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Hello,
About me I am currently a student being paid by the government to go to school, through the use of the GI bill. I am er military and have been out for about 7 years this summer. I have to use my benefits and graduate (about 3 years to go) within the next 10 years. So thats what I am pursuing, because we all gotta eat, and that costs money. A college education also opens up doors to a variety of jobs that also pay more than most non-graduate jobs, etc. so thats my vanilla plan should I not find an owner very soon.
I desire to be owned as property, and wish to experience true slavery. As my name implies, I am looking for a one way in, no way out life. I have not experienced the more painful aspects of BDSM, but I have been kinky for the past 9 years or so.
I sometimes think it would be kinky if I were to find another submissive who would agree to marry me, so we as a couple could be enslaved together. Barring that far fetched scenario, I only bring myself, and offer myself willingly into consensual slavery.
I am seeking to be used (if I can take my pick) as one or all of the following- to be trained in multiple roles as a pain slave (would need to be trained because at the moment I am not a big fan of pain), as a degraded dehumanized slave, or as a pleasure slave. While writing about this, I was thinking I might be dehumanized to better serve as an o.bject, should that be in your grand plan.
As I understand it, as a pain slave I would be in constant pain and misery. My pain is my owners pleasure. My pleasure is nonexistent. I would live for the pleasure I can give to my owners with my screams, tears, and colored body with welts and bruises and scars.
As a dehumanized degraded slave, my purpose would be whatever my owner demanded. I might be a gimp forced to wear tight latex, I may serve as a full time human toilet and trash disposal (organic only), or I may become a true nonhuman pet such as a dog or pony. Whatever use my owner decided thats what I would train to become.
As a pleasure slave I would also be in chastity as even my pleasure is at my owners pleasure and timing, not my own. My tongue would become my sex instrument to be trained to skillfully use it to pleasure my Owners sex and ass. I may be queened with hyxiation play or give a thorough ass rimming. My boi pussy would be used as a one hole would be used for my owners pleasure.
In whichever scenario, I am in differing levels of pain, humiliation, and torment. Everything a true slave needs to feel fulfilled, cherished, and used.
Sound too good to be true? I am for real, and (provided Corona virus gets controlled) I am willing and able to meet in real life if required. I do not presently have a passport so I am looking primarily in the United States.
I have experienced some BDSM but nothing as harsh (sadistic in my mind) as this profile shows. So I say I desire no limits but unless you want a broken slave I think I would need to be trained to have no limits. An athlete does not win the Olympics overnight, he has to work hard to achieve his goals. So I too, would not become the no limits super slave right from the get go, despite how I described this profile.
My male driven fantasy that keeps me eroticized time and time again is living as a no limits, no rights, no release slave in a Ownerslave relationship. I think about the erotic thought of being caged in a dog cage at night and being used for filthy things my owner feels I need. Treated in humiliating and emasculating ways, being treated lower than a dog, using my mouth and asshole as a sex tool and keeping me firmly and agonizingly locked up.
In another, I have my outside job and at home I live as that slave. But you should know things I like and dislike so you can use these things against me as is your right. For pleasure or punishment. And Im sure youll figure out during play which things I like or dislike fairly quickly. I wouldnt say Im a masochist, but Id like to think I can compartmentalize pain.
As for household skills, I am a whiz at Excel if you ever need an awesome spreadsheet....my mother raised me to participate in household chores and although I know how to clean, cleaning isnt my favorite thing to do. I do enjoy to cook and bake and would be a decent helper in the kitchen or your chef if you are not cooking inclined. I dont mind washing dishes, and I like the smell of grass. I am not a mechanic and know very little of motors, and am not competent to change oil. Id recommend you find someone with those kinds of skills like an auto mechanic or a mans man, but I never took a liking to mechanical things.
In the past I have written erotic stories, and as you can see by this post, it isnt short. I enjoy to be the one to turn you on and give you pleasure. As you are receiving pleasure, I am also reveling in yours.
I am currently wearing panties, as thats is what my past Mistress had me wear and I never bought new underwear. And I have no desire to do so, these things are way to comfortable to NOT wear. I am no longer embarrassed to wear them, though when I first started out that wasnt the case.
I wouldnt say that Im a cross dresser, but I also wouldnt say Id be opposed to doing more, behind closed doors, if that is your wish. And I also wouldnt say I look effeminate to come close to passing, even with a wig. But Id leave that opinion to be your own IF you ever want to dress me. Again, I am not seeking to be feminized, but I am not opposed to it.
On my profile, I will list the things I enjoy, and also the things that are my current limit. Limits are meant to be changed, in my opinion, and as I seek to be a no limits slave, I want to expand my current limits and do more. Life is short, lets be kinky! With that said, dont be afraid to send me a message if I dont have your kink listed. I have tried feminizing things, though that isnt listed and I am not against trying, it just isnt on my wishlist because Ive already tried it. I also dont have some of the more extreme painful things as kinks because 1) I havent tried them and 2) they sound painful.
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