Sometimes I feel such despair, loneliness.. I feel lost..incomplete. I'm still in love with my former Dom. He doesn't want me anymore. I have to move on. I've tried. No one makes me feel like he does..I feel like life isn't worth living without him in it. Of course he doesn't like me for me to talk that way. I am supposed to be strong. But what if I'm not. If I can't. 

I appreciate everyone following my profile and asking me what's going on...yes I have had real life experiences...I've met several people and had a few short term d/s relationships. Obviously I want longer term. I am talking with someone now that I am excited about and 

I am looking forward and not looking back. I'm too hot to dwell on fake losers and that's all I will say about it. 

I'm really annoyed with subs contacting me...no I am not interested and never will be.

who is real, single, attractive, and is currently able to have and desires a long term live in sub/slave? Why is that so hard?