My Master has just booked his flight to the UK! I'm sooo excited! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee!

Am back in good old Blighty, but am missing my Master like crazy.  I loved being out there with him and had a wonderful time.  We're hoping that I can be out there for a longer period of time next year :)

I think OSJ for this one! Triskaidekaphobia

New word alert! Dacryphilia! Thank you MrA *winks*

Another day another year older.

Mixed feelings, the bad outweighing the good.  Sleepless nights not helping my emotional stability. I'm stressed and anxious and sad.  Many things on my mind. I need to sort out what to do with my house after breaking up my LTR, but will probably end up having to sell it, my sister is moving to Australia and I'm going to miss her and  her sons so much. I'm also returning to work after a long time off sick, and I know when I return there are going to be a lot of people asking questions about my wellbeing. I know most will have good intentions but some are just plain nosy and really couldn't give a crap - they just want to be in on things.  I'd really rather they would all leave me alone but I'd feel horrible and mean telling them that.

I really can't be arsed to do anything this year and wish today could be over already.

Courtesy of OSJ - Thank you :) xxx

Todays word of the day (i subscribe to it) is: unfettered A fetter is a chain or shackle for the feet (as on a prisoner), or, more broadly, anything that confines or restrains. The word derives from Middle English feter and shares a relationship with Old English fot, meaning foot. In current English unfettered typically suggests that someone or something is figuratively unchained, or unrestrained in progress or spirit. The poet John Donne is believed to have been the first to use unfettered in this way, in his 1601 work The Progress of the Soule: To an unfetterd soules quick nimble hast / Are falling stars, and hearts thoughts, but slow pac'd. Yum ;-)

I was just informed of this new word Santorum! Brilliant! Thanks Mr TS! *grins*

*Giggles wickedly* Argh! Must resist clicking on the buy button! My dream Meg outfit is within reach! Check the pics! *grins*

And another!!! Callipygian! *dances and shakes her booty*

Another new word!!! Pulchritudinous! Love it!

Ok I just saw this on a profile, and it REALLY PISSED ME OFF!

"Now there's something that has been ticking me off. All those subbies saying that their submission is a 'gift'. Thats a bit of crap if you ask me. what's a gift, it's something you give away to a person you like. Since submission is a part of who you are giving it away makes no sense whatsoever."

Yes, submission is a part of who we are! But it is for US to decide who should be HONOURED enough to receive it.  Since Doms hold our submission in trust, technically we could turn around and say that we're only LOANING you our submission, and may choose to withdraw it should we see fit.  So in a way, you are correct - it is not a gift, it is treasure to be looked after with care.

Wide awake and waiting for this night to be over... *sighs*  Well at least it's not long until my guilty pleasure starts on TV! Gotta love Judge Judy!!! *grins*

I got called a LADY Wordsmith today! *preens and pats hair*

Yay! I learnt a new word today!!!  Chutzpah!

I <3 learning new words

Thanks Mr Cerebral brainy brains! *grins*

I'm 32 - nearly 33 years old.  Is it wrong that I still enjoy things like crisp sandwiches?! *peers down at the crumbs on her plate*

Unfortunately my concern was well founded, but am very happy to hear from someone I was concerned about and know that she's ok xxxx

Ok, why do people find it so hard to be polite when making contact with someone. Do you seriously think I'll give my location and photo immediately to someone who can't be bothered to even say hello? I mean really?! You have been warned - be polite or you WILL face my subly wrath!!! Either that or waste seconds of MY precious time clicking on the delete button.  Yes I do have values for myself and why shouldn't I?  *glares around menacingly whilst sporting my baby pink away with the fairies t-shirt*

Ok, rather interesting. I've just had my submissiveness called into question because I dared to ask a slave if she was happy with new master after he arranged for her to contact me. 

Apparently according to the message I received from her new master this is not a submissive thing to do, and was even asked if I really was a female. Like a female submissive should not show concern or have empathetic feelings?! HAH!

Or i suppose it could have something to do with the fact that I had informed her that I wasn't for him or he for me that had his back up (I had already told him this from the very beginning).

I am now (happily) banned from his domain, but my concern for her has grown.  I wish her well, and am happy to give my support and perspective should she ever seek it.

Scrap my previous post - it doesn't matter how many fluffy clouds and rainbows there are if your dog farts and gasses you out of the room!  How ruuuuuuude!

My cerebral mind has three different areas which consist of the vanilla and mundane, the deviant and then the fluffy clouds and rainbows.  I'm currently with the latter, with my dog using my lap as a pillow, snoring and yipping away in her sleep, a mug of hot chocolate in my hands and listening to some good music (debatable).  As tired as I am, life isn't looking too bad this evening :)

Life's simple pleasures are to be enjoyed and made the most of when you can. Don't get caught with the negativity if you can let it go.

Ummm... ok mebbe listening to music is not such a good idea. Listening to Bobby Marleys now and all I'm doing is jammin' away on on the sofa...! *sighs and continues to jam away*

Nothing like a bit of Bruno Mars to cheer me up and get me writing! Woohoo!

Hooray! I remembered!

It had something to do with positivity! I think... *ponders*

Yes I'm pretty sure it had something to do with positivity! *Beams and looks around proudly*

I thought of something I wanted to mention here during my nocturnal watch, but then fell asleep and now I can't remember! *pouts* Hmmm... *burrows back under the duvet* Mebbe more sleep will hel... Zzzzzzzzz

Hello All,

Two things:

1) Thank you to those who contacted me offering support. It was much appreciated :)

2) Those of you with colourful profiles, please could you have a think about what colours you choose? I'm one of those people who actually reads them but if you present it in colours that make my eyes strain, then I'm tempted to skip it... Can you see where I'm going with this??? If you want more people to read your profile, please make it as easy as you can to read.

That is all. Class dismissed *flutters her fingers dismissively*

Hello again!

I had the delight of seeing a wonderful profile yesterday.  I would have posted the name on here straight away but was waiting for permission from this person.  For a profile that says NOTHING about him, it tells you a lot about him and his motives.

I would urge ALL subs to read it - experienced or not  as we can always do with a reminder of how to keep safe.

Please check out SIRsoutheast and read the profile! Yes it's a long read, but hey, it is most certainly worth it and can you honestly say that your safety is not worth a few minutes of your time?! DO IT! DO IT NOW! *starts shoving subs towards his profile*.

You do NOT want to encounter my subly WRATH! (yes I pinched that term from someone who accused me of it). I've also been accused of being bossy - how ruuuuude!  No idea why.... *mutters*

I'm interested in hearing opinions on this.  Now I've mentioned this to someone once already and have read something similar just now. Why should I use the titles Sir or Master if someone hasn't earned those titles from my lips?  Surely if I speak those titles off my own free will, it would mean more?  Just a thought.

Hello, another sleepless night, which is probably contributing to my mood at the moment.  I have a lot to think about.  I am definitely starting to realise that I have more submissiveness in me than I realised.  I like to make people happy, and I may sway under pressure, but on this I shall snap back and stand firm.  Firm in my desire to be sure of what I want and need.  This is too important for me to rush into, and my decision will not be made lightly and ultimately will be mine alone. It is for me to decide, not anyone else.