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NeedingHisLove

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Hello and thank You for taking the time to visit my profile. I have been experimenting with different aspects of the life for about 10 years. I have never had a full time Dom, but have submitted to a few Males and one Female over the years. I am very interested in exploring this further, but I haven't been able to find a Man who is experienced enough to trust. My experiences thus far have all been fairly tame including: lite spankings, nipple clamps, lite bondage, cock worship, forced anal, and a few other things. I'm very open minded and quite uninhibited. I would consider myself more as a 'sensual' submissive, rather than one who responds to pain. In my way of thinking, pain should be used as a disiplinary tool. The look, tone of voice, words, touch etc appeal to me. I would love to find a Person who is willing help me reach my full potential as a submissive. I am very much into passion and desire. I also believe there is nothing more comfortable than falling asleep while laying in a Man's strong arms. I wish to be cherished; never shared with another man. I love to kiss and cuddle. I am a person who loves to be loved, and needs to be needed. I really don't think I want anything terribly extreme. Though I am interested in having my limits tested. I crave acceptance, love, affection, guidance, and discipline (When I've done something that needs correcting). As a submissive, I do my best to please, and feel like a failure if I disappoint. At this point, I'm uncertain of exactly what I hope to find here, but I do realize that my life lacks something.
To the outside world, I am a bright, analytic, caring, and compassionate woman. I have been a college student for the past year studying in the IT field. I also work part-time hosting banquets. I live with, and take care of, a family member. I am self sufficient, independant, and level headed. I'm the one people feel comfortable coming to for advice or help. While all of these things are true, they are only a small portion of who I am. These are the things I allow to be seen; the mask.
On the inside, I'm just an insecure, over weight, and lonely woman who's trapped herself within the walls built to keep others out. Imprisoned with only my fears, guilt, and scars to keep me warm.
I need Someone to break me down, tear apart this prison,take apart my walls brick by brick. Help me become a better person inside and out. Someone who can take my mind and bend it to their will; for mine is weak. Someone who can make me reveal all of my secrets and shame..through what ever means necessary..and with a tender hand help me let go. I want someone experienced in the softer side of kink. Someone who will love me unconditionally and accept me for who I am.
If You have any questions, or would like to get to know me better please feel free to message me. However, I do have a few guidelines that a potential Dom must meet in order for me to be interested in Him.
*No cam or online training
*No younger than 30, no older than 45
*Must be straight
*Must have RL experience
*No pre-formed polyamorous households
(If I decide to enter into a poly relationship, it will be one W/we build together) I am curious about: *anal stretching *lactation *behavior modification *multiple orgasms *blindfolds *sensory deprivation *clit/pussy pumping *squirting *cupping *subspace
*hypnosis *fucking machines (And possibly more)

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kellysrose
 
 Age: 30
 Indio, California