If you’ve gotten to the point on my profile where you’re taking the time to read a journal entry, chances are I’ll most likely talk to you because you aren’t some shallow asshole who thinks he can just tell me he owns me and be done with it.
My name is Nicole. I never give out my last name on the internet for obvious reasons, so Vengeance as my last name will have to do for now. :] I take my job very seriously, and I’m currently in school studying music marketing and management. My life goal is to open up my own recording studio.
Music is my first love. It is the most important thing in my life for several reasons. When I was a child, it took me to another world. I would try and figure out what the instruments in the song were, and how they worked together to make the song. When I was in school, band was the only outlet I had for making friends. It was the one place where people wouldn’t judge me because I was a big girl. They judged me on how I played, and it motivated me to get better. Now, after all those years have passed, music has been the one thing that I look back and see has been there for me consistently. It’s been there on my best days and my worst days, and even though it’s forever changing, it will ALWAYS be there.
Animals are another love of mine. Not a creepy have sex with my dog love, but I have more compassion for animals than I do for humans. Humans are cruel and selfish. Animals are loving and gentle, until you piss them off. I’m sick of vegetarians, though. I’m glad you made a life choice that you think is the right path for you. But don’t try and justify it with the fact that humans shouldn’t eat animals. Bitch, we ARE animals. Animals in the wild eat each other all the time. It’s part of nature. Yes, it makes me sad that my steak comes from an adorable cow, but I know that steak can provide my body with things it needs for survival, so back off and eat a piece of chicken. I should clarify that I don't dislike vegetarians. Only the ones who try to shove their opinions down your throat. (This has been added because people get butthurt about people voicing their opinions.)
I’m a very open minded person, but I’m also very opinionated. I can be extremely girly at times, and really nerdy others. If you have questions for me, I’ll answer them.
I’m listed as a submissive. This does not mean that I will submit to you the first day we meet. I’d like for someone to actually get to know me and figure out what I’m okay with rather than try and force me in to submission. That’s not how I do things. I’m a very loving, caring individual. All I want to do is please the person I’m with, whether they’re my owner or not. I just love to make people happy. I want a relationship of sorts. I won’t simply be a sex toy. I will gladly let someone use me for their pleasure, but I don’t just give it up to anyone who wants to dominate me.
I am a person with feelings, thoughts, and flaws. If you can’t accept that, I’m not the submissive for you.
I tend to shy away from relationships with men who are over a decade older than me. It grosses me out, but I’ll gladly be friends with you. :]
Anyways, send me a message. I’d much rather Skype or talk on Yahoo, so ask for those.
