I am looking for someone who finds joy in my tears and screams.

Dear Sir,

I am Nikki- Who is she? That is so unclear to me right now. I am not a modern woman. I am looking for a man to complete me and the more sexually controlling and sadistic he is ...... well I would love to know myself better. I know I need sophistication and I know I need pain (physical and emotional).

I accept a little (or a lot of pain) as I know it is what you need and what I need to make you happy... I am a sub. I am never happy unless you are.

I am looking for someone who finds joy in my tears and screams... and is just as completed by my sighs and moans. I want to be both used and taken care of.

No, I should say my only requirements are to be used and taken care of.... My wants really don’t matter.... I don’t want an abusive male but it is the only kind that makes me hot and wet and a total whore slut dog. That is who I am today; a total slut whore dog.

Give me the scene I want and I will give you? Well Sir what would you like? All of my holes are open and forced and helplessis how I love it best.