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"Reeling and Writhing, of course, to begin with, and then the different branches of arithmetic -- Ambition, Distraction, Uglification, and Derision."
- The Mock Turtle
Please note: I rarely, if ever, use CM. This profile is old, and really doesn't serve much use these days. If you wish to contact me, please do so on efiltef .(Wow, they remove all references to FL? Thats just sad. Reverse the letters then Google it..) as that is where I am normally found. I also go under the name Malefic on said website , and shouldn't be that hard to find.
Also, here is the TL;DR version: Male, in his twenties, in south Brisbanet. I run The Asylum which hosts regular parties and needle-play events. My specialties are Needle-play, Flogging, Impact Play and rigging. Yes, I welcome newcomers to my events. No I don't really use CM that much anymore. Please contact me on efiltef .(Wow, they remove all references to FL? Thats just sad. Reverse the letters then Google it.). You can usually find me at events like Evil-Lution, Wycked and Chateau Fetishe. If you are looking for a friendly face to help introduce you to others and events in the scene please feel free to message me.
"The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over."
- Hunter S Thompson
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Personal Disclaimer
I speak in a lofty fashion, and I feel my crowning achievement is my vast intellect. I enjoy debate and intellectual discussion, so do not think that insulting me will somehow cause my world to crumble, I see it as a challenge.
If something I say offends you, feel free to approach and discuss it with me. I know I am harsh and abrasive, it does not offend me if you state you cannot handle my words. Social etiquette has never been my strong point, I have never claimed it to be otherwise.
Know I am sarcastic, to large extremes, and my sense of humour is warped at best. Take things with a pinch of salt and you might be able to truly understand my meaning.
A twisted sense of hedonism with a sprinkling of epicurism runs deep in my veins. There is a fine line between too much and not enough, a dangerous edge that the persuit of may take a life time of pedantry. If you can understand that no man is perfect or completely knowing in every craft, then I may have some time for you. I am easily approachable and appreciate a sense of humor when I am contacted.
Obscurity has its perks
The world we live in is a wonderfully wicked place. Extremes are all around and only a select few choose to push the limit. Which limits, some may ask. The answer does not matter, as everyone is bound and contained by a different and highly individual set of frontiers. However, each person should be on their own personal quest to push their own boundaries, or if the situation permits, the boundaries of others.
Often the populous in general is content to sit and accept what is, and pretend that everything else never will be. I am of the opinion that no one is born or raised to be a set or certain person. People can be moulded or shaped into specific thought patterns and ideals, but no single personality is set in stone. You are what you want to be, and if you are not strong enough to find your desired personality there are others out there who can help you along the way.
I like to believe I am one of those people. I am the kind of person who is, at worst, a control freak. I like it when everything moves smoothly, and in unison. There is something beautiful about a plan or action that comes together without a hitch. The subtle motions and intricacies of control and discipline are a wonderful subject in my eyes. From the slight verbal discipline, to the application of physical discipline, to create obedience.
At best, however, I like to believe I am far more than just a simple control freak. I am a nurturer. A protector. A guiding hand. I am indeed a daddy dom. I enjoy it. It is not the whole of me, no. But it is a part of me. Many are uncomfortable with such things, but there are a certain few who enjoy being a little girl. But as said, it is not the whole of me, and can have no effect on a relationship, be it play or otherwise.
Inside the eye of the storm
I used to have a community focus, however, I've been out of the loop for so long its time for me to focus on myself and my own goals, not the goals of others. This is not to say that there will never be another BEGIN, simply to say it is not now. The fetish world and lifestyle has always been a big draw to me, and since I have returned from Hiatus I do not remember the last time I was having this much fun. It is good to feel the caress of leather within my hands once more, the subtle motions of a play partners tensing muscle and soft whimpers. Sadism has always been my strong suit, along with degradation and humiliation. I am the kind of beast that enjoys working my way into some ones head, to claw and carve out my piece upon their mental landscape.
Dominant Space, The Final Frontier
Everywhere you turn these days there are conversations about "Sub Space", and the like. You hear tales and theory from many sides about how one can switch into a different head-space through play, triggers or will. Some say they rarely or do not experience it, others can claim various degrees. This is especially common in fetishes like pony, puppy and kitten play. I however believe there is not only sub space but "Dom Space" as well. I will frankly state I am not a 24/7 lifestyler, when you meet me in casual context I am not one to attempt to force my will upon others, due to a common sense of courtesy that others sometimes lack. However everyone has their triggers. Those who have pushed them will find one of two spaces, depending upon the triggers at hand.
