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Hi! I am Lindsey and I am 18 years old. I don't really have dating or guy experience so it's probably weird to be on this site It all started with a weird dream of laying down on my bed and waiting for a man to torture me by putting stuff inside me. I woke up before it happened but since then I've been obsessed with finding it. No I didn't wake up going or wet and honestly I don't want that but I did wake up wanting to do this for real. I am in mays landing NJ alone in a big house. My aunt and uncle are away for a year on a missions trip and needed a house sitter so I jumped at the opportunity. I live right by a lake beach complete with beach sand so it would be a cool place to meet in public. I can come bring a blanket and lay in it waiting for you with a beach chair set up for you. I would have sweats over my one piece if it's still chilly but I would strip down once we introduced ourselves. You arrive and we exchange pleasantries and you have me strip down. You don't lotion me so I can get a little sunburn .. After a bit you begin. It's a family place so it's discreet like making comments as to what will happen later. Also you can bring some beach toys that can also be used to torture me and have me play with them in the sand while telling me how they will be used on me. You can also give me a little baggie to collect some sand to eat when we get home. I imagine my first experience to be undressing and laying down for harsh torture .. insertions .. impact ... wax ... clamps .. fire .. needles etc . I will be really scared so I need someone to kind of talk me into it. I am also willing to train to be a toilet. I am also willing to entertain the idea of an arrangement where my owners dont actually use me but set up others to use me or even meet roleplaying as a callgirl (but no money unless you feel like giving to a charity)
1/18/2016 11:21:11 AM
also willing to meet as an escort roleplay (not real or real money exchanged just roleplay)
11/16/2015 4:32:53 AM
So there are a few ways to meet.  Its cold for the beach idea but I am still willing even though I will be FREEZING.  We can meet at a cofee place around the corner from me.  I can come to you.  Or you can give me a date range of coming here and I will leave the door unlocked as I sleep not to rape me but to wake my by pulling down the covers and telling me its time to begin. One other thing and this may sound weird but I am not seeking an attractive owner. I want someone who when I first meet I think I am too pretty for so that it adds to the humiliation as he taunts me at coffee that I won't think I'm so pretty when licking his butt or being his toilet or being tortured or being used or worshipping him as my master.  I think the taunting and fear is what missing from most that contact me here.  I want to hear how bad he will hurt me, what he will use on me, i want to be talked to and taunted and even made fun of as he hurts me.  I want to hear that I wll be owned, that my body will belong to him.  I wnat to hear how he looks forward to making me suffer and hear him enjoying it as he does.  I want to be scared of him, humiliated by him, and that beginning, that talking sets the tone for everything else. 
imwomn
 
 Age: 30
 Philly, Pennsylvania