Greetings
I have been with alt for a few years now and have gained a fairly good
appreciation and perspective on the wide range of people that show up here.
Everything from the sublime closet submissive to the wild party girl. You all
have my interest and even manage to amuse me if you happen to be a fake.
Whilst, I have no problem with fake, as it is no doubt a good release for some
yearning (conscious or sub-conscious), I am looking for more a permanent
"solution". That being said, feel free to leave this profile behind
at this point as a friend if you are not looking for an around the clock
relationship. You will only be wasting both of our times.
I tend to think of myself as fair, with a bit of a sadistic side. Oh, and you
can add a bit of arrogance and sarcasm to that as well. I do enjoy a good time,
and don't expect a submissive to be a mere doorstop, she just has to be
submitting herself to my will with the knowledge that any "demands"
on behavior would be for her own good. Any punishment for misbehaving would be
fitting to the crime, worst of which would of course be to be released and
ignored henceforth.
What can be expected in return for loyalty, is guidance, a place that will
always welcome you, and a shoulder to cry on when it has been "one of those
days". You can also expect to be brought to tears at time, as I did say
that I have a bit of a sadistic side. You might find yourself across my knees
being spanked just because it brings me pleasure, not because you necessarily
did a wrong thing. You would be expected to do what is required to serve my
whims for gratification and then be a cherished for it in return.
If you have limits, and they are compatible with my desires, then you can have
no doubt that they would be respected, as I would respect you for having your
own mind and moral center. If they were not compatible with my own desires for
a submissive, then we would part, hopefully as friends. And any of those limits
that deal with quantity or quality (how many or how hard), will be tested and
expanded unless you truly can't go that far.
My Ideal Person:
What I am looking for is a woman who is somewhere between Dolcett and the
"Story of O". Someone who has arrived at a point in their life, where
she is ready to give her all into a lifestyle, not just a weekend of fun. A
woman who enjoys the word Sir or Master passing her lips as some would husband
or boyfriend. Someone as committed to a BDSM relationship as those relatives
you know or heard of that were married for 50 plus years.
You will need to either be able to endure or enjoy some level of pain. A
complete masochist is not required, but desire (either through want of pain or
want of submission) is a requirement. Your service may seem harsh at times, but
you would always be well loved for it, since I would know it was freely given
from the heart.
A few things that don't matter:
Age - You can be as old or as young as you like. I have known 18 year olds who
are mature and know who they are and 60 year olds who think along the lines of
an adolescent. Maturity in knowing who you are and what you want are the
requirements, not your age.
Race - I try my best to be completely non-bigoted. But there very well maybe
some cultural imperative that you particularly have that is beyond my scope of
knowledge or experience. We all are influence by where and with whom we grew
and matured with, as we are all influenced by others, even if only subtly. When
you feel that you are being beat down for such a thing, you would be expected
to respectfully explain the situation with no fear. You will be heard, not
cowed for it.
Orientation - Obviously, if you are lesbian or a gay male, there is little for
you here except a friend who will listen. If you are a bi female, then you will
have found someone who would still desire your submission and perhaps help you
to fulfill that side of your soul.
Should you have questions, or just want to chat I tend to always be receptive,
as I am sure most who know me would say. You need not fear sarcasm for what
might be considered a "newbie" question (unless of course, you happen
to be into humiliation and I know that).
What are your favorite musicians or bands?:
NIN, Slayer, Basil Poledouris, Vivaldi
What type of scene activities are you active in or would you be
interested in exploring?:
Biting, Body worship, Bondage, Branding, Breast/Nipple Torture, Chastity
Devices, Collar & Lead/Leash, Confinement/Caging, Defilement,
Depilation/Shaving, Electrotorture, Enemas, Fisting, Foot/shoe worship, Genital
torture, Hair pulling, Hot wax, Kidnapping, Knife play, Mummification, Needle
play, Physical humiliation, Piercing, Power Exchange, Sensory deprivation,
Slapping the face, Spanking, Suspension, Verbal humiliation, Whipping
The term BDSM covers a lot of ground. What's your scene?:
A little of each.