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Thank you GoddessLadyLuck for communicating with me. I am so excited about the chance to speak with you and I am in the process of working to present myself to you for a real time meeting. I am so excited that I may have found one willing to educate and train me along this path I long to travel. |
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I guess I need to say a bit more about myself. I am a 53 year old married male stuck in the middle of conservative Nebraska. That opinion has been reinforced after searching and browsing profiles on here for dominant women - I have come to the conclusion there are not many here.
I am a professional and run a department for a large business here in Smallville, Nebraska. I have a basketball team of kids - that's right 5 - from 25 down to 17.
I have been married 26 years. I am not looking to get out of it either. However, she is quite conservative in her own right and has not evolved at all - very very vanilla.
I am not looking for sex - though I understand there is a certain amount of erotic tensions involved with BDSM activities.
I am looking for some excitement and exploration. Curious about bondage, discipline, CBT, female supremacy, humiliation, and who knows what else.
Is there no place where I can go to explore, I there no one who will help me and lead me and guide me and teach me? |
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Okay here is the story. I am married (26 years) and I am nit looking to leave. However, I have evolved and have a growing need to experience this submissive urge that grows within. I suspect my desire stems from the fact that I am in charge at work and at home and wish to relinquish that power to someone if even for only a brief period. I am curious about bondage, discipline, servitude, and probably so much more I can not possibly identify. Heck, even looking to get my ass spanked. Contact me here or at nebsub57@yahoo.com. I am certainly interested in friends and some real life contact now and then - I travel somewhat frequently. Just don't leave any permanent markings |
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Today in the midst of shining my dress shoes my assistant walked into the office and stuck her heels forward and said polish mine while you're down there. Like any good submissive - I obeyed and did as I was told. Really, I can not explain why I did it or even why it felt good and right to do it. Ahhhhh |
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I have decided that 2011 should be the year I actually attempt to find a domme and/or dominatrix (can someone explain any difference) and actually find out if this submissive curiosity I have is something I really want to explore further. Hopefully there is a dominant woman out there who will be willing to educate me with my limitations (I am married) and lead me down this path as far as I care to go. |
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I have been contacted by Mystress World and I am seriously considering trying to find out if I am worthy enough to serve as a lab specimen for them. |
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So close to the Holiday and I have been so bad. Clearly I need to see the error of my way... |
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Spending time just browsing profiles and am perplexed as to why there are so few dominant women listed in my area of the country. How is one ever supposed to explore his submissive curiosity if he can't find an experienced teacher? Hmmm.... |
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