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I wake with the feeling of the sun shining on my naked body through the slit of the filthy curtains hanging in the room.I lay and think of my life now to what it used to be God!! things are so different now to what my life used to be when i was a fit man with a family who loved me and children who adored me as a loving father that i was but i know now that that was the past and it will never be like that again ,this is my life now through my own stupidity and dangerous wishes,i remember that old saying and think how true it is "be careful for what you wish for".
I get up from the stinking bed that just consists of a filthy mattress and nothing else.My body is aching and every sinew of it aches from no sleep and constant vile use .iI look around the dingy filthy room that i exist in 24 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year with no respite at all and none will ever come as i know that as it has been told too me many many times ,the dirty stained threadbare old smelly carpet,one old fifty styles oak wardrobe and one full lengh mirror,that is all the room consists of as i have been told that what i have become i do not need anything else.
wearily i hobble to the old bathroom that is never used the only thing clean in there is the toilet bowl (there is a good reason for this ),Hobble you may ask? well there are steel manacles on each ankle and connected with an eight inch chain so i am only able to take small steps anywhere i go,they have been on for three years now and never been removed once in that time and they never will be till my demise which will be a very very long process ive been told and i know that that will be true as everything else the lord has said has been and he never makes idle threats ,that i learnt 4 years ago .
Back in the main room there is a full lengh mirror that i dread everyday as it is my torment every second that i am alone ,i look into the corner at the camera always filming every minute of my existence,nothing is ever missed and any mistakes are punished severely when the lord arrives.
i open the old wardrobe and see what my life consists of every day and night ,hanging there are every sex toy imaginable ,leg stretchers of all sizes,but plugs to the largest size that can be bought ,nipple clamps with the most vicious teeth imaginable,gates of hell,boxes of needles and hooks,crops,floggers,canes,whipss of all descriptionleather hoods ,harnesses,and row after row of sissy underwear of all tastes,nurses,frilly,every sort to please everybody.Why i look at all the instruments of my torments tears begin to flow down my face.This is my life this is me forever the REAL PIG for use by all.
Yes that is me now the complete pig and owned by my lord who knows what i am and what i exist for
I look over to the only technology in the filthy room by the bed a mobile phone i know at 8 oclock it will be leaving a message on its w voicemail giving pig its instructions for the camera so that my lord can film whatever he has instructed for him to sell on the internet,yes!! thats me a pig to earn my lord money for his luxuries that he rightfully deserves,as i have been told that is my whole excuse for an existence of any sort.
I am so tired it is 530 in the morning ive learnt to be awake at that time whatever time i have been up too the night before ,pig sleeps sometimes 4 hours at the longest ,it has to be ready at all times for use by all that its lord sends to use it in any way they like and have paid for .
So the day of a owned pig starts!!
Ihobble over to the full lengh mirror look at the old cheap clock on the wall it is nearly time for pig to take part in its daily ritual which must never be forgotten or changed in anyway ,last time pig made a mistake his lord came around 2 hours later and beat it with a cat for 20 minutes then kicked him all around the room ,he left pig with a black eye and split lips and bruised ribs and said next time it will be a lot worse,pig has learnt and will always do it right from now on,it exists to please its lord.
Pig hobbles to the full lengh mirror rerady to see itself as the pig it had been transformed into ,it weeps at the sight of what it has become ,from a fit healthy 50 year old male who used to go to the gym amd swim and have holidays with its family in florida and jamacia,GOD!! JAMACIA where it all began why did he go on that holiday he could of worked and let the family go!!!.
It looks at the reflection in the mirror everytime it amazes him what he had become and how worse it was getting and where it would end (although he has already been told that ).
There in front of him was a pig in all the meanings of the word ,where there was once a fit 14 stone muscular body now there was a gross fat flabby 18 stone pig .
Its bald head covered in filth and the large ring through its nose and the snout stitched to his face so it cannot be removed,its toothless mouth(they were removed because somebody complained pigs teeth scraped his thick cock),then its saggy tits that were hanging down and large rings through the nipples ,the tits getting bigger by the month with the injections pigs almighty lord honoured it with every week ,then down to its caged useless cock the cage will never be removed it is completely attached by a bar going through pigs useless cock holding it there forever it was welded on and no way to be removed.
ITS ball hanging almost to its knees from the constant stretching with wieghts and other means,with a ring through the sack for connecting weights too.
the tattoes on its chest and arse and forehead saying what it is and always will be so gross that pig will never be seen in public again ,only at parties and cam use and films so that its lord can have all he wishes.
pig looks at them one on the forehead saying "SISSY SHIT EATER",the one on its cheek saying "COCK HERE" each saggy tit saying PIGMEAT ROUGH USE ONLY" on one and the other saying "KICK THE FUCK OUT OF ME I DESERVE IT",then the branding on pigs arse saying it was the lords property and for hire by all .
Thats me the pig i think as i look and tears are flowing down my cheeks,this is me till the day the lord wants to dispose of me or that i do not earn enough for him It stands by the mirror it is time for pigs daily ritual,pig know its lord will be watching for any monor mistake and knows that it has to do things perfectly.
pig reaches down and picks up one of the weights on the floor by the mirror,these are put here every week and every week they are heavier,there are 6 of them all over 5 kilos in weight.
pig connects the weight to the chain hanging from its useless balls and lets it fall ,it looks into the mirror and says "thankyou almighty lord for showing this pig what it is just meat for use thank you lord.pig then bends down and picks another weight and connected it to the chain and repeated the lords mantra,this continued until all6 weights were connected then pig lifted them taking the weight and then said " thank you almighty lord for showing this useless peice of pigmeat that it exists to suffer for its lords pleasure" then pig let go of the weights and let them drop God!! the pain and whatever happens do not bend those legs take it all pig knows thats what its lord wishes.It keeps its legs straight and then starts to swing the weights all the time repeating the words it has been trained to say "im a shiteating pig i exist only to be a pig for all" it repeats this time and time again at the same time swinging the heavy weights attached to its useless balls .Pig knows that this must go on for 2 hours nonstop always repeating the lords words ,it knows that is what it is for and hundreds of people will be watching its torment world wide on the internet and earning its lord money and has been told that if any complaints by any customers will be recorded and pig will suffer accordingly.
the sweat is dropping off of the pig as the pain intensifies from the continious swinging of the weights,but pig knows not to falter for a second in its work and never stop for a second repeating its lords words THIS IS ME NOW UNOWNED AND SEEKING

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SexuallySadistic
 
 Age: 42
 Arnhem, Netherlands