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I am so grateful that thanksgiving is finally over! Daddy knew i was dreading this day so he thought it would be fun to distract me. Unfortunately his plan didn't execute well.
I was to wear the butt plug i purchased the other day in my ass all day while i was with the family and excuse myself every 40 min to fuck myself in the ass pulling the plug in and out 3 times.
Getting it in was challenging. He told me when i insert it, to lay down and relax, which i did. Didn't work. Started to masturbate thinking about the night before when i showed up wearing a dress that just barely covered my ass and my mink. I walked in he grabbed me by my hair threw me over the couch and fucked my pussy. then he brought me to his bed. I am so thankful that my daddy is so talented fucking sluts, but then i orgasmed without permission. I couldn't help myself having such a huge cock impaling my wet and horny pussy with such talent.
I started to get wet and brought myself to the edge working on my orasm control. Feeling more relaxed i tried to insert the plug again with about a half bottle of lube. I screamed when the end of the mushroom finally passed my tight asshole. i added more lube and prayed.
The pain was so intense, i'd do anything not to have to bend over at my folks. They don't have a lock in their bathroom so i was nervous everytime i went in someone would open the door and see me bent over the sink with my ass in thier face fucking myself with thing. It didn't matter how much lube i used it was painful. the second time i went to the bathroom, i noticed my ass was bleeding. I am nausated by the intense pain going through me at this point. just to be picked on by my brother and uncle. I finally asked my uncle why i am always picked on and my cousins all said "cause i am such an easy naive gullable target, its fun."
i take my brother's and my dog for a walk and by this time the pain is so intense. I get back and at this point i just can't fuck myself anymore, its too painful and i am bleeding pretty bad. So i put it back in and sucked up the pain. Daddy wants a painslut and i want to please him, the only problem is i am so sensitive that i can't endure much. I am beginning to think it might be a good idea if he gets a second slave to be his painslut and i'll be his cumslut.
I was told last night not to call daddy on his cellphone anymore so i could't call and ask permission to remove the plug. It didn't matter anyway, problem was, that even if i had permission to take it out, i had no where to put it. I decide to leave the party.
Nana wanted to go with me because she was tired. She collapes as we put her in the car and can't breathe. We are discussing taking her to the ER. oh i couldn't of handled that. She insists on going home. I take her home all the while wiggling to find a sec of comfort while driving her. She notices and i told her i had hemmorriods. Finally dropped her off and i couldn't get home fast enough to get this thing out of me.
All i can say is i am thankful that this thanksgiving is over! I think i might leave the country for xmas...the pain of the plug still doesn't compare to the pain of my family. |
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Daddy finally gave me permission to masturbate and orgasm once today. I laid on my bed with my legs wide open fantasizing about being slutted out to Daddy’s friends and it took less than a minute for me to squirt cum all over the place requiring me to change my sheets. The anticipation is killing me…Oh I hope Daddy calls his buddy soon to schedule this slut to be so humiliated while servicing his friend…. |
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This gang-bang Daddy is setting up has gotten me so excited, My two fantasies I've always wanted to experience are being gang-banged by at least 15 men...and being fuck hard by a dog ... having not only serve a Master but his dog as well.
While updating the profile announcing the gang-bang, i removed almost all my likes/dislikes. Because i got it really doesn't matter if i like or not. If it's what my Daddy wants, its what is. That actually excites me more. |
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The humiliating shopping trip last night got me so hot and bothered, I couldn’t sleep. I most definitely want to experience the humiliation of being fucked by a dog and I hope my Daddy finds one soon to fuck me.
I am so horny right now it’s a struggle for me to focus on being productive. I am desperate for some release. I can’t wait to start my slut training and Daddy is currently making arrangements for me to start fucking men. He is doing a great job of turning a proper girl into a naughty slut. I’ve experienced that some fantasies should remain fantasies and although physically I am excited, emotionally I am very nervous about his plans for me. I do keep thinking how will I know for sure what I want / don’t want without experience.
So far, my decision to explore being a sex slave has been everything I hoped for. I am to the point I want to surrender even more power over to my daddy, and I am fantasizing about wanting to surrender completely to him, but there is something holding me back and I am struggling with communicating to Daddy what it is. |
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I just returned home from a shopping trip Daddy wanted to do. I was instructed to buy an anal plug that I must keep inside my ass on thanksgiving while I am with my family (and fuck myself with it every 40 mins). He wanted me to purchase a certain type they didn’t have and a salesman asked if I needed some help. Oh it was so painful to have a man help me pick out an anal plug, then he started in on the discussion of the right lubricant and I just couldn’t take the embarrassment anymore. Since the type of plug I was instructed wasn’t available, I called Daddy to see what he wanted me to purchase instead, I dreaded making the phone call as I was already so humiliated I had a feeling he’d make me say something or do something just to make it worse. My prayers were answered, I got voicemail, however I was still unsure which plug to purchase so I bought two.
