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Illmakeyoubeg
Friendship only please ONLINE IS NOT FOR ME! I have experience online previously and though I enjoyed it, after a while it brings out my insecurities etc and this then ruins a (previously) very good thing that could (have) become more under different non online circumstances; therefore I am not looking to do online; so please don't message me asking if I want on-line, a master etc ... If you read on and are interested in chatting please don't start with that. ? Sorry in advance if I don't reply or can't reply straight away. ? I am new to this and I still need to learn all of my 'likes' and 'dislikes' ... Not into scat/shit or public humiliation. ? ?I live on a small Island where everybody knows everybody and what goes on, I do not wish to draw attention to myself here; I am a single mom, therefor unable to relocate, although when monster is older I would love to move back! (By the looks of it, if everything goes my way I may be moving back a lot sooner then first thought :-). I will NOT be looking to be dominated by a woman. I am not Polly or looking to be one of a number. I am monogamous and expect this in a relationshipWhen I am looking, what I will be looking for is a relationship first, a connection and understanding of each other; someone who isn't serious all the time, just when needed ;-), with a sense of humour; then let things develop from there. I need and want to be able to trust and respect you 100% and be secure in us if anything was to develop. ? ? My little monster is the most important person in my life; please note this. ? I have a natural tendency to try to please and make people happy and I love to have a laugh. I also try to avoid confruntation, I naturally hate to disappoint or feel like I have and get nervous if I need to say something that may upset someone. That being said I am cheeky and sarcastic and (I think) playful with it - so I may need to be kept in-check with a strong and firm-but-fair hand, if you see fit. (Oh and I have a streak that needs to be tamed! When the time comes), if I am in a playful mood I may play defiant and need to be put in my place, though always knowing I will never win ;-) all part of the fun. ? I have had an interest in being dominated sexually since I was younger, I am a shy person with everyone, face-to-face and I need time to come out of myself completely (which doesn't happen with everyone), I am not so shy online or via technology, I feel I can be more myself here.? ? Force being used is also something I am interested in, taking it when you want it, maybe with resistance from me at times, wake me or not, it is up to you. ? NO TPE nor 24/7 Honesty and communication, both ways; It is a must for me. I will provide a picture for proof if we talk and get on. ? Thanks for reading.
sexypaula
 
 Age: 38
 Tucson, Arizona