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WARNING: To institutions or individuals, You DO NOT have permission to use any of my profile, writings or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a violation of my privacy and copyright infringement laws and will be subject to legal ramifications.
I am a 39 year old Sadistic Dominant with daddy tendencies, who is interested in the exploration of the Master role.
I am married to a wonderful woman to whom I have known for practically half of life. Believe me that nothing or no-one can or will ever change that. We have a challenging yet wonderful life with two very intelligent children who continue to amaze us on a daily basis. An ideal life you say, and so then you ask yourself why don’t they kink together? Simply put it, it clashes greatly with the dynamics that are well established within our household. Due to my employment there are times where she has to assume the head of house and have complete control of daily activities and everything else. We do; however, occasionally, enjoy playing with each other every once and awhile.
We have been involved with kink for 7 almost 8 years now. Over that period I have met online and in person some wonderful people that I consider friends, that I have had the honor of calling my submissive, and some that I have looked up to as a mentor type figure. I have grown, and moved forward but yet I have stumbled backwards, but with the wonderful support of those I know I have been able to turn things into a learning experience. So I am where I am today.
I mentioned earlier that I am a sadist. There has never been a truer statement since I have been “openly kinky”. I like to hurt women (nicely and consensually of course). I like to torture body, mind, and soul. Screams, moans, tears, and at times drips of crimson (blood) are my aphrodisiacs, and knowing that the erotic pain that I apply to whom I am with is turned into a lustful sexual energy propels me into a trance of great mental and physical arousal. I cannot forget to mention tickling and orgasm control/denial. Over the years I have learned to control my “Top Space”. Meaning, what is negotiated is what is stuck to and absolute.
Am I boring you or intriguing you? Hopefully if you have made it this far interest has perked up.
I also mention that I have daddy tendencies. I say this because I also have a deep caring heart. I like to produce an atmosphere of trust, compassion, comfort, and non-judgment that allows for a mutual exploration of interests. I accept the responsibility of putting someone into subspace and taking care of the needs that follow.
What am I looking for? Honestly it depends on who I meet. It can be a regular playmate, a baby girl, a masochist slut yearning to be abused by a Sadist, a service minded submissive looking for her Dominant to give her a vacation from the stress of daily life, or a slave who wants to serve her Master whenever possible. It depends on the individual and how they identify. Initially it’s an attractive woman. She has to take care of herself. Nails should be done (fingers and toes should match), hair done, make up done, overall presentation should be of a lady. Age does not matter. What does matter is the amount of maturity. Don’t get me wrong, I am not looking for a shrewd but not someone who makes decisions that can endanger themselves or who they are with. Take life seriously, it’s the only one we get. Work hard; play hard, but return to a focused course. She must have or be curious about exploring masochistic tendencies. I do not mind starting of slow and easy building up to the more intense things at a pace that she is comfortable with. Will a relationship develop? Again that is something that will take a considerable amount of time to invest, and will involve great discussion should she choose to submit to me.
Before anything (sex or a play date) happens there are a few things that I need to happen first. First the exchange of messages on sites, such as this. Then if there seems to be enough commonalities of interest and like between the two of us we could move to more private messaging for example texting and phone conversations. If interests continue to build I like to arrange a very public, and very safe date over coffee or a meal to see if there is a physical spark that matches the mental one that has hopefully developed by this time. Then after that we can discuss what happens next.
Don’t forget I mentioned I am married. With that being said, she must also understand that I cannot see her every day. I do like to maintain contact on a daily basis though through text messaging and phone calls. I also like her to be friends with my wife. I am not talking about the two of them being BFF’s but maybe a lunch or a munch here and there. They key here is if anything happens to me good or bad there is an open channel of communication between the two where information can flow without being misconstrued or not given.
I know it’s a lot to take in. But I have to put it all out there in the beginning and be honest about me, who I am, what I am, and what I want. That way you/she knows what they may be getting into.
I thank you for taking the time to read my about you section. If you would like to know more, I welcome you to read some of the things I have written, and write me a message.
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