The most important "Domspace" for me is the entity known as the wolf. Do not mistake this for furry inclinations, as it is simply animalistic tenancies that I take upon without thought or choice. The levels of sadism rise steeply, all senses are seemingly sharper and while there is still my sharp sense of control, it is certainly a more hands on approach. Teeth and nails, snarls and force. Sometimes it is good to let out ones animal, and for me this is always the perfect situation. Do not mistake this for a lack of care, as I am always a RACK player, the safety of my play patner always comes first. However you will know the wolf when his teeth are at your throat, with hand entangled in your hair.
Down the Rabbit Hole
To conclude, there are many layers and aspects to one such as myself. You are unlikely to know all of them in an hour, a day, a month or especially just by reading this profile. This is here to give you a glimpse into my psyche and beliefs, and show you the door to the recesses of my mind. Tread lightly, as you may not know what pitfalls and traps await you. Either way, do not hesitate to contact me, I am always up for an intelligent conversation, or some witty banter. I also take pleasure in showing those who are new the ropes.
Eckhart saw Hell too. You know what he said? He said: 'The only thing that burns in Hell is the part of you that won't let go of your life, your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they're not punishing you,' he said. 'They're freeing your soul.' Relax...Good. So, the way he sees it: if you're frightened of dyin' and, and you're holdin' on, you'll see devils tearing your life away. But if you've made your peace, then the devils are really angels, freeing you from the earth. It's just a matter of how you look at it, that's all. So don't worry, okay? 'K? Relax...relax. Relax.
- Jacobs Ladder
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Ahh I have finally gone and updated my profile to the more accurate one I currently Have on . This meatmarket is so incredibly useless at times, but at least I can get a kick out of reading some of the terrible profiles here. |
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Life has turned from a series of time wasters to getting to the point where I want to be. Finally I am removing the clogged up waste from my life. Finally I am moving forward from where I was so many months ago. Life is on track, life is going forwards and for once I don't feel stagnant. It took so long to rebuild myself after I hit the wall, but now I am feeling more momentum than ever. I feel at peace with the changes rather than fighting against them.
It is a combination of things that caused this volatile reaction. I would go so far as to state that a change of venue, a shared life and good old fashioned self motivation are the three key ingredients. What does this mean, for the average reader, one might wonder. Besides the flowery words of supposed wisdom(read:bullshit to most), this is simply a statement of feelings, and a thanks to those that have helped along the way. To the wayward perverts of times past who helped when I was in need, to the friends and fellow deviants who I have shared moment in time, and of course most of all to the one who stands beside me day in day out, the one who I nurture and protect, I thank you, more than you will perhaps ever know. |
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Sometimes it feels like this site is only full of bullshitters and fake profiles. Actually, who am I kidding? It always feels like this. Im sure that there are real and genuine people out there but at least the majority of the selection who get in contact with me are bulk emails and those who obviously havent read the profile or journals.
Interesting Conversation, is that really too much to desire?
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Still hunting for a nonsexual service submissive. Im honestly open to all parties on this. Im more after the thrill of humiliating someone when they are at their most basic or human, making someone squirm whimper and blush as they work.
I have also recieved quite a few messages from people who have obviously not read my profile. Im not interested in a one like "how's your mother", i'm looking for interesting people, wild characters, friends and whatever else might be found out there. I try not to limit my horizons.
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http://.com/events/12232
As some of you may or may not know I am the creator and leader of BEGIN in Queensland. BEGIN stands for Boosting Education and Guidance In Northern-Brisbane.
It is a group situated about real life interaction and round table
discussion, where the focus is on spreading information in a drama free
and non-judgemental manner. The events are planned for the first weekend of every month, and our first event is coming up! Come join us on the SIXTH of MARCH for the meet and greet. All are welcome, for more information click the link at the top of the page.
Below are the Planned and Confirmed events.
Confirmed Events:
Needle play+Sharps
Violet Wands + Electroplay
Microbranding
Breath Play
Saline infusions + Catheters + Sounds
Planned Events:
Polyamory+Age play
First Aid
Fire play
Wax play[All but confirmed]
Household Pervertables[Building a Play kit from household Objects]
Suspension,rigging and knots
Fireplay + Fire cupping
Caning
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It always interests me just how subtle little changes or differences
can completely alter an outcome. Physics, motion, speed and power.
These things are tools that every sadistic bastard in the world becomes
accompanied with sooner or later. There are too many variables in life,
especially in play, to be able to consiously calculate and prepare for
every smack, hit and belt. Over time these things become second nature.
