A new Eunuch,

Part of my training and conditioning involved Castration Fantasy Play. Never in a million years did I ever think anything would progress beyond just the fantasy part of it. I was given the opportunity to observe Castrated Males that made the ultimate sacrifice and trained to live and serve as slaves. Over time a Castrated Male will loose muscle mass an body hair will become very fine. Even without female hormones he will develop some femine features. He will become more passive and eager to please. All this scared me and intriged me at the same time. In Feb. 06 I attended a private party with my Mistress at the time. A experienced cutter was also at the party. Things progressed and before the evening was over I became a Eunuch. It took a few days for the reality to hit me. I was no longer a man. As time passes my body will become less masculine. My Mistress was into my getting castrated at the time but later told me she wants a fully intact sub. As my testosterone levels continue to drop I am feeling increasingly more passive. I am very interested in finding a Dominant Female, Couple or Male that has some experience with training a Eunuch. Only serious and sincere need reply.