Although I originally meant to just keep a journal here & figure it all out. I have to admit although I enjoy vanilla relationships, actually relationships in general, I've felt the tremendous pull towards the lifestyle. Basically because of some of the profiles I've seen & other readings.

Hopefully if your reading this, its because I've sent you some sort of msg indicating a desire to know you better. Please believe I'm sincere, not a player, and am looking for the chemistry.

I just cannnot deny the allure of bdsm, s&m or d/s - whatever you call it. Vanilla cannot compare to the depth of feelings.

In many ways, I think if the chemistry is awesome, I see my destiny perhaps as a slave.

I also have an interest in trance states, hypnosis, aromatherapy and mind control. Basiclly to open myself up to womans energy.