i am ready to be a total, real drudge, menial, lackey, flunky, stooge, footstool, foot-pillow, seat-cushion and bench, (sensual-and-toil), absolute, personal, all-around and body slave to my Owner, Ruler, Mistress and beloved, TPE, 24/7, live-in -- at, and under, Her (bare) feet and behind.

I very much long – and have longed – since I was, at most, 4 years old – to be an utter, absolute (total, complete) slave to “the/a right Woman.”

I am totally inclined – by nature, by birth – to worship at and under Her feet. I feel a powerful, passionate need, deep down in my heart and soul, to adore Her, as She sits on a throne, stands on a pedestal, reclines on a couch (of the sort upon which Ladies of the aristocracy in the Ancient World relaxed arrogantly and selfishly) and to kneel, grovel, lick Her bare feet, and bow to Her, as She sits, cross-legged, in an easy chair in her living room, etc., etc., etc., etc. – telling Her sycophantically, obsequiously, how superior, marvelous, wonderful, beautiful, desirable, worthy, deserving – She is!

Before I get more detailed about it let me say that:

1. I’m extremely intelligent,
2. funny,
3. charming,
4. sophisticated,
5. “hip,”
6. a NYC-ite from birth and for most of my life, though, for the last 9+ years, I’ve been living in a Northeast suburb of NE Philadelphia, PA, U.S.A.;
7. educated,
8. suave,
9. debonair and
10. quite effectively seductive when that’s appropriate or allowed.

When and if there are times that my Mistress would prefer U/us to behave (almost) as semi-romantic, close, affectionate, intimate friends or lovers, or whatever She likes, I see myself sitting on a sofa, with Her lying on it, Her feet in my lap, as I rub, kiss and caress them, smiling, admiringly (and "desiring-ly") at Her. At other times I see myself kneeling and bowing to my Lady, as She enters the abode – and kissing Her noble, aristocratic (at least in my heart and mind – and libido) feet, before and after removing Her shoes and sycophantically-but-passionately smelling Her hot, tired, damp, achy feet.

(While I’m “there” let me say that I would love to lay – all night, as She sleeps – across the foot of Her bed, my Owner’s feet in my face, Her toe-bottoms (pads) against my lips and nose, as I kiss and lick them – and the balls of Her luscious feet – humbly and submissively. I also love the idea of waking Her in the morning by gently kissing Her bare buttocks and feet.)

I will give my entire life (body, energy, time, whatever material “wealth” I ever acquire, if I do, and whatever else I can) to Her.

I wish/need to serve Her humbly and lovingly – 24/7, R/T, F/T, live-in, TPE – for life; or until She frees me, gives me away or sells me – and I beg Her never to do so. I will wait on Her hand and foot, be Her flunky, lackey, personal “maid” (no cross-dressing), butler, drudge, menial, messenger-boy, houseboy, errand-boy, do heavy lifting, fetch-and-carry, be human furniture for my Mistress (facial foot-pillow, facial seat-cushion), footstool floor mat, hassock, bench), etc., etc., etc., etc. If it were possible, I’d love to be my Mistress’ horse-slave, riding slave, carriage-pulling ”horse” (under the whip, of course) and litter-bearing slave. I would love also to pull Her for long distances – then back(!) – in a rickshaw – also, of course, under the whip, in the hot sun!!

I will work long, hard hours, even round-the-clock when She says so – while She relaxes and luxuriates lazily, languorously enjoying various pleasures. All the benefits of my labor, in which She did not lift a finger, will go to Her – and none to me. I will (if She likes) be “cuckolded” (female or male), Aroused-and-(I assume?)-Denied, tease-tormented, kept in enforced chastity, with Her making mockery of my miserable plight – while I adore and sacrifice myself happily for Her.

I want to be Her unquestioning, unhesitating slave, obeying Her every command.

It will be noted, though, that, as I am not being bought from the slave market, off the auction block – what delicious images! – and, thus, forced into this slavery to Her, i do have some deal-breaker requirements – two Negative and two Positive:

1Neg. No death; 2Neg. No castration.

Without life, I can’t serve You and enjoy being Your slave; without balls, I can’t enjoy being Your slave and, therefore, won’t be.

I absolutely must be degraded, humiliated, treated like a mere, lowly slave, in the following two ways – being forced/ordered to worship, love, adore, serve – even clean: 1Pos. Your (bare) feet, all over; and 2Pos. Your (bare) ass, inside and out – with my face, hands, body, eyes, nose, mouth, lips and tongue; whether Your ass and ass crack and hole – and Your feet, toes, balls of the feet, spaces between the toes, etc. – are clean or dirty, dry or sweaty, odor-free or smelly.

I would love – and agonizingly long – to do the same for Your pussy, thighs, breasts and legs, too. Though I sense a long hard, severe, bloody whipping will be forthcoming for even daring to say this – maybe more than one! – let me add, to make this point, that I also would love to have intercourse, fellatio, anal sex, hand-jobs and foot-jobs with/from You – but I know that I’m just a mere slave (maybe) to You; so all I dare ask for is to pleasure, especially orally, Your thighs, breasts, legs and pussy – with no pleasure or relief for myself. But even these are NOT deal-breakers. I just hope that You will use me for those services as well.

