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I am interested in meeting new and interesting people and experiencing as much adventure and novelty as possible.
The pursuit of knowledge of what brings one pleasure and understanding one's needs are essential to the feeling of fulfillment. Much time should be spent in experimentation and contemplation of the facets of the body and mind.

Interests
I enjoy artistic endeavors and projects; painting, sculpting, life-casting, and most other types of art that involves creating things with your hands. As my slave you will participate in my art and projects. I also spend a fair amount of time with photography. BDSM, pinup and boudoir are my favorite genres, of course. Some my photos are in the profile photos.

Career
I have spent time as a bouncer at a biker/rock club and worked as a bodypiercer and a tradesman (commercial electrician). I managed a tech company for many years and have owned my own company. I now work for a fast growing software company.

Sex
I do enjoy BDSM activities , sometimes for specific photos that I enjoy taking. My goal, always, is to explore the depths of passion and find new levels of erotic fulfillment.

Gorean/TPE
It was suggested to me that I not put Gorean/TPE on my profile by one of the girls. The reason was they were worried that I would be associated with the negative stereotypes about "Goreans" and the literal use of the term TPE. I decided to add to my profile to clarify.

I embrace the Gorean philosophy but not necessarily trappings at all times, which is the same as many other traditional type value systems. (i.e. honor, personal responsibility) It also embraces many historical aesthetics that I find pleasing. My interest in Gor is related to the actual reading of the books and not to anything others do in the name of Gor on the internet or real life. If you are familiar with the books, you know that they aren't very limiting and actually examine many facets of various societies, some which are even blatant contradictions. So, I certainly don't dictate my life by words written in pulp sci-fi/fantasy, but I do honor many of the values found there.

To me, TPE is a philosophy; a mindset that a slave embraces in their approach to their lifestyle. Many out there are not willing to experience new things and challenge themselves. I am not interested in people who are looking only for sex play or for what they can get out of a situation. Instead, I am looking for people who are curious about what they are at their core and how they can grow with that knowledge. So for me, Total Power Exchange is an objective of the slave. I do not expect it as a simple immediate submission to that type of situation. Instead, I am looking for those who have that level of trust as an objective. Without careful consideration TPE would be dangerous and reserved only for those without self-concern.

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12/29/2012 6:41:07 AM

I haven't been on this site in some time.  I have been very busy with work and projects.  Between remodeling the house, taking on a new corporate job and side jobs and projects and dating, there has been little time for anything.  We were dating a new girl for six months or so.  She was very passionate and the feelings were there but, in the end, she just couldn't handle poly.  Apparently, changing one's expectations from a "normal" relationship to poly is very hard as serial monogamy is deeply ingrained.

 

So, we are still looking for the right girl who appreciates what we have to offer, which we believe is very significant and hard to find these days.  


7/19/2011 9:40:07 AM

I just reread my last journal entry and it looks like we were lost in Mexico, so I thought I would write a new entry.  Cozumel was nice.  The waters are clear and beautiful there.  It isn't highly populated and because it is a tourist destination, most people spoke English and prices were similar as at home.  So, it was nothing like Guatemala or Honduras, obviously.

 

Anyway, I have been continuing my search for a new girl.  I have talked to some great sounding prospects, but for one reason or another, they don't usually seem to pan out.  I keep optimistic though.

 

I am growing out my beard for a photo project and it is an interesting thing, but I will probably go back to something more neat when this is finished. 


1/21/2011 1:40:37 PM

Travel

 

We just returned from a trip to Honduras and Guatemala.  They are very poor countries and it is difficult to imagine living in their situation.  In contrast to the economic situation, they experience quite a bit of freedom and self reliance.  In many areas, their homes are each built completely different and it appears that they are usually constructed by their owners.  It is obvious that these structures are not constrained by local codes and regulations.  It would be a very interesting thing to be able to build your own home without having to adhere to the hundreds or thousands of lines of text that define exactly how we are allowed to live.

