be so demanding. I could see wanting photos before we met up for safety reasons but, just to talk to me? Do us both a favor and keep walking your fake ass on to the next profile. |
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I am here. I am real. Let's get things started. |
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