The body remembers, the body learns. Each sadist slowly trains
themselves over time to be the perfect weapon. The more you play the
more precise you become, the more perfect the hits and the better the
results. Weak and possibly dangerous strokes become powerful, precise
and devestating, but far safer than originally planned. Wrap around
becomes a tool at your disposal rather than a nasty side effect of the
untrained hand. Eye co-ordination becomes sharp, You can see where the
blows will land before you have even struck, the noises become a
rhythm, with the moans and gasps of your partner being the chorus.
Every whimper, sigh and scream building up to your own personal
orchestra, brought to you by subtle mechanics and second nature.
- My own Musings.
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Finished moving into the new house. Looks fantastic. Finished closing up the windows downstairs, putting in the furniture. Has a real underground feel now, just like a dungeon should. Its not finished yet. Its still in the works, as always. Looking forward to christening it.
Still on the hunt for a service submissive. Am open to all genders and the like. Sexual play is not required, though if requested can be arranged. Kink wise I am able to accommodate. This is a service you are providing, and as such I can adapt the day towards your favoured kinks. A little forced crossdressing never hurt anyone right?
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I have returned to the city. Brisbane is very much firmly my home now. Looking to meet up with more locals as I have mostly been in the GC/IPS scene lately. The new house is being set up and I am looking for a house maid, or housebitch. Male, female, tv, I dont care. Message me with interest.
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I had not updated this in a long time. I had recieved several messages commenting on a profile which I felt was false for the current time. No, I am no longer in the poly household or relationship I once was, and I do not feel sadness about it all. People grow apart. Anyway I have updated the profile with some more recent musings, and a new photo, Hurrah!
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Currently In Queensland Australia. Looking to join some Munches and the like. I want to meet some people, make some friends and the like. Im situated on the gold coast, so if you are nearby be sure to say Hi. Any information on said gatherings or groups would be appreciated.
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Ugh There really are a few things I wish I could change about the CM Layout. Like Moving "Add to Favourites" away from "Hide User". Twice today I have clicked favourite instead of hide. Rather unhappy about that too. I don't add people to favourites, no point really. If it happens to you please feel free to be offended, as I was trying to hide you from view.
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About time I
updated this thing. I have barely touched it, yet today I really
slimmed down my profile. What is the point in having a large profile if
half the people on this site wouldn't go past the first paragraph? No
point. Manchester, Soon I shall be touching down on those cold English
shores and taking up residence in my new home. My little lover never
ceases to amaze me, oh the plans we weave. Truly she is my treasure. I
am currently looking for a Femsub or a trans to amuse my little beasty
pet, she can be a vicious little thing under the wrong conditions, and
she pines for someone to play with while her Guardian is away. Please
feel free to apply through me, or click directly on her link in my
profile, Action Jackson. Another thing, Looking for a Domestic for the
household, a Live in preferred. Manchester area. Must be agreeable,
friendly and preferred to have a "Puppy" like nature so they get along
with the rest of the house.
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How times have Changed.
A woman who was a friend and equal to me is now so much more. She grew from an acquaintance to a friend, to someone who I viewed and protected over like a little sister, to now my lover and devoted little beasty. The equality has stayed the same, but the respect and trust has grown. Once upon a time we were two doms butting heads, fiendishly fighting over a submissive like a prize, and now it surprises me, perhaps more now than ever before that this headstrong and intelligent woman chooses to lie before me. She is still as dominant and fiendish to others as the day I met her, yet to me she is childish and giddy. I take pride in watching her chain and torment others and then see her come and curl up in my lap, confident her guardian will protect her, even if she doesn't require it.
All in all it is a strange life we lead, but a wonderful one at that. I wouldnt change a thing about the Little Beast I adore so much, she is something to strive for.
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I don't know whats up with this site. I have been here for less than a day and have been contacted by two scams. This whole "click this link to view my private cam" bullshit. Im not an idiot. Seriously now. If you contact me and tell me how horny you are and you want to play with me instantly im going to be suspicious. If you tell me you want me to click a link because your webcam doesnt work im going to block you. Please, feel free to fuck off.
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So here I am. Writing a post in collarme once more. I haven't been on a collarme site in years. I used to be in collarme.co.za but apparently the accounts dont transfer over. Well im here at the idea of Action Jackson, who is like a little sister to me. So I signed up. I did the little profile, and now I sit back and watch whats going on. I highly doubt im going to go profile trawling.
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| Age: 26 |
| Queensland,
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