I could go on and on, getting very detailed about the myriad number of ways I will serve You, as You direct. For instance, the sexy – even romantic – and servile – ways, say, that I might wake You in the morning, or take off Your shoes and massage Your feet after You’ve been out dancing, walking, running, exercising, etc, I would also remove Your stockings, pantyhose or socks (with which, like Your soiled panties, You could gag me, as I go about the evening’s labors) – and bathe Your feet, with cloth and basin – or with my tongue. I will convey much more upon request, if You begin, say, an e-mail conversation/interview/correspondence with me before we speak on the phone, meet and/or begin.

my experience includes: true, deep -- but woefully incomplete -- slavery to my first wife (W/we were in O/our early 20s); She didn't want it obvious-- or even honestly admitted -- most of the time; though down-deep (unconsciously and semi-consciously) She and i, both, felt -- and approved -- the fact that She, indeed, was my Mistress and i, indeed, was Her slave.

The relationship included personal servitude -- i waited on Her hand and foot, fetched and carried; knelt, bowed, was respectful and humble, did the ugly work, had fewer -- by far -- privileges, luxuries, rights and pleasures than She (especially sexual) -- though i was the one who provided all (or most) of those pleasures for Her, at Her command and instruction, constantly, continually.

Bare foot adoration, mainly, and bare ass adoration, secondly, were very major. i dressed Her, especially sandals, boots, shoes, socks and pantyhose and panties. i wiped Her in the bathroom. i bathed Her. foot-bathed Her, sometimes with my tongue, even when Her feet were Particularly dirty, as She ordered; i massaged Her, especially Her feet; i hand-washed Her socks, panties and pantyhose. i was Her footstool and facial foot pillow. She would always have Her bare feet in my lap, as W/we sat, catty-cornered, at the breakfast table -- even when W/we had just had a fight the night before -- OR -- that vet morning, and She had expressed great, degrading contempt -- and hostility -- for me. When i would bend my head, at such times, at the table, to Her feet in my lap -- to kiss Her toes -- She would snap at me, Her voice dripping with contempt, "Don't dirty My feet!"

i also was slapped and whipped by Her -- very hard. Sometimes She did these things in front of others. She would sometimes have me fetch her sandals and put them on Her feet, before W/we went out -- sometimes with people W/we had never even met before, as they sat in the living room with U/us, watching and listening -- aghast -- as She peremptorily issued these orders, with a snap of Her fingers (or some other hand gesture), and i immediately hopped to get Her sandals, kneel before Her, wipe the bottoms of Her feet with my hands and put Her sandals on Her, fastening them carefully and comfortably, my face bowed low right near each foot. Sometimes, on the couch, She'd put Her feet up on my chest, mockingly saying to O/our friends, "Don't worry. Jack accepts having to smell my feet!” They would laugh. i would always, at Diane's insistence, wash her feet with my face cloth and use it -- also as She commanded -- still, as my face cloth.

i hope You understand, Mistress, that apart from all this, Diane and i also had a very loving, warm, deeply affectionate and (straight) sexual-romantic relationship. You could say W/we were both mixed and confused.

i'm much more ready now to be the Woman's totally committed slave.

i also became the non-live-in slave, at times, of Her best friend, Ellen -- whenever Ellen wanted it/me, at Her home. Cunnilingus, anilingus, toe-licking, whipping, urolagnia, other forms of humiliation, degradation, torture, torment and domestic toil. She also used -- even more than Diane!! -- sexual teasing -- Arousal-and-Denial with Complete chastity -- for four years only allowing me to come (inside Her, or at all!) twice in those four years!!!

This past year and last -- it's over now (i couldn't quite exactly, Absolutely, commit to Total-Constant-Extreme slavery just yet -- but almost!) -- i was the absolute, literal, real, 24/7/365 slave-"for-life" of a Woman i met on the Internet. At Her command, i moved to Her city, moved in with Her, turned overall my property and bank accounts to Her, loved her intense passion and continually frustrated desire -- and labored for Her -- in Her home, day, night and, often, overnight. To my deep satisfaction, fulfillment and delight, i was Her live-in personal, domestic, body -- including mild toilet -- sexual slave (entirely for Her, complete chastity for me) i also served Her humbly and sycophantically -- with lots of hard work, tedium, constant attention and lowly tasks -- outdoors in public, with friends, at parties, bars clubs, etc.

i wish now to become -- this time in a truly devoted, absolutely committed, 100% loyal, undyingly faithful way -- a Woman's worshipfully devoted and adoring, kneeling, groveling, crawling, praising, flattering, sycophantic, obsequious, fawning slave!!!

Please take me, and put Your feet on my neck, for life.

(kissing Your exquisite toenails, lying prostrate, bent in a most servile manner, my face to Your feet, making my humble, obsequious obeisance to You, my Mistress – i beg!),

slave jack