 

In the tourist areas, the local police carry "assault weapons" to ensure the safety of travelers.  This leads me to believe that the locals rely mainly on themselves for regulation.  It is a frightening thought for most visitors, but the many people that we spoke with seem very happy with their lives.  There is no doubt that their are challenges and that they wish they had more money or opportunity to make money, but they also take pride in what they have.

 

In another week we leave for Mexico.  I assume that we will find a similar experience.  This time it will be in a relatively more upscale area.  

 

Work

 

The business is coming along.  We are adding new clients regularly and maintaining our existing relationships.  We are still excited about the potential for growth, both in the company, and in our ability to affect the world around us.

 

On another front, we are continuing to develop our new educational project and I have begun a new metaphysical research project.

 

Projects

 

We have begun a new charitable organization to help those in need.  This is another area with great potential.  We have some great people helping out bringing together a lot of experience.  I look forward to see what we can do.


2/27/2010 6:11:12 PM
Spartacus: Blood and Sand

Recently watched the series on Netflix.  Who would have known Lucy Lawless could look femanine?  The movie certainly reinforces the positive aspects of Roman society.  The sexual perversion and decadance.  A great show to watch to understand the type of slavery that is found in Gor and other aesthetics based around Roman and Greek culture.

Photoshoots

I will be scheduling some new photoshoots as time allows.  Have seen many great locations around Tampa/Clearwater and am looking forward to creating some new projects.  This really is a beautiful place and I am sure it will photograph well.

Business

Work has me stretched thin but has an ebb and flow.  The level of success that I am encoutering at this stage is very encouraging.

2/8/2010 6:19:05 AM

Seems the last attempt at adding a third didn't work out well.  What she needed simply wasn't compatible with what I/We can offer.  She needed a 24/7 "boyfriend".  I think the excercise only underscored the need for the third to be a slave.  Also it illustrated how important chemistry is between all three parties.

The significant other may begin her own search offline during the summer. 

Trip Planned
A trip to the Smoky mountains has been planned, date to be arranged.  This is always a fun and relaxing trip; a nice stay in a luxary cabin, lounging in the hot tub and seeing the sights a bit, perhaps white water rafting.

Also, I have accepted a few invitations to go out to the clubs.  I might put on series of piercing demos in the coming months as well. 



12/27/2009 3:26:38 AM
Hypnotism (late night/early morning thoughts)
I have always had an interest in meditation, hypnotism and the intricacies of the mind.  Many things are possible with some very simple techniques.  I would like to spend more time using those basic techniques to see just how positive an impact they can be on a person's life.  I know that simple post-hypnotic suggestions can cause delusions or suppress certain natural tendencies but what I would like to know, is empirically what effect they can have on bad habits and negative traits.

Eventually, I would like to tie this interest in with biofeedback.  I think it would be interesting to use an EEG to manipulate ones self into the observed patterns of meditative monks, for example.  There seems that there is much evidence to support the idea that the feelings of "insightfulness" and contentedness that people find in many years of ascetic religion are simple chemical states that can be reproduced more easily when simple goals with biofeedback are defined.

Business
My largest focus at the moment is building business to create the resources necessary to achieve my many goals.  Things are proceeding well in that respect but there is always room for those with common vision.  Many great things have been accomplished throughout history by the hands of men: The pyramids, other wonders of the world and our modern civilization.  When people unite behind an ideal or organization amazing feats can be achieved.  I think we are certainly not less than our forefathers but what mark will we leave on this landscape?  I hope that it will be as grand as those who have come before us.

12/2/2009 6:12:43 AM
I moved to the Tampa area and things seem to be going well.  I just updated my profile to reflect the current situation.  I will add links to the profiles of the others in my life as soon as I get them.

9/29/2009 10:23:38 AM
Roadtrip

In the next couple of weeks, I will be taking a roadtrip out to Los Angeles.  There is a job waiting, and it should be an interesting time.  I will be trailering the bikes out to do a ride up the Pacific Coast Highway to San Francisco.

