21Feb2013: It has been awhile since my last entry. Mistress P. was struck with a stroke on Jan 26 and ended being in ICU for 8 days. She is doing fine with out any perm. paralysis. Sho does not lift her L. leg & foot as high as before. But she is doing exceptional recovery. i, have been playing, nurse/cook/housekeeper, so sorry for the delay reporting.  It brings me to the thought of submissiveness'  it's to be done reguardless. Mistress allowed me to cum last night. It was my second time and only twice have i been allowed, Once by MistressB, and once by Mistress Pam.  It was not pleasurable the first time, because Mistress P. was in hospital, and i, was alone and not in presence of my Mistress'. Second time was not much better, but became hard fast, but on delivery it did hurt in my sac, a little. i, have come to conclusion i, am nothing without Mistress'........PERIOD!  1cuffedto2

20Jan2013: Today i, am feeling owned by two Dommes. They both are set on me surrendering myself to them in wearing a cb6000 device. i, don't fear it, rather welcome the release it may give me. Wild ideas come into focus as i, have been denied orgasm for 3 weeks. My wonderful wife, Mistress P., is focused on allowing Mistress B., to take full control of my training. What am i, getting into?  Rather than drive me away from this, it pulls me closer to it.  Does that make sense?  What do these delightful Devias, have in mind?  Going to find out SOON!  1cuffedto2

Jan 13, 2013: The week has been a blur to me. My sex drive has been slapped down and i, don't feel as if i would be able to cum, if given the chance. Today i, am feeling the role as slave and learning it isn't about me, but the Mistress'. They deserve respect for there knowledge in dealing with us subs. Today i, was told "i feared being locked away unable to touch it"  No, i look forward to it to prove i can endure for Mistress Pam and MissB. 

Jan 6/13 My wise Mistress Pam is beginning to turn the screws on my ability to cum in a normal fashion, it's been two weeks since i, had any release. Her new method is slapping my cock and balls. She has me hold wide open and still.  At first it was unbearable, but now, knowing she will not harm my balls, it is becoming easier to hold open. She keeps me soft, and when she rubs top intensely, no feeling of having an orgasm.  She says she is getting me ready to present to MissB.  i, can feel my submissiveness more every day.  i, have been trained long ago to give up vaginal sex, oral sex, which was a great pleasure, has been denied for almost a year, now, not even manual manipulation seems to be going out the door.   To say i seem content, but with a deep burning in my balls, and a very sensitive cock, it seems right to turn over the control.  Every day seems that the door behind me is shut for good, but another is opened, that takes control of ones senses.   i know i, have much to learn, but it's much better knowing/trusting the ones to teach/learn from/mentor you.   cuffed

Jan 2, 2013:      For all to see/read, Thanks to my wife, Mistress P. a very wise woman who has kept her Dominant side in check all her life, she has pushed me forward into the life with Missbmild,  She also is a very strong, wise lady. At her request i, am writing this journal entry today. What have i, learned/changed in last 48 hrs? What started off as fun and games is turning my feelings to, THIS IS REAL,. my life is changing as two Dommes are focusing in on my submissive feelings. Sex that i, once knew as normal, has been turned completely opposite the past 13 yrs. In the beginning, vaginal sex stopped, then oral sex was gone last year. Manual manipulation was only for release, not my pleasure.(was just told this last night)  Now to find out Mistress P., has no desire for me to experience another mind blowing orgasm, but to have me milked by another Domme, in her presence is mind blowing, but it's the real goal of both. It's humiliating to me, but exciting at same time. But knowing major changes are coming, not me cuming. The first Mistress in life, is my wife. She had me shave my balls so smooth, upon inspection she order more of the area shaved and she sits/watches as I shower/shave.  She has me in a Stainless steel collar, which is locked. The collar has become part of me, and i miss the warm feel, when i remove it to go into vanilla world.  My shave pube area is for her touch and feel only, and does she ever touch. My cock has become her slap toy. She is not brutal with me, but i am very sensitive.  Been told to get used to it, because i, am giving up my cock for Her/MissB. The humbling effect it has on me it, defiantly shows. enjoys the handling, learning to lay still for the smacks. It does not get rock hard. Not allowed to cum but it oozes pre cum all day.  It has a chilling effect and i, am learning to accept.  Having to tell MissB all this, at first was embarrassing, naughty, nice, all the while made me tremble inside. Knowing that soon i, am going to be standing in front of her, for her personal inspection as sub man, who is now called boy. My life now is under the scrutiny of two strong Dommes, and who knows where this wonderful journey will lead. i am learning there is no secrets in this, nothing is to be held back from either, just TRUTH.    1cuffedto2

Dec 29, 2012     What a whirlwind ride for the week. Two Mistress' and we all seem compatible.  Beginning last Monday, i, had no knowledge as to what was going to be, now Sunday evening i'm shaved, awaiting a cb6000. What a humbling experience this has been. Thank you Mistress Pam and MissB.  i, am one LUCKY sub!

Hello, my name is "cuffed". i, am submissive to OlderDomme101, and MissBMild. Today was the first time I, had contact alone VIA phone,  with MissBMild . i am a very fortunate submissive to have a Mistress who has found another Domme, for me to interact with. She seems a perfect match, for all. May this turn out to be a lifelong friendship. relationship. My job is to grow, with respect, service and honesty with both Mistress' And report as i, progress. Humbly "cuffed"