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| This profile is written by the Male Dom ONLY !
WHY ?
Because I am looking for advice and inspiration to progress in 'the lifestyle'. (Probably NOT what a true Dom should need to do but I feel needs must!? )
My partner and I have been together for just over two years. Since our very first 'experience' together, she made me aware that she was into the BDSM lifestyle, by asking me told hold her neck while we made love for the first time. As a 'vanilla', this was completely new to me but, I have to say, quite an exciting turn on!! Since then we have talked openly about our fantasies but many have still to be played!!
She has had a collarme.com profile for several years before we met. This one is for both of us but, as yet, unknown to her!
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Although things have been up and down between us since my last entry, I believed things were looking rosy the last 2 weeks or so. Very close to my making the huge leap towards moving in together. But no!!!
The spooky vibe we have woke me up about 1 this morning. Giving me the urge to log into her CM account to see who had been contacting her. But, alas, the password has been changed again to stop me doing so. Had to change MY password other day when she logged into mine a few weeks ago to write some scathing shit on MY journal. Can only think of ONE reason why she has changed hers!!
To think I was soooo close to giving up my 'castle' for her. PHEW!!!! Close shave I think!?!? |
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Well. Half arsed apology by txt this morning, but she doesn't remember what she said!!
How can she be sorry if she doesn't know what she's sorry about??
Maybe I should make FULL use of this site? Add a few photos and see who comes knocking!! But maybe not. If all female subs play up like her then perhaps I should take a few steps back to the vanilla world? All seemed a lot more straightforward there!!!!! |
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While writing the last entry I received texts from her, once again, accusing me of being 'busy' chatting to my ex of 7 years! Ancient history but her paranoid mind has convinced herself this is also true. In the words of Prof. Cox wen he was in the music chart. 'Things can only get better'.
(Update 12.30)
Now, apparently, it's French tarts and sub females on CM!!!
'WILL things EVER get better'?????? |
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After MANY months of arguments, mistrust on both sides, I finally joined CM for guidance and inspiration. But seems to b going nowhere fast!
Won't bore u all with the shit that's gone in the past but, today, once again, thought that we were both movin in the rite direction. But no!! What started off as coffee and chat, then to alcohol and chat turned to shit again. This time about an event that happened long b4 we met. The Welsh National (bike bash) 2007!!
Just general chat explaining that, at that time, all I needed was to get pissed and lose myself (reasons left to myself at this time!). Chat was fine til she told me that one of the people with me at that time (a 100% sub male) told her that I had enjoyed the company of '2' biker babes in my tent! TOTAL bollocks!!! I explained that he would not say such shit. She then went on to say that 2 others had confirmed this shit (at the time they were a m/f couple) and that the f had told her that I had shagged her on the way home from the bash. Again TOTAL bollocks!! Then, she told me that my best mate (her hubby at the time) had told her that he knew that I had shagged his wife!! Me and he have been mates 4 years b4 I met 'her' and after his marriage broke up he rented a room from me for several years. Knowing him (and the others) as I do, I would have been in A and E, not sharing a house with him if I had really shagged his wife!!
Can someone PLEASE tell me why she would make up such lies? These are people I have known for many years and know they would NOT tell her such. Even if it were true!! |
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| Age: 32 |
| Indy,
Indiana |
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