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Is there anyone left immune to the media. Searching for this part of themselves to be explored, experienced and released. Something that has been with them as long as they can remember or since it was triggered. Not because you are following the subliminal or social fad. Sure those are great for curiosity. But at what cost? Never get in a car with a stranger or meet anyone off the internet. Where has that gone? What happened to finding that person with the same desires as you? What happened to being your own type of different and not fitting in as a badge of honor? Anyone?

11/22/2014 10:26:27 AM I do not want to be easy. As it occurs to me. Perhaps I am too hard. I know I have unrealistic expectations. As well as far reaching desires. What is it I want.....unconditional love and acceptance. Sustained proof of friendship, compassion and devotion. Basically, everything. The one in a million person. The kind that harder to find than being struck by a lightening bolt and meteor at the same time. The kind that does not exist. What can't I give up searching? Why do I want to reinvent my life for this? Who knows all I know is that I have been through hell. I have done things I am not proud of. I am not living as I want. I have a past and baggage to deal with and over come. My heart is guarded and secured well. At least I think my treasure is still there. I am real. Not perfect. How dare me. If you want to know me then know me. No games only blunt honesty and risk.

9/16/2014 6:36:25 PM Thank God for walls.

9/16/2014 9:00:47 AM Anyone can share a moment. To be more than that. We have to share moments over time. We all have a past. That's why we are here. Acceptance and a common desire to change the future will get you far.

9/15/2014 8:46:39 AM Living life on your own terms. This means you sometimes have to reinvent it. The best decisions at times prove wrong. Simple enough. Why is it so hard to find others who understand it?