I was also instructed to purchase various sizes of condoms. I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to get the large or extra large Magnums and I was supposed to buy regular size for guys with small dicks. I couldn’t stand the embarrassment of buying so many boxes of condemns in addition to two different types of anal plugs in one place…so I got creative. I bought one box at the sex store, one at Walgreens, and one at Safeway. So now I have a lot of condoms. (BTW- they are the exact same price at all 3 locations although Walgreens they are on sale this month- it was worth spending the extra $4 dollars at Safeway rather than to endure the humiliation of purchasing so many condoms at once)
Daddy has been making calls/appointments for me to service men. After I purchased the condoms it hit me that now I’ll actually be using them on different men. I have more condoms in my possession than men I’ve fucked in my life. I am excited about being a slut and also very nervous. I am partially hoping I am not allowed to cum while servicing these men as I embarrass easily and when I squirt with pleasure (especially when I make a big mess after multiple) after the fact I am horrified. I love orgasms and once I get to a point, I can’t control them, as Daddy recently experienced, but I would hate for strange men to see what cum slut I am. Maybe this is all a mind fuck, maybe it’s real. I’ll know soon enough.
I just know one thing, I do love my Daddy’s cock and desperately want it inside my pussy. I love feeling him inside me. His body so close to me. I miss his touch. So I’ll do what he says, no matter how painfully humiliating and embarrassing it is, hoping I’ll be rewarded with all 3 holes being fucked by Daddy’s hard cock. |
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Last night Master wanted me to come over to suck his cock. I was surprised when I came over he made me dinner and we watched a movie. I must admit i was very disappointed that i didn't get to suck his cock…I love his cock in my mouth.
I was instructed that I am never allowed on the furniture but must kneel at his feet, so i spent the evening on the floor. I didn't mind the experience except when he called his dog up on the couch. I was aware at that moment of a few things:
· I was jealous of a dog. I wanted to feel cherished, not sure if that’s appropriate or not for a slave. I was aching for him to touch me, not really in a sexual way. I just want to feel the touch of his hand on my head and pet it as he did his dog.
· Images of the pure humiliation of the dog eating me out the night before got me excited again. Wanting not only to be Masters slut, but to be his dogs slut too.
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Nov 22, 2008-
I met Master DenverSadist for the first time last night. He had me park at a Wallgreens parking lot, get out of my car and wait with my head bowed. He took put a pillowcase over my head, handcuffed me, and put me in the car to take me to his house. My heart was racing with excitment and nerous but my pussy was getting wetter and wetter.
Driving to his house, he asked me what i wanted him to do to me and be specific. It's one thing to type it in an email or IM but to verbally say i wanted to be fucked like slut was the hardest thing i've ever said.
Upon arriving to his house, i was instructed to remove all my clothes except my blouse. He blindfolded me and put cuffs on my ankles and wrists. I was then told if i don't listen or disobey i will be severely punished with paddle in such a tone i thought "no shit, he's serious". At which point i am now excited, curious, nervous, and scared to death to fuck up.
After i was given the rules, he restrained me spread eagle in a very uncomfortable position which soon turned into excruciating pain. In my mind i saying i can do this, i can take this, He enjoys pain sluts, i want to please him. However, he realized that i was in agony and pointed out its my responsiblity to let him know when it gets to that point. I struggled with that because i wanted to please him and take what he delivered but also consider my own safety.
After that, he played with me bring me to edge and not allowing me to cum. Finally i couldn't take it anymore and i did cum while he was furiously fucking me with a dildo. I knew the consquences were the the paddle, but i'd feel worse inside if i lied to him so i fessed up. He was upset, untied me and gave me a pillow which i thought was to scream in for disobeying.
rather than punishing me, he allowed me to suck his cock. I loved that. it was such a perfect cock. Loved feeling it get harder and harder in my mouth while praying he would fuck me with it. Which he did, very very well. I was told not to cum but at this point, i couldn't restrain anymore, his cock inside my wet horny pussy was incredible. I not only orgasmed he gave me over 10 orgasms where i squirted cum everywhere. He had me turn over and took me in the ass. Oh dear god i came even more.
I was left there with my legs wide open full of cum and allowed his dog to clean me up. the pure shame of it all excited me to no end. i tried (not too hard) to wiggle the dog away. I nearly came again not only because it felt goob but just by the humilation of enjoying having the dog eat my ass and pussy. Then he made me say i enjoyed which almost lead to another squirting orgasm.
Well this is just the beginning of the ride, i am excited to experience the next step in this adventure. |
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| Age: 26 |
| Austin,
Australia |
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