I will be stopping off along the way to take photos and see sights.  The first shoot on the trip will be at one of the old cemeteries in New Orleans.  The next should be in Texas.  Then perhaps Arizona and on to LA.

So far, I have models for Florida, Texas and San Fransisco.  So we have a ways to go to get this planned.  Not sure how successful it would be picking up models on the road but it may be that or landscape only in some places.

As far as future travel, I should be back in Orlando in December and Tampa around the same time. 

If anyone has skill with post processing with photoshop or would like to model and would like to help out with the project, contact me.

8/2/2009 1:42:52 PM
I am up to Explorers of Gor.

I have met a couple of interesting people on CM so far. I haven't met any in real life yet, but looking forward to finding the new slave and beginning training.

Had a good time canoeing the Juniper Creek run this weekend.  It was a pretty good little 7 mile run.  If you aren't familiar with Juniper springs.  It is a beautiful place.  At one time the creek was used to power a mill.  The mill pond is now a swimming area.  The water is crystal clear, so going down these runs have been likened to flying over canyons that open up beneath you.  The juniper run has a close forest and narrow creek, so it gives a feeling of extreme closeness to the environment.  There are no homes or man-made objects in sight on the run; it cuts through a preserve.  Just a few minutes into the run we came upon a large doe, probably 10 feet from the canoe.  We came near 3 aligators and many turtles.  One of the aligators was only 4 feet or so from the canoe with us blocking its retreat to the water.  "Leah" sat petrified in the front of the canoe and had force herself to shake her head when I asked if she would like me to pause there for a photo.  We did have lots of time on the run to muse about plans including those for the new slave.

I have also been trying to get back in touch with my old machinist "Hairy Perry", to have some new restraints made.  I'm sure that he and I can come up with some interesting toys.

7/20/2009 4:34:26 PM

I am currently reading Slave Girl of Gor.  Nothing seems new there, but I feel compelled to move forward through the series.  Also, familiarity isn't always a bad thing.

I just purchased my first motorcycle.  It is intended just as a first-rider bike.  I have friends who want to see me on a sport bike, but I don't think that is really my style.  Riding any motorcycle is very enjoyable experience.  The bike I bought is a Yamaha 700cc cruiser (think Harley knock-off).  Maybe when I get around to it, I'll post a photo. 

Also, soon, I might take some time and take some new fun photos.  I've also been weighing some new projects.  Maybe a bowfishing/archery setup.  Maybe build a new stockade/St. Andrews cross.  Maybe a bed of nails.

Haven't had a chance to check out the local BDSM scene yet, but will probably get around to that next month sometime just to satisfy curiosity and who knows, maybe meet that perfect slave girl that I have been looking for.


6/22/2009 3:08:39 PM
I just finished "Assasin of Gor", that makes five of the books of John Norman.  I think reading the books has made me underscore some of my opinions on some things.  I do believe in strong gender roles and think that they are important in understanding who we are and being able to appreciate ourselves for what we are.  The only downside is the resentment it makes one harbor for the push to neuter gender in our society or possibly simple feminization.

Some of the random things that I have taken from the books I think are some ideas of building a strong tradition, emphasizing family and community.  The principles of taking pride in ones work and those of the importance of family and community have always been very important to me, but I am beginning to think that the traditions and motions are also important.  Also, the books have conjured up imagery of "ethnic dance" and elaborate camps with lots of entertainment and merriment(no, I don't use words like "merriment" in normal speech).

In talking about it with my significant other, she tells me that she was trained in ethic dance/bellydancing, so, I have something of a treat to look forward to there.

6/14/2009 1:25:24 PM
I am new to the concept of Gor as it pertains to BDSM.  I have spent alot of time reading about Gorean philosophy in the past, but have recently begun to read the books themselves.  In a conversation I had yesterday, after mentioning that I had only begun to read the books, someone challenged me on the use of the word Gorean to describe what I was looking for in a slave.  My response was that she used the word "massochist" to describe herself and yet had never read "Venus in Furs".

