Feminized Cuck hubby

Here is my shopping list. Please don't stop here, there is so much more to discover. I am a natural sub, with experience and manners. I am employed, clean, attractive and happy

Never sex 

Permanent chastity 

Teasing and denial 

24/7 

obedience and submission 

Oral sex on Dommes Demand 

Serving as a maid/butler 

Cuckolding  

Forced Feminization behind closed doors and under street clothes.  

Humiliation  

Objectification

Cages

Anal play 

Anal dilation 

forced homosexuality 

Fisting and insertion play 

Body modification  

Cages 

CBT 

Toilet play ( at your request only )

My ideal situation would be to be the primary slave to a Domme, serving as a live in slave, and eventual cuck husband.

What this means to me;

We live together, the house and all of its belongings.. Including me (yay) belong to You.

My bank card and financial information are yours.

My income goes to You in its entirety.

I am responsible for maintaining a full time job and suitable income unless you decide  otherwise.

I am Your servant, maid and butler, mechanic and beating post.

I will cook and clean to Your specifications and will be on call at all times. 

I will serve anyone that enters Your house as directed. 

I am very handy and can build high quality bondage gear, or modify the existing structures to Your needs.  

I do have some personal desires that I hope matches with my Domme.

Sex is too good for a slave. To penetrate it's Domme assumes that he is equal to Her, which is not the case.

While I remain abstinent and frustrated, You actively and openly pursue sexual partners who are not necessarily aware of the slave listening silently from the closet to the pleasures that it's denied entirely.

Orgasms are a method of control and manipulation. They lead to disobedience and complacency. The drive and desire to achieve orgasm should be used to further drive me into submission.. Please :) 

I have a particular affinity to providing anal worship. It shows my place in the world, and is the greatest reward that as a slave, I believe that I deserve.  

On a whole I absolutely love providing oral sex and worship. My tongue is pierced for a reason. Making a woman cum from my tongue turns me on incredibly.. Combined with 

chastity I would drive myself crazy within a week just by making you cum.  

As a servant, I have been trained in a 3 tier protocol system that I have found to be easily adapted to meet even the strictest of needs.  

I am capable of the most relaxing massages, from head to toe. I can provide pedicures and manicures with average efficiency, and can do that French thing?  

I work best when under complete control, I feel most comfortable when I know exactly what to do and how to do it to Your satisfaction. Rules, instructions and protocol are very welcome in my life.  

As for frequency of one on one play.. Outside of the daily service.. I would like to play all of the time of course. Once every few weeks is perfectly acceptable, at first.  

As time goes on, the frequency of play will be set to Your needs. If that involves coming home to cook, clean, and be locked in a cage in the basement until I go back to work then so be it. I hope to be a larger part of your life, even if it is as a foot rest.  

I did mention toilet play. I love the degradation of it. However that can be achieved in so many ways. 

Yes I'm a Perv. Sorry.. It had to be in here somewhere right?  

I am a bit embarrassed to admit this, but I am a huge anal slut! I love to be filled up and I especially love to be stretched deep and wide! I do play with myself this way fairly often. I would love to find someone that would like to see just how big of a strap on my ass can take.. And then go a size bigger :P  

I have and continue to have stronger orgasms through anal play without stimulating my cock. S L U T hehe

 I do enjoy the idea of being permanently denied an orgasm through penile stimulation. Teasing and denial, empty promises that end up in punishment, and manipulation into longer and longer "terms" of chastity.  Is there someone out there that could get more excited by knowing that She has a chastised, permanently denied slave waiting at home will She gets her needs met elsewhere? Could this spiral into a long term denial situation?  

 Am I crazy? Probably. I want this, and I'm willing to put it out there.