On May 5, 2010, the life that I thought I had was completely desimated.  I was not the victim of a hurricane or tornado but the complete destruction of all that I knew to that point had still occurred.  For the next two weeks I pretty much cried all the time, I could not sleep, I could not eat, and if I tried to eat just felt completely sick.  I thought that my life was pretty much over, including my sex life.  I thought, I can't even remember the last time I had sex with my husband and now I would never be with anyone again.  I thought that my life and my sexual life were both over.  There had been signs for a few months and I had known that something was not right but I could not have prepared myself for everything that occurred on that day.  The first two weeks were horrible, the third week was not much better, and then the fourth week found me looking up some information on Craigslist for my husband.  He was wanting to find out if his partner was advertising or as I know it now posting on CL.  He had told me what to look up and which categories to pick, well we didn't find any postings that led to him but we had led me to some very interesting information.  So I looked up some information in the category I thought might be promising.  Each time I read a posting I would close it and not think another thought about it until I read one in particular.  It was completely different from any of the other postings.  For one it was very intelligently written and was not a come hither sort of posting.  I think I read it at least a dozen times and was so aroused by the content.  I could not stop thinking about the posting but at the same time I had never responded to anything like that so I closed it and I tried to walk away but I kept thinking about it and something inside me just kept taking me back to it.  I went to bed that night thinking about the posting and wanting so strongly to answer.  I woke up the next morning and immediately began thinking about it, I remember going staight to the computer and pulling it back up just to read it again and again and again.  Something inside me would not let me walk away.  I tried to answer the posting but for some reason it would not go through, I tried 4 times and I thought it is just not meant to be so I tried to walk away again but something kept my mind on that posting as if pushing me to reply.  So I tried again but this time using the copy and paste method.  I typed in a short note and stared at it for a long time, took a deep breath and hit send.  I thought, okay it is done, I will not hear from him but it is done and I could put it behind me.  I kept my email pulled up but walked away.  I was still thinking about that posting but knew that I had done all I could do.  Then a little while later I went to the computer and checked the inbox.  My chest became tight and I covered my mouth to keep from gasping as I saw a (1).  I just thought OMG!  I spent the afternoon in email heaven as I conversed with this man and by the end of the evening we had planned to meet.  I was so excited and nervous but agreed.  This week celebrated one year of meeting my amazing DOM, friend, lover, and Master.  I honestly don't think that I could have survived this year without him.  When he smiles, the rest of the world and all the concerns and worries I feel just disappear and all that matters is him and what I can do and learn to do to please him.  I had never imagined myself a submissive, slut, or slave but here I am and I am enjoying every minute of it.  I am completely his and my body responds to him in ways that I didn't even realize were truly possible. 

I can hardly wait until I see my Master again.  My body aches for him during the time between our encounters.  My lungs crave the essence of him, my hands crave the touch of his skin, my mouth craves the taste of him, my eyes crave the sight of him, my ears crave the sound of his voice and moan and laugh, my entire body craves the excitement of being with him and to be taken by him.  Not just the pleasure of his cock, and I do mean pleasure as I have never known that being with a man could feel this amazing, but of every sensation he provides.  From the moment he takes me in his arms for the first kiss of the evening and to feel his hands and arms on me and the first bite to my shoulder, to being guided to the chair where my Master sits and once I am blindfolded and kneel down in front of him and the intense sensations begin.  Not knowing what is coming makes it all the more sweet, I have almost orgasmed in that position the sensations are so heightened.  The first time we did this I could not believe the intensity of everything, it was not something that I had expected.  I enjoy those evenings when we start on the bed or in the chair and skip the blindfold and I get to start providing body worship immediately.  When I slide my hands under his shirt to feel his chest and then move my attention to his legs just to tease for a moment before caressing his amazing cock and of course begin planting kisses and nibbles everywhere moving from his chest to his inner thighs even before the clothes have come off.  Then the reveal of his gorgeous body begins as I remove his shirt and pants before first kissing the head of his cock and then taking his cock in my mouth and I hear my Master exhale.  My entire body starts to ache in anticipation.  I also enjoy the moments immediately after we have both orgasmed when his amazing cock rests inside my pussy and his weight is completely on me and I can allow my hands to caress his back while feeling his breath on my chest and neck as my legs are still intertwined with his.   The complete ecstacy of that moment is something I wish I could bottle.  Between our encounters I will catch myself smiling for no reason except of the thought of him.

An amazing evening with my gorgeous DOM.  I enjoy providing him every form of oral pleasure that I can think of, I know that may sound strange to some but I truly do enjoy that.  I like the signs that his amazing cock provides that let me know that I am doing the right things.  To feel the vein on the top portion of his amazing cock become engorged as my upper lip slides up and down his cock, to feel the additional surge of firmness when I take his cock deep in my throat and at the same time massage the back of his cock with my tongue, to hear my DOM moan in approval as I kiss and lick his thighs, and all the while moving my hands to every part of his body that is within reach.  I enjoy rubbing his legs as I move down to his feet and then massaging, kissing and licking his feet and planting nibbles on his toes.  Then as he turns over and I kiss his butt, then little nibbles until I move towards the rim and again I hear the most arousing sound I can think of as another approving moan is made by my gorgeous DOM.  As I start moving my tongue around the rim and over his perfect ass, I am thrilled to feel my DOM moving under me - a perfect sign that I am doing the right things and then as he reaches around and runs his fingers through my hair my body completely ignites and I am so aroused for him that my entire body aches to be taken.  With a twist of his body, his amazing cock is revealed again and my hands caress and rub over his cock and scrotum and tease his inner thighs.  Hearing his voice and looking into his eyes, completely arouse every inch of my body.  His eyes are amazing from the smile as I enter the room to the amusement when he knows that I am showing off or trying something new and just waiting for his response.  I love it when he nibbles and bites on my shoulders, there is a tension that borders between the initial pressure of the bite and the point where it becomes pain that is perfectly arousing, that is my favorite, to reach that tension and then hold it and not move into the extreme pain is completely wonderful and makes me thoroughly ache to have his cock inside me.  I cannot believe that I have been so lucky as to meet this amazing man.

Currently seeking a bisexual female to join my amazing DOM and I for a little threesome action.