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| if you choose to text speak when you message me, then you have give me consent to mock you. to not have this happen please use proper English. thank you and have a nice day.
Submissive female. not suicidal, stupid, lost, un-knowledgeable or weak. I do have a back bone and do on a occasion use it.
i like to cook, read, write, mess around on the computer, do paper crafts.
i don't like smoking, drinking, lies or people who tell them, jerks, the color pink, messes.
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i am a crazy, smart mouth, insecure, intelligent girl.
i have very little patience for people who don't know there heads from there buts.
if your mother never taught you how to treat a lady then don't message me.
thanks,
Nyte
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i'm looking for someone who will:
listen when i need to rant.
? ? ?i rant about a lot of things. i do not necessary want to change any of them. i just need some one to talk to.?
let me know that i am doing a good job.
? ? ?i am very insecure. so if i do something good you need to let me know. if i do something wrong you need to let me know. how can i fix something if i don't know what it is.
is not afraid to tell me to stop and think.
? ? ?my brain jumps for one thing to the next and when i start talking really fast and start to look like i might cry, i am about ready to have an attack. letting me know to stop, calm down, take a breathe,go for a walk...is something that can be needed. sometimes it happens and i don't realize it till it's to late to stop it.
let me know when i have gone to far,
? ? ?ok, i can act like the biggest brat in the world, i might not mean to. some times i get overwhelmed and start to act like a person half my age, or i sulk and glare at you and your innocent of what ever crime i said you did. as i said i might not mean to. just stop and talk to me and help me figure out what the real problem is.
to keep me on track and yet let me go off track when i need to.
? ? ?i change subjects. a lot, if we are talking just pull me back on the the subject at hand if it is important, other wise just let me run with the thought. i will get back to the topic at hand soon enough.
understand that just because i have ADD does not mean i can't focus, but that i can get lost in my thoughts.
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that i am not in it for any sexual reason and respect that.
? ? ?kind of self explanatory but as of now i don't want sex.
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You all with your self-rightness judgment of my life?
What gives you the right?
The law,
I laugh at that.
You see there us something you don?t realize
I am my own law
I am the judge,
Jury,
And executioner of my life.
Not you, not my mom,
Me!
If I choose to give up that right
To let someone else have that right
Then that is in my own fault.
So to the uninformed masses,
I say this:
Shut up, Grow up, and Go Home.
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Through the eyes of a child
It?s not fair
But then it never is
All the teachers
All the learning that they got
It couldn't prepare them
Could it?
It couldn't stop it
Or halt it
Or even control it?
The whirlwind that is I
All the promises and
All the lies
It was all too much
It was never enough
I tried
They didn?t
The whispers behind my back
The taunts, and jeers;
Even the teachers
Who are supposed to protect
and keep order;
Just walk away
Just ignore her
She?ll disappear soon
Yes Mrs. Mother
Well stop it
Don?t worry
Freak
Vampire
Weirdo
She has coodies
She?s creepy
No one likes you
Go away
No one wants? to play with a lesbian like you
It would be so much better if she were gone
I wish she would just leave forever
Would it?
Could it?
Was it?
I left
I hide
I never showed my face
But you still;
What did I ever do to you?
What could I have done to you?
I was only ten
Just barely out of childhood really
But I can't really blame you...can i?
No I can't
My only option left
Was silence
Did it make you happy?
Did you smile?
Was all that work
All that cruelty
All that heartache;
Was it worth it?
Did it finally make you feel better?
Like you were better,
More powerful?
Who was your next victim?
Never mind.
Not like it matters
They didn't help them either
I suppose
You can't see
You refuse to see
Just like the teachers
They all failed
Not only me
But you
And
Every
Other
Child
That
Was
Forgotten,
Lost,
And
Alone.
I hope you all are proud.
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| Age: 25 |
| Iligan CIty,
Philippines |
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