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OK since I have been made aware that people don't like fakes or having their time wasted lets get the important details out of the way.
I am married.
My wife is well aware I am on here and made this profile.
I am MALE
I am looking for online friends, and perhaps a little online play only.
Yes I have sexy hair.
OK where to start. I met my wife through the BDSM community. She was a somewhat active person in it when we met. I myself was ABSOLUTELY new to it all, and had thus far managed to log no experience in it.
I met my wife, we hit it off. We took things slow, to some extent I kinda regret that now. We spent 4 months meeting and talking and nothing else. Mere days after she decided she wanted to teach me, and give me my first real experiences in this lifestyle she had a personal disaster. I do not intend to share the details. but to shorten this story. I have spent the past eight years of my life trying to fix her issues. She has spiraled into such a pit of depression that to this day I have logged maybe 30 minutes of BDSM time. Shes just lost all interest in it.
She has finally told me to just go back online and talk to people there. So here I am.
I have no idea what I hope to accomplish here, or if just talking to people will help in any way.
I do however intend to limit it to talking. Just talking. I joined another site got talking to somebody and then they pressed me over and over for a meet until I had to abandon the site.
I am fond of writing erotic short stories. If they go longer than 1 page before sex happens I wrote them while I was tired.
I can't say what I like or don't like, I have no idea, I never got to experience anything really. I do however have a DEEP desire to know more, to know what its like to truly submit.
I don't have the experience per say but I see several styles of dominant woman.
The style I like is the one that loves the person who submits to her. I could never submit to a woman who was abusive, or wanted to treat me like dirt. But a woman who wanted obedience and would prize and cherish my submission I would do almost anything for. I guess I need to know at the end of the day, after the pain has stopped or the chores are done. That she loves me for doing it.
Is this the wrong idea? I don't know, as I said I just don't have the experience, life took another path for me. It almost seems sad that I am here now.
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SO, the book is out and doing terrible. That is to say its lost in the sea of other books. I didn't realize how many people self publish erotica. It is a lot more than I thought there would be.
So I broadened my horizons, I started sending stories to magazines, and other publishers. I have gotten back much better feedback than I got from my own friends. Nothing sold yet, but some of them are still hopeful, and one asked for changes. So that's not a rejection right? Also thank you to the person who sent me to the website where I found all these publishers. You really have been a big help.
I decided I needed a fall back plan anyways. Since the mistress wants me home and I can do all the housework in an hour, I did some favors and chores for friends, neighbors etc. One of them is a full time futures trader on the stock market, He has been training me daily on how to trade futures now. I have started to make itsy bitys amounts of money, but its actually working so that's a plus. The mistress was super amazed I was doing this too, so maybe that's brownie points for me. I didn't tell her I started it months ago and only now starting using real money.
Its nerve racking though once you go live. The stress of putting your money on the line like that, and all the second guessing I do. I swear its 90% mental and 10% method.
Oh and I cleaned out my journal. It was making my profile super long. |
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OK, this has been a long time in coming.
My book is out!
I want to stress to you all that this is not a romance novel. It isn't a novel at all, it is a collection of five short intense sex scenes. No real effort was made to develop the characters or make you attached to them. All the effort is on the scene and the sex.
They are all written from the point of view of the woman.
I am selling it on amazon for $.99 in e-book format only.
So I give you my super secret pen name. James Vuke. I learned that Vuke means wolf in some language and just went with it. Oh and the books name is Strangers Vol 1. All the stories feature encounters with complete strangers, and I was hoping if it did well I could write a dozen more volumes.
Also let me shamelessly beg for reviews.
I set up a facebook page under the name, I will return likes. |
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| Age: 25 |
| Alberta,
Canada |
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