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Fly me to the moon let me sing among the stars let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars in other words baby kiss me. Fill my heart with song let me sing forever more. Sigh great song |
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I see my small abscence has not changed for things here well i am back please message
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Where is frank sinatra when I nees him I could use his voice at this minute some pleasent listening to my ears. |
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Where is frank sinatea when I nees him I could use his voice at this minute some pleasent listening to my ears. |
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What did I ever do to you?, that you should treat me this way? Though i'd love to rule in hell here oh how I miss the taste of heaven its soft and cool embrace. If I was a big boy I wouldn't cry but since I'm not a big boy I guess I will have to close my eyes and picture what its like. I'm just like you I'm made by he despised by they Im nearly human pity me me I'm almost a human be these tears are real I'm jealousy ik spite I'm hate to the core I'm mean I'm nearly human pity me I'm almost a human being. |
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Well a boring end of the year and a boring start to the new cheers I have explored the outskirts here and that of orlando and revsntly went back to vissit some areas and friends in new york yet I find myself terriably bored and unfullfilled and sad it seems though that I have found myself in the bdsm my own dark damp dungeon of this world I cannot keep muself entertained and would rather be qorking then spend another dual moment with the bdsm communnity there is only one who could underatand my paine the withering of my heart and how cold my feelings grow sigh even now this area affects the art of my words it seems thwre is nothing left for me here or in this coil that is my life I should just bare it untip I find the fleah that zates my appetite oh how my teeth and claws hunger for you
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The passions that drive us should be the ones we respect and admire. To feel contempt for ones own motovations is a vulgar thing. Too often it seems i have succumbed to less then admirable compulsions driven by this furriously reprehensible machine of mine. So many things inside that i can do without desires and urges and what not. So exstraneous by the time i write in this journal again i hope to be as cold as the moon that lights this page. -Niji |
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well these past few weeks have been terriably and painefully dull and boring missed three great bdsm events and was my own doing i believe that there is a part of me that if i see a bit of the company that i will be keeping that night my side fights to go which is weird cuase they were special events i would of enjoyed *shrugs* my bad wish there were folks to chat with at least |
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its alright you`ll be fine, baby im in control take the paine take the pleasure im the master of both. close your eyes not your mind let me into your soul im gonna work you until your totally blown. no escaping when i start once im in i own your heart theres no way to ring the alarm so hold on until it over |
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what happened to the old rocka billy days the classic cars music lol guess my music and hair from the nineties will have to do |
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The darkness must go down the river of nights dreaming , another uninteresting evening and appear other communnity members i relly enjoy the company of seem to grow distant and leave am i to fade? |
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Boys boys boys , i like boys in cars boys boys boys love boys who by me drinks in bars. we love them lol well another dual and quiet night not a damn body of flesh to tease or anyone to talk with |
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mmm need entertaiment and mental stimulation |
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as i sit here content drinking coffee from my mug (smells so invitting in the morning) as the beam of sun peeks through a crack in the blinds and the aroma of coffee creamer filling the air i finally sit with my mug sipping back the coffee listening to the last cricket of the dawn i cannot help but think what a fullfilling and wonderfule evening i had talking to a interesting fellow and as the chirping fades with the rissing dawn and the last drop of coffee has been had i think how will i entertain myself |
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Well i am glad to have so many excentric friends to play with and talk to and glad i am missed when gone Mmmm love my excentric friends now if i can only lure the velvet teu from tokyo decandence for some needle fun i do love me a asian man yum |
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well horriable few months ran into financial issues so now i am looking for a new place to stay peferbly in florida or orlando and willing to negotiate terms so if you want a dom floating around let me know |
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Pets, slaves, subs whatever they choose rember doms and or people who are pretending they are mor then that they are people to just not a tool for your amusment they have needs aswell |
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I am gonna break your heart and get away with murder, I can't control myself i feel like someone else. I am going to break your heart and get away with murder. There is a mystery inside my head it was you dripping all in red, did i hurt you let me make it safe and sound. Can you feel me breathing down your neck? Your just a perfect little human wreck but i like you enough to destroy you and tear you down. |
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I Will Destroy You, You Know who you are, Any ways hope the new year has been well for everyone
-best wishes, Niji |
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do not be distressed what i say on my profile i know some have a bit trouble when approaching me cause i seem intimedating and i heard this more then once specially where i live now this being so i do have a heart and i am a nice person if you just want to meet and not do a thing or hang out i am fine with that i am and proball one of few doms on this site with a heart still and more interested in equal treatment then in fullfilling my desires and wishes, what i care about is fullfilling both mine and the others and in most cases just there so please do not be afraid to approach you do not have to always see me as a sir we are better friends then that now ;) |
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I am not here for your entertainment or questions i have already chosen to answer you are my toy and you are mine to take and break down if you do not like it go fuck yourself cause i will not waste my time now on the other hand if you wish to go through it all i can be a very sensual and nice dome and fullfill your every twisted desire of punishment and break you into new ones, Show me respect and talk accordinly or i will break you if you can understand this then i can be very rewarding and fullfilling to you |
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I'll pull you up and push you right back in your place
I'll take you down and wipe that smile right off your face
I'll watch you break, you're mine to take, don't blink, you just might miss it!
It's all or nothing, nowhere left to run, are you ready for the last fight?
Get ready with the war cry!
Let me hear you scream like you want it!
Let me hear you yell like you mean it!
If you gotta, GO DOWN!
GO LOUD!
GO STRONG!
GO PROUD!
GO ON!
GO HARD OR GO HOME!
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