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Connections
I know a strange preface to my writing about my first scene, but those connections are what got me there. I never knew I was capable of meeting so many people I really liked in such a short period of time.
I have attended some munches. I attended my first Whimper munch in August or September of last year and then attended both the munch and play party in October. I knew a few people by then so I was relatively comfortable. I enjoyed watching different scenes , but I watched one particular M/s couple have a very intense scene. **I liked the Master’s technique so I filed that away for the time thinking I would enjoy playing with someone like that.
My life was a roller coaster since then. I was able to attend the Gwinnett munch but only sporadically, until the first of the year. I have been going to the Up in Cumming munch primarily since then. I attended 1763 weekend before last. I almost got to play, but it didn’t work out. I decided I was going to try Whimper for my first bona fide scene. I went through my friend’s list and found Lord Cailleach and remembered watching him and Aoibhneas in October. I read his profile very thoroughly and decided to contact him about doing a scene with me. We started chatting over a week ago on a regular basis. He invited me to his energy workshop so I could learn more about energy. The topic was relationships and it was great for me! I made a good connection with another sub and really enjoyed the evening.
It was also a great opportunity to get to know Lord Cailleach and Aoibhneas. Lord Cailleach informed me we would be playing at Whimper on Saturday. I was so excited! I was finally going to get to see if this is what I wanted.
In the process of talking with Lord Cailleach I invited other friends along. It was crazy how things blossomed. By the time we all congregated at Shoney’s after the munch there were 10 of us! I was so happy to have all these special people together!
After our trip to Walmart we all arrived at the Whimper party. I got to watch Lord Cailleach and Aoibhneas play and enjoyed it thoroughly. Then it was my turn! I was so excited (a little nervous), but not too bad. I was cuffed to the leather lattice at my wrists and tied at my ankles as well.
We had discussed that what I wanted to try most was floggers. Lord Cailleach started off nice and slow which was good so that I could get familiar with the way the floggers feel. It was way better than I had expected. He tried different floggers for a while and I got floaty one time. I could not hear anything other than the sound of the floggers hitting me. I was focused on the feel of that and it was great! I don’t know exactly what distracted me, but I came out of that. Lord Cailleach then switched to a dragon tail and unfortunately after a few licks I was bleeding so we had to stop for a bit until that was fixed. After he got bandaids on me we continued with some flogging and he also did some bare-handed spanking and paddling through my pants. I called yellow a few times, but once due to a cramp in my leg. The scene ended naturally and I was so satisfied with the results. I was floating until I got home last night and don’t think I truly came down until I fell asleep. I am very proud of my marks! I never understood it completely until I had my own.
I made an excellent choice for who I wanted to do my first scene with. I am so grateful to Lord Cailleach and Aoibhneas for agreeing to this and I look forward to playing with him and her in the future.
I feel like there was a reason for all of this. My friends all coming together, meeting new people, having my first scene with an amazing Top. I have needed this to pull out of an abyss I have been in, over a year being unemployed, and romantic life being non-existent for several months. Talk about an overdose of happy in one day! And it all began with me contacting Lord Cailleach about doing a scene. |