My understanding of Gorean slavery is that it is a highly ritualized form of slavery and that implies being full time and conforms to a code for both master and slave.  After reading the first book, this seems to be the case.

Tarnsman of Gor

The first book, "Tarnsman of Gor", is actually of the "hidden prince" basic architecture and has a subplot (or mainplot) of rescuing the damsel while falling in love with her.  Obviously, the plot isn't what applies or appeals to those who practice this philosophy in real life as the protagonist actually takes exception with many of the principles and ideals of Gor, including slavery.  The part that I think is taken from the book by those interested in the "lifestyle" is the mostly implied chivilric aspect and code and ritualized expectations of people in the society.  The people in the book are a pragmatic people that live very close to the earth, but are still highly ritualized and appreciate beauty.  It promotest the machiavellian approach to government with its idea of "double knowlege" and espouses allegence to ones own city or village first and a close kinship that doesn't exist in our modern society.  It is easy to see how some people can want to live this way with its allusion to the romanticized times in the past when ones work and worth determined his wealth. 

The book itself isn't all that well written and its author doesn't seem particularly insightful, but it is a fun easy read. 

After reading this book, I stand with saying that I am seeking a Gorean slave.  Which is basically someone looking for a ritualized and formal form of full-time slavery.  I continue to and will increasingly be able to manipulate the world in which I live as it suits me.  One of my greatest interests is in building and creating things.  I will continue to strive in the future to continue to build my home, and the culture to surround it that I feel is most appropriate to bring all of those involved, the greatest happiness and true fullfillment.

A bit more about me and what I am seeking:

I am most looking for creative souls who are looking for an opportunity to ply an art while also tending to more mundane service of their master.  I am particularly interested in those slaves who enjoy sewing/costuming, landscaping and gardening/hordiculture, modeling, graphic design and photography.  Also, I am looking for those who enjoy historical style camping. 

6/10/2009 5:12:12 PM
It looks like some of my photos here have been approved and some have not.  I posted one of myself for my default photo and a few play photos as well as some other general photos that I have taken recently.  I will add more of myself as soon as I get a chance to take them.  I am generally behind the camera, not in front of it.

I had to include one of the canoe because I have really enjoyed my time exploring the waterways in the area.  There are some spring runs that you would think could only exist in one's imagination.  One of the photos is showing the steam rising off of the crystal clear waters of the Santa Fe river, paddling some of these passages has been likened to gracefully gliding over canyons and mountains because of the view looking down into the water.

The photos that were rejected were of corset piercings, which are aparently too "hardcore" for this site.  That is ok, you can view my blog site to find those anyway.

6/8/2009 3:53:16 PM
I recently recieved an email that said only, "Are you a sadist?" I wasn't sure how to respond to that succinctly.

Here is my attempt:
In the context of BDSM, I am a sadist.  Inflicting pain for the enjoyment of the submissive (and myself) while respecting their hard limits.  Personally I have have few limits and enjoy the trust and power that a submissive or slave gives me over them.  I have enjoyed everything from spanking and bullwhipping to piercing play.

That is only for BDSM play, in my daily life, I only give punishment where it is required and think that I naturally teach and try to help others find their full potential.  I am dominant in what I want and expect, but not abusive.  As far as my personal tastes in sex, I do enjoy the sight of a rosey ass and firmly grasping my partner and feeling the surrender and the delicateness of their body.  I also enjoy being served and having a slave find it rewarding to serve.  I have been told that I have a lot of insight into a person's psychological development and read people very well and can be blunt and challenging in the assesment I may deliver. 

As a master in my daily life, I seek to improve myself and those around me, that means real effect on the world that we live in as well as our psychological and physical condition.  My slaves and submissives don't find it difficult to please me and they have all felt as though they learned something from the experience.  Also, I am willing to give the emotional and physical support or "abuse" that my slave desires.

Let me know if that answers your question.
 


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 Age: 23
 St. Paul, Minnesota