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locked out of previous account, re submitted profile...
i wasted a lot of my life not going after what i need, until now...
slave in need of a brutal, sadistic and Superior Owner for a no way back permanent existence where the complete isolation from the outside world, the chains and service define the conditions of the slaves daily existence in a world where the slaves survival must always be earned the hard way and at the cost of its own dignity, abuse and suffering.
What i am looking for is my final destination. The slave is seeking full and real ownership, no rights and no freedom at all, a life full of punishment and abuse. Please understand that i am looking for a deep and permanent change at the hand of an Owner who is not afraid to use whatever means necessary to make Her slave live its choice, fulfill its decision and commitment to being property. Please understand that i am looking for a no nonsense Owner with no pity for the slave and that its life is purely about its Owner, an existence where the basics must be earned every day.... complete ownership and worship.
i am as experienced as necessary and know that i need to serve in strict and uncompromising servitude to a sadistic and unyeilding Mistress. i am only a slave and i know enough about the reality of it to know that this is my final destination. i am at a point in my life where i know that is where i should be and i am ready to make the plunge for a radical and permanent change for complete slavery. i am looking for an Owner, no mercy, no pity, Who has no regard for the slaves feelings, difficulties or discomfort, to strip from it everything, including freedom, identity, dignity and rights, no way back. i dont seek love, kindness or compassion, but someone strong, aware of Her Superiority and for whom a slave is not fit for considerations or privileges. i seek an Owner who dosent offer choices, but gives orders and who is not afraid to severely punish, beat and torture Her slave, to teach that its Owner is its sole purpose in life and also the whole of its existence dependent on its Owner. Owner decides what and how much to put into the food bowl, if deserving. i seek an Owner who wants an an indentured slave at the end of Her leash.
You are the kind of Mistress who makes no excuse for who She is and who knows exactly what Her slave is. You are looking for property and will keep it safe even though it is not fit for considerations or privileges. it will handle pain from the hands of a true and serious Mistress because it must, it will have no choice but to adapt and to endure whatever Owner decides. i am seeking an extreme Mistress, One who knows what She is doing and will always retain the rights over all aspects of my existence. The kind of Owner who makes it clear to Her slave that as property, release is never an option. i am looking for slavery, no way out and where i will be reduced to an existence where i will be trained, dehumanized and brainwashed, where i will end up opinionless, without personal will or individuality, where i will obey and react, to be a useful slave to my Owner.
i am open to be owned by a Mistress or a couple where both are very dominant and sadistic. As said, i am looking for someone take me into this kind of ownership and for who this is not a game, where a slave ranks no more than an animal to be trained, used, abused and exploited forever
i am looking for someone with strong enough to have no pity in the face of the difficulties a slave might experience along path to its destiny. i need and expect that no matter what, my new Owner will be strong enough, firm enough, cruel enough and that She will have no problem or remorse in using whatever it takes to make sure that all doors to my past will be closed and that the only path left to me will be to adapt in a world where simple existence is a privilege which must be earned on a daily basis.
i have read a Mistresses stating that their slave was treated, kept and fed as what it is for it is nothing and owns nothing and is always getting what it deserves....meaning that the slaves value is in its use and suffering and that nothing is ever owed to it, no matter what it does or endures and that to wear its Owners collar, to inhabit their cage and to be allow to exist and survive are purely privileges and not a right. That is the level of slavery i seek...to be reduced into a low life animal forced to submit and to endure whatever it takes just with only one thing in mind. Same Mistress also said, when you are a nothing and that you own nothing, you value everything, no matter what it is...a slave who is severely beaten, tortured, sexually and sadistically abused would returned to its cage, in pain and despair, but where its existence is reduced to devotion, to endure and submit to whatever it takes, because its own survival is a direct consequence of its behavior and perance at each and every moment of every day. Then when it is returned to its cage to find that something has been put in its bowl, it is always with gratitude and not in despair that it eats and values whatever has been put into it, knowing that it has been given the privilege to continue another day, to be keep it fully usable and functional for its Owner. i am looking for the kind of Owner that would instill the understanding that my existence is dependent on the good will of my Owner as she induces to the slave to Her will.
If you have a permanent place for me please let me know....i will relocate. i am real and will prove it to any serious potential Owner. Since my search is serious, i would expect to talk on the phone, i seek an intensive and serious exchange with my prospective Owner leading to a very real situation and my relocation to you in a reasonable amount of time. Thank You for your consideration and time, i will make it all up to You when we meet.
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