About me...this might take a little bit of thought here so bear with me.
Well, I'm 33 years old living in southern Alabama, I try to lead a simple life and keep it drama free and I tend to do a pretty good job at that.
I have a strong fetish side to me and good reason for it, I'm not in to what I'm in to just because. I have a problem with my weiner (there, I said it), it doesn't have the nerve ending like a normal male, during intercourse I feel what a normal man wearing 25 rubbers would feel, it's not stimulating at all.
So naturally my mind had to compensate for that by using mostly mental stimulation, that's where the fetishes and fantasies came in. Now my mind has also done something else, since my weiner can't feel normal stimulation, it translates pain in to pleasure. That will probably be the closest I'll ever come to feeling any kind of sexual stimulation down there, but it's ok, I've adapted and learn to like it :)
I do enjoy the fetish world alot, I've met many great friends over the years and learn alot about everyday people with it. I can't wait to meet all my new friends I haven't met yet :)
Interests and Experience hmmm
I've been in to this lifestyle for about 9-10 years now, have been owned for 6 or so. I am not currently owned, I am taking a break for a while and focusing on just friends for now. I'm not emotionally ready to submit to anyone untill I'm able to understand myself a bit more.
As far as experience, I have done a lot of CBT over the years starting at a VERY young age, but wasn't untill much later in life I knew why I was doing it. I tend to get extream in it at times more then I should.
I am also quite fond of Pussy and Ass worshipping, being that I don't get any pleasure out of sex, I find being able to please a woman with other methods quite pleasing myself, there is also a bit of enjoyment in the thought that she is being pleased and I'm not...well in the sence of climaxing that is, I'm getting plenty of pleasure while being down there! But with her being sexually satisfied and me left un-released and frustrated is HOT!
Something fun I like which I'm not sure what fetish it's classified under, perhaps it is its own fetish. I do love cookies and brownies, and I love Dommes too! But put them together sometimes and you get my favorite treat! This gives a Domme a chance to do what so many people have always wanted to do...mess with someones food! I love the surprise, I love getting a package of cookies in the mail and not knowing if they been messed with or not, or how they were made, the excitement intesifies after I'm done eating them and I talk to the Domme that sent them and even more so when I got the video or pictures of the making of! Leave it to me to come up with something weird like this lol
Well, this is all for now, I may come back later and add